The night's so long

So sad, dark and alone

Many times I've found myself awake

Shivering with cold

Your absence still cold to the touch

My emptiness and endless void

I am an abyss in love

I've a camp set on precipice

Just below the darkest black

Where my worst fears live and thrive

I feel my sadness slide down my cheeks

The ones you've kissed

I have fallen in love with my sadness

I have fallen in love with my broken heart

that won't stop bleeding

I am addicted to pain

to the absence of you

I think I love you more

when I am without you

Can I live without you?

Or die with you?

I don't think you'll want me to