Ally's Pov:

"...Will you be my girlfriend?" sam asked

"Well duh" I ran up to him and hugged him

We went back to where the O2L guys were and sat down. The rest of the day was all of us hanging out and stuff. Sam showed me how to edit and use all of this YouTube stuff he bought me and he said I have to make videos every Wednesday. I nodded.

At about 9 I said I had to leave because I had to go to school tomorrow. Ugh school.

I picked all of my bags from shopping and Sam kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear

"I'll pick you up from school tomorrow"

I nodded again and walked home. Once I got home I saw my razor on my desk. I picked it up and put it in my drawer. I also saw a letter that my mom sent me. I picked it up and read it.

To: Ally

Hello Ally. How are you sweetie? I just wanted to check on you and fill you in on what's happening. Well in a couple months I might die. I have Breast cancer and I'm not doing so well. My boyfriend here is helping me a lot so if you don't want to see me I understand. I am such a horrible mother and I don't blame you for being mad at me. I just want to see your face one last time before I leave and be with your father. And if you don't just at least send me a letter so I know your fine.

Love you, Mom

I look up and there are tears in my eyes. I have to go see her. I look at the note and see the address, New York?

Why is she there? Well anyway I get a pen and paper and start writing back to her.

To-mom

Mom I'm coming to see you one last time. I want to tell you in person what's been happening so please hang on.

From-Ally

I put the note in the envelope and take it to the mail place. I walk back up to my apartment and lay down on my bed. I hate being alone because it gives me time to think, and when I think all the bad memories flood back into my mind.

I walk over to my drawer and cut only two cuts. But they were really deep. Once I got down whipping all the blood off I go to sleep. Crying like before I met Sam.