"Gogyyy" I shout from the couch "Hug"

"I'm right here" Clay complains

"But you're always cold" I say

"I already said I don't like hugs" George shrugs, getting closer to me

"Touch her and you'll see" Clay threatens his British best friend

"Do not yell at him" I scold Clay "Please gogy wogy" i give him puppy eyes

"Dream?" he turns to look at his best friend for approval, Clay just sighs and shakes his head up and down

George carefully walks towards my spot on the couch and hugs me from the side

"You're a better hugger than Clay" I say snuggling into him

"Charlotte" George says looking to the side "He's giving us the look again"

"Yeah because your snuggling my best friend" Clay complains again

"Take the L" I say, sticking my tongue out

"GUYS" Sapnap says bursting inside the house, yelling as per usual

"Oh my god, Nick can you calm down" I hear Angel complain behind him

In this moment i'm really thankful it's George hugging me and not Clay, that would've been... awkward

After the party and our intense sex session, Clay confessed he told George about us as well. I'm not gonna lie I did get pissed of but chose to not say anything, I knew it would only stir another fight and I was just freshly fucked and couldn't think straight enough to hold an argument.

What am I gonna say with a serious tone while 10 minutes earlier I was screaming 'daddy' at him... right.

Plus, he then explained that with Adrien there, he wasn't completely sure on what to do or how to feel, it's not like he can easily mention my ex and ask what my current opinions on him are or what I plan on doing with him.

I would've done the same thing if it was him and his ex, Angel would've been my go to text.

"What" Clay asks giggling

"LOOK AT WHAT ANGEL BOUGHT" he says waving around to pieces of paper in the air

"Two sheets of paper?" George asks unimpressed

"No you dumb fucko, she go-" he begins but stops once he notices George laying on top of me

His gaze turns in between us and Clay, then he points at Clay, and then to me again

"What the-"

"Oh wow" Angel says too, noticing my position "Are we changing bestfriends now?" she then adds, clearly looking to pick on Clay

We all turn to look at him now, expecting some type of outburst... but nothing, he doesn't even give us any kind of look

"Why is everyone looking at me" he slowly says "I'm fine with it... drop it"

"Well I'm uncomfortable now" I say separating myself from George "I'm out, Clay you still need to pack and I'm supposed to be helping you"

"OH RIGHT" Angel practically shouts "This" she says showing me the sheets of paper on Nick's hands "WE'RE GOING TO ENGLAND TOO" she cheerfully says

Aaaaand... now i'm pissed.

"That's... great" I half smile

"What's wrong" Angel says furrowing her eyebrows, I simply turn to look at Clay, noticing he is sending daggers towards Nick's way

"What's wrong, Charlotte" Angel repeats herself

"Nothing is wrong" I say "Just shocked... didn't know Nick bought tickets"

"Because he didn't, I did" she smiles again "The five of us could go and have a bonding trip... Nick and I in our relationship and you three on your friendship"

Oh she fucking knows.

Why the hell would she decide to buy two tickets to England, she is always so fucking hesitant to leave Orlando, didn't want to go to New York with me last christmas or any other family trip I invited her to

This was supposed to be an escape trip with him. We have been sneaking around for the past month and a half, I feel like a freaking teenager.

"I'm gonna go pack for Clay" Is all I say

"Why can't he pack for himself?" Angel says in an accusing tone

"You've packed for me on multiple occasions" I say now getting annoyed

"Well I never had sex with you" she remarks

"What's your problem?" I ask "Like actually"

"What do you mean" she says furrowing her eyebrows

"Why do you feel the need to question every single interaction I have with Clay" I say pointing at him, a look of worry flashes through his eyes

"Let's go upstairs to pack Charlie" he says, stepping in

"Do I need to question it" Angel shouts back "Because you two have been acting quite sus"

"Oh so you don't trust me now" I say "Why would I lie to you"

I'm so fucked

"Fine" she says throwing her hands up in surrender "I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me"

"Let's chill put for a bit, aight?" Clay asks pulling on my arm, I simply look down and follow him up the stairs to his room

Once we reach our destination, i fall on his bed and let out an loud breath

"I know baby, I know" he says taking a sit next to me, Clay places his hand on my back and starts to caress it

"I wanted that to be our special moment Clay, we were supposed to go there to spend time as a couple and not worry that someone will spot us"

"I could always be recognized, you know that right?" he chuckles "Don't you think maybe it's time to tell her?" he asks and I huff

"That's not an option now" I answer slowly getting up so I can crawl on his lap and hug him "I hate that I'm lying to her but she won't forgive me"

"She will be mad at first, but trust me, from the way she yelled at me that day, she truly does care about you"

"I love you" I whisper

"I love you too" he answers, and I can sense a smile creeping on his face

After this little moment I get up from him and start looking for his clothes. As much as I wanted the whole "I'm packing for Dream" to be a cover up so we could leave the awkward situation, it wasn't. I love him to pieces but the man does not know how to pack.

Back when we went to New York he forgot to pack underwear.

WHO FORGETS UNDERWEAR

I had to go with him to a store so he could buy some. He is unbelievable.

"I'm gonna go talk to Sap" he says standing up from the bed "I'll be right back"

This is bad. Very very bad, and I am murdering Nick.

"Dude" I knock on his door and wait for a few seconds before I'm greeted by my best friend

"Look, why the f-" I begin but Nick quickly puta his hand on my mouth, and signals to his back

I turn to peek behind him and see Angel sprawled on his bed, I nod and speak up again

"Could you uhm... help me find patches?" I say a bit louder so Angel can hear me

"Yeah sure bro, I think I saw her behind a couch, follow me" he answers, and before leaving he turns around and tells Angel he's coming back in a few

"What" he simply asks once we're already downstairs

"Are you serious?" I deadpan

"Enough with the fighting oh my god" we hear George complain from the couch

"You have absolutely nothing to do with this" Nick says turning to the side

"Well, it becomes my business once you two start yelling whilst I'm trying to watch T.V" the Brit says complaining

"My god, come to the kitchen" I huff, grabbing Sap by his wrist and pulling him in the new room

"Look, it was not me, Angel bought the tickets without even asking beforehand" he defends himself

"Jesus, Nick" I give him a pleading look "I told you how special this was for Charlie and how she wanted to go on this trip to strengthen our relationship"

"I know dude, and I'm sorry, the best I could do is convince her to go a few days later... I'll make up a story about some video I need to film with Punz"

"Fine... I think that will get Charlie to relax a bit... and on that topic" I stop for a bit "How do you think Angel will react to all of this?"

"Want me to lie, or be dead honest?" he asks sitting down on a bar stool

"What do you think" I say giving him a dry look

"Well, I don't know why Charlotte keeps on lying since it's clearly making matters worse" he says getting more serious "Look, I'm not pissed because you and her got back together, you're happier and more relaxed when she's around... but if we're being honest, I should be mad"

"But it's our relationship" I explain "Why the fuck are you both getting mad at me and Charlotte getting together, huh? You're fucking her bestfriend" I say

Why the fuck is he complaining? He has his girl can he let me be at peace with mine??

"I'm not pissed dude, are you deaf or plain stupid?" he asks "I said I'm on board with your relationship"

"We don't need your permission" I add, crossing my arms i response

"Im- That's not-" he says exasperatedly "Look, what I'm saying is, anything you both do, affects us, because Angel is her best friend, I consider her my little sister, even George got extremely close to her. Now, if you both fight, our little family goes crumbling down"

"And what about you and Angie's relationship, what's so different about it"

"Uh? Maybe our past record?" the brunet boy answers "We have something quite healthy going on. Our only fight, a massive one too if I might add, originated from you two, I defended you and Angel went nuts"

"So you're saying I need to break up with Charlotte so you can have you happy ever after"

"Aaaaaand, you're off the tracks again" Nick answers, visibly face palming "Just, tell her about it as soon as possible and in the nicest way possible" he tells me

That... that is gonna be tough. Charlie is just so scared to do it, I do suspect she's just anxious about it and inevitably pospones it. But I can't help but know Sap is right, the more she waits the worse it will end up being. It's been two months since we got together and almost two weeks since we made things official, now is the time to tell her.

"Fine, I'll talk to her" I huff in defeat "But she will most probably do it after the trip... which if I'm being honest is a good idea"

"No? She should tell her now" Sap protests

"Man, you really want to ruin the trip?" I ask "There's no way she won't get angry... it's just two weeks"

"Let's ask George"

"Oh fuck you"

"No man, you're completely whipped, not listening to a single thing you say" he says completely dismissing me "OH GOGYYYY" Nick then shouts

"Ughhhhhh WHAT" George says from across the room with his British accent

Sapnap holds his finger up at me, signaling to wait. Just after a few seconds of Nick not responding, we can hear George jump off the couch and make his way to the kitchen

"What, Sapnap, what" he desperately asks

"When should Charlotte tell Angel about her and little Clay over here" he asks our best friend

"Little?" I ask quite unimpressed "I'm taller than you"

"After the trip" he shrugs "I want a peaceful week"

"HA" I turn to look at Nick "I TOLD YOU"

"Yeah... fine you did" he says accepting jis defeat

"Was that all?" George nonchalantly asks "I really want to go back to my show"

"Yeah and I need to go and pou-" Sapnap begins but I hit him on the back of his head before he can finish his sentence "Don't you fucking finish that sentence" I caution

And with that, our little discussion came to an end, each one of us going back to what we were doing prior to it.

"Baby?" I carefully say walking back into my room

"It's cold in London, right?" Charlotte asks holding up a hoodie, I then notice how she's surrounded by piles and piles of clothes

"I'll put these away later" she says signaling to them. She must've noticed me staring at my closet being all over the floor

"I have good news and bad news" I tell her

"Start with the bad one" Charlie says closing her eyes

"Sapnap and Angel are still going to the UK..." I finally say and she lets out a deep breath "But, on the bright side... They're going a few days later, so we can have some time to be a normal couple" I add sitting on top of a pile of clothes next to her

"Normal within our situation" I chuckle "I'm still not face revealing, so we need to be careful with that" I then put a strand of hair that's sitting on the top of her nose "Please say something"

Charlotte simply opens her eyes, showing her beautiful eyes, some which I can never get bored of. She has said her eyes are boring multiple times... but she is wrong, so fucking wrong

"I love you, Clay" she whispers "And it's perfect... I'll take what I can get"

"I love you too" I say smiling as well. Closing the gap between us I give her a loving kiss on her lips

After a few moments I break out and place my forehead on hers

"You know you'll have to tell her once we get back, right?" I ask

"Yeah" she sadly says

"And also you know i'll stand by you through it, right?" I say once again

She simply nods

"Always and forever"

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a/n

SORRY FOR GOING MISSING i was kinda unmotivated for this chapter but i think it ended up being kinda cute...

im tired as heck so this might be VERY bad. SORRY

take care and drink water !! see yah