Ryn's pov

I was alone at last. It's not like I wanted it, but it's what I got. I guess that is just how life works. It's disappointing, scary, sad. Ava was kind of gone. Mom was gone. Sam, I really don't know about Sam. I thought we would be this couple who heals each other, but no. We were just another pair of sad, sad children. I wish things would have turned out different, but whatever happens, happens. People say things happen for a reason. I met Sam for a reason. He saved me from my dad, which only God knows what he's doing. He saved me from committing suicide on the beach. He helped my heart keep going. And now, he's really gone.

"I'm sorry." Ava said. I wasn't really surprised she was here. She never really got to say 'I'm sorry' without me interrupting her.

"It's okay Ava." I said. "I'm too weak to argue with you, or anyone, so it's okay."

"Nothing is ever okay Ryn. It's either great or terrible, you choose." Ava spoke. I remained looking at the floor. I was too weak to even look up.

"It's great. Everything is just great." I lied. I felt like crying so badly, but I didn't know how. Ava slammed her hnd on the table.

"It's not great!" Ava yelled. I didn't do anything. I just continued sitting on the couch with my legs crossed with my head hanging.

"Then, it's terrible." I spoke in a shallow voice.

"Make a choice!" I couldn't care less about making a choice. My heart was literally in pain.

"Fine. It's terrible, now leave me alone." I commanded in an angry voice. I really didn't want to be bothering. Ava put her hand on her head and almost fell to the ground.

"Ava what's wrong?" I questioned in a concerned voice.

"It's Nikki. She's coming and she's not happy." I could barely breathe. I was literally fighting for air. This was a moment I would need Sam. I'd call him, or text him, but my phone wasn't close enough. I grab a pen and a piece of paper and scribbled something down.

"Ryn, what are you going?" Ava asked. Her hands were in her hair and she was screaming in pain. "Ryn, hurry! Someone made her mad!" Ava screamed as tears flew down her eyes. I finished and slammed the pen down and Ran toward Ava. I tried to comfort her, but then she passed out.

"Ava?!" I shouted as I shook her, but nothing.

"Hello Ryn." Nikki appeared with a disgusted look on her face. I wanted to punch that face right off of her, but it would be better if I didn't. Someone already pissed her off and here she is.

"What do you want do you want?" I glared at her.

"I don't get a hello?"

"You can a Hell no, it rhymes." I made a disgusted face at her.

"Okay now is not the time to be bitchy. You know why?" She smirked. "Some dumb ass pissed me off, I killed him with Alex's permission, but I'm still angry." When I realized she said him only one person came to mind.

"Did you kill Sam?" My upper lip twitched.

"Sadly no. But one day it will be."

"Stay away from him." I demanded.

"I'm sorry, but you're not my boss. Alex is." I smiled.

"Well, Alex doesn't want Sam dead, so ha. You can't kill him." Nikki crossed her arms over her chest and raised an eyebrow.

"Didn't you know that people change their minds?" She smirked once again. "Now, we can take this the easy way, or the hard way?" She had a pill bottle in one hand and a blade in the other.

"You can't kill me." I stated and she laughed.

"Alex gave me permission." Nikki whispered in my ear. Tears streamed down my face and glanced at Ava on the floor still passed out. Then I glanced at the door, then at the blade that Nikki had in her hand. I quickly grabbed the blade and slashed her with it and ran. When I touched the door handle Nikki grabbed me forcfully and pulled me back. I fought hard to escape her. I kicked and punched, but that only made her more mad.

She did the samething is did when Alex and Nikki tried to burn me. She took a chair and sat me in it. I was kicking and puching her away, but she continued doing what she was doing. When she somehow tied my hands behind my back , she was done.

"Okay, now your little tantrum really done it. Some people just need to die the hard way." Nikki uttered out of breath. Her hair was a mess from when I tried to hurt her by pulling her hair. I did everything. But it all failed.

Nikki took out the blade and placed it on my skin. She ran it on my forehead. I groaned in pain. She continue cutting me in different place, my arms, my legs, my stomach, my neck, and even my face. I was in so much pain that my body couldn't take it. I was in heavy tears, I also lost so much blood my vision became blurry.

"You know what the best part is, when poor little Sammy comes, he won't see any of the blood." She smirked.

"So you're going to make it look like I commited suicide?" I asked while sucking in air.

"Yep." Nikki stated. I was hurting badly. I was too weak to even breath. I was done.

"Stop." I said in a quiet voice.

"Come on what's the hold up?" Nikki wanted to see me in pain, but I never did anything to her. Yes, I threw a tantrum and that didn't help. I thought I could escape, but that didn't work out. I just wanted all the pain to stop. I'm sick of being in pain.

"Let me see the pills." I said as I looked up at her with her arms crossed.

"That means I have to untie you. If I untie you and you try to escape, your back tied down to a chair, understand?" Nikki siad in a stern voice. A few tears fell down my eyes, but I nodded.

"I understand." She untied me and handed me the pills.

We both walked into the bathroom and I looked in the mirror. I was a bloody mess. I was really scared. I guess I'm scared to die. But now, here I am. I have no choice but to die. I opened the pill bottle and dumped a good amount of pills in my hand.

I stared at the pills. I'm really scared. I put them in my mouth and tilt my head back. And I swallowed. I cried and put my back against the wall and slowly fell to the ground. I was curled in a ball crying. When I looked up I saw Ava crying, Nikki and Alex smiling, and the Angel of Death just standing there looking sad.

My eyes became heavy. I could barely keep them open.

It became harder to breathe.

"Any last words?" Nikki laughed. I slowly nodded.

"I'm sorry mom." I said. And just at that moment my world stopped and I saw complete darkness.