I went on Twitter and I got some responses to it.

"@Hannaht1235 why are you leaving the show was AWESOME today please don't leave."

"@Hannaht1235 please don't leave your AMAZING!!!!" Some of the comments where nice and some others they were just hurtful

"@Hannaht1235 yes please go home we only want to see the guys we don't want to see you."

"@Hannaht1235 GO HOME PLEASE YOU RUINED THE SHOW TODAY!!! I HATE YOU!!!"

The rest of the comments were hurtful but I ignored them and tried to have a good time.

"Hey Hannah want to play a game?" Kian asked weirdly.

"Ya sure what game?"

"Truth or dare." I nodded my head in response, than we sat near each other.

"Sam truth or dare?" Jc asked.

"Truth."

"Is it true that you still have feelings for Hannah?"

*Sam's POV*

"Is it true that you still have feelings for Hannah?" My heart stopped I couldn't believe what he just asked me.

"Hello earth to Sam answer the question please." Jc said waving his hand in front of my face.

"Ummm...." I hesitated. "No." I lied yes I know I'm with Lillie but there's just something about Hannah that won't let me stop liking her.

*Jc's POV*

"Ummm.... no." I could tell Sam was lying about that because he hesitated.

"Are you sure?" I asked trying to get the right answer.

"Yes I am sure, I don't like Hannah..... anymore." He is so bad at lying,

"Okay."

*Hannah's POV*

I could tell Sam was lying and I was hoping Ricky didn't catch it. I didn't want them to fight.

"Okay Hannah Truth or Dare?" Kian asked me.

"Dare."

"I dare you to kiss Jc on the lips." I looked at Ricky who approved.

I moved over and looked into Jc's brown eyes.

"It's okay, Lia won't be mad." He whispered. I nodded in response and leaned in to kiss him.

"Okay that's enough." Kian said, I backed away from Jc and went over to Ricky.

"I'm sorry that you had to see that." I whisper in his ear.

"It's okay but I'm mad at you."

"Why?" I was worried what he was going I say.

"You didn't give me a kiss." I rolled my eyes and gave him a quick kiss.

~*~

We finished and I was bored so I went on my phone, which was a bad idea.

I went into Twitter and saw some of the comments.

'@Hannaht1235 I don't get how Ricky deals with her she is just so... UGLY af 😂😂😂'

'@Hannaht1235 Hannah why don't you do us all a favor and go cut your self or even better go kill yourself. Your ugly and no body wants to see you.'

I replied to the comments.

'Thank you for calling me ugly because I already know I am ugly so thank you again.'

I smiled at what I said.

"Why are you smiling?" Ricky asked me. I hand him my phone.

"Hannah why would you say that about yourself, you are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen." I start regretting what I said about myself.

"Ricky I'm sorry." I say as he was just in shock. Than he goes over with the guys.

I keep thinking of what that girl said,

'why don't you do us all a favor and go cut your self or even better go kill yourself. Your ugly and no body wants to see you.' So I decided to do just that.

I looked and saw that the guys where just messing around so I pull off my tube and go into the bathroom and go into my bag. I finally found my razor, and cut my wrists.

Once......Twice.......and a third time.

One cut for my family that doesn't even care about me. Twice for Ricky, and the last time is for all the hate.

~Ricky's POV~

I saw Hannah walking into the bathroom but she hasn't came out yet. I went to the bathroom and saw Hannah bleeding all over the floor.

"Hannah why? Why did you do this?" She didn't answer me.

"Hey Ric....... oh my God is Hannah okay?"

"No could you go grab the first-aid kit for me please?" He ran out and I pulled Hannah up.

Connor came in and helped me clean up Hannah.

"Hannah why did you do this?" I ask.

"Go look at my Twitter and you'll find out." Connor and I walk Hannah out to her bunk and I put her tube back in.

I grabbed her phone and looked at the Tweets. I couldn't believe what they were saying about Hannah. That she's ugly and that she doesn't deserve me. I stand there in shock.

~Hannah's POV~

I look over at Ricky who was standing there in shock.

"Ricky..." I start to say but he cuts me off.

"Hannah I think you shouldn't come with us anymore."

Did I just hear him right? He didn't want me to stay on tour with him?

"Okay than I guess I will go home." I say while almost yelling the bus got quite.

"Hannah it's for your own protection." Connor says.

"Wait Hannah your going home?" Sam asked me. I nodded my head in response.

"But why?" Asked Jc. I handed him my phone and they all looked shocked.

"Hannah I'm so sorry." Kian and Trevor said. They all came and gave me a hug. I feel blood running down my arm and I run into the bathroom to wash it off. All of them follow me.

"I'm just bleeding why do you have to follow me?"

"We want to make sure you don't do anything els to your self." Trevor says.

"Well you don't have to worry about me anymore because I'm leaving."

~Two days later~

We got to the next city and the guys including Brytney, and Elaine drove me to the airport.

"Are you sure you have to go?" Elaine asks me.

"Yes I have to I don't want to ruin anything anymore." She comes in and gives me a hug.

"I'm really going to miss you Hannah." Brytney says.

"I'm going to miss you too." we hug for a couple minutes.

"Group hug." Kian says. We all hug, I start to cry.

"I'm going to miss you Hannah, but this is for your own safety." Ricy says while giving me a kiss on the lips.

"I'm going to miss you too." I say back.

"I wish you didn't have to go." San comes over and hugs me. Than quickly kisses me on the cheek.

"I know but I'm going to miss you."

Everyone came and said their goodbyes to me and than it was time for me to get on my flight.

"Bye guys I have to go." I wave to them.

"Bye Hannah." they all say in unison.

I got on the plane and think about if what I just did. I turned on my music.

I keep thinking to myself did I make the right choice or did I just ruin everything?

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A/N yes I know I used my own Twitter account for this but I couldn't come up with one.

I also have never self harmed myself either, but if you have stay storing I know you can get through what your going through.