it's another

day

it's rather sunny

than cloudy

i woke up

feeling slightly

better

i got up

hoping my father

isn't here

so i could go to

school without

being yelled at

for the first time

in a while

but suddenly

i heard loud

footsteps

footsteps that i bet

you could hear

from miles away

coming into my

room

i widened my

eyes

the eyes

that you called

beautiful

whatever that

means

and i quickly

ran into my bed

and pretended

i was still sleeping

my father opened

the door

and he walked

towards my bed

he stood there

looking at my

'resting' self

and

he said words

i expected to

come out his mouth

and then left

shutting the door

it made a loud noise

i opened both my

eyes and i got up

again

i immediately locked

the door

and rolled back into

bed

and then i cried

i cried so much

i felt so weak

and then

all of a sudden

my room that was

once filled with loud

sobs

became a room

filled with phone

calls

your missing calls