He grips your thighs and kisses them slowly leading up to your pussy. He takes a slow, long lick getting closer and closer to it.

"Shota..." you say softly.

"What's your safe word?" He asks.

"Jumanji," you say, your voice loud and clear.

"Good kitty," he smirks.

He kisses you folds softly before spreading you open. "Fuck you're beautiful," he groans.

He licks you slowly, savoring your taste until the tip of his tongue teases your clit. His mouth is on you, slowly sucking and licking you, keeping your thighs locked in place with his arms.

"Oh god Shota..." you moan. You close your eyes and he gives your thigh a quick smack.

"Kitty...be a good girl. Eyes open. You're so delicious I want you to watch me enjoy you," he smirks. You nod and he smacks your thigh again. "Answer me properly," he snaps.

"Yes Shota," you breath.

"Good girl," he quickly goes back to licking you. Your stomach flutters.

He slips two fingers into you and slowly pumps them in and out. His mouth latches onto your clit as he sucks gently.

"Oh fuck...Shota...please..." you whimper.

Your legs tense and he looks up at you meeting your eyes. You feel your heart flutter as he looks at your like that. There is a fire in his eyes you've never seen before. It makes your body feel like it's floating up into thin air.

"Shota please!" You whimper as he curls his fingers up.

"Don't come yet," he mumbles into your cunt.

Your hands grip the sheets and you bite your lip. He keeps moving his mouth over you, wildly running his tongue all over you.

"Please! I can't hold it!" You cry out.

"Do not come. If you do you will go over my knee," he growls.

He sucks your clit and you cover your mouth with your hand, not wanting to be too loud. You feel your body shaking as he keeps going.

"Please god! Shota please I'll do anything! Please let me come!" You say. Your eyes flutter as you look at him.

"NO," he snaps. He looks into your eyes waiting for it. Waiting for the moment where your head clouds and you can't think. Waiting for the moment where it feels so good you don't know whether to cry, scream or do both. He wants you to loose control. He wants you to break for him.

"Oh god Shota! Fuck fuck fuck it feels too good! Too much! Please god! Let me come! Let me come for you," Your back arches and your arms grip the sheets so hard your hands hurt. Your eyes light up as you stare at him.

"Now...come for me kitty," he mumbles.

Your mouth drops open but no sound comes out. Your back arches as you feel your release rush through your body. You feel like every inch of you is being thrown into the air. Your core tightens with pleasure over and over again, your legs shaking. Tears slip from your eyes as the pleasure ebbs from your body. He stands and pulls down his boxers.

"Good girl...such a good girl for me." He coos.

He flips you over and brings your ass up. He hunches over you, kissing your neck and back. "Do you feel it? Your mind letting go...your body letting go...all of you letting go for me," he whispers.

You nod as you cry. "I...I'm yours...please..." you moan.

"I've got you kitty..." he whispers.

You feel him thrust into you and you cry out. "Yes! Shota," you breath.

He starts to thrust his hips as he pulls your body up, bringing your back to his chest. One arm wraps around your waist and the other wraps around grabbing your chest, toying with your nipple.

"Shota...oh god." You moan as he thrusts deep into you.

"Fuck...you feel so good...you're so perfect...so fucking beautiful...so fucking sweet...god I can't live without you." He groans into your neck.

Your breath hitches in your throat between a cry and a moan. You grips his arms, making him hold you tighter. You feel like if either of you let go, you'll both float away, disappearing into nothing.

His hips thrust faster as he nears his own release. The fear of being alone corses through your body. He's goin to leave you again. You feel your heart pounding in your chest and your anxiety taking over, ruining your pleasure.

"Shota...it...I...its so much...I..." you cry.

"It's ok...let go...let go...I'm right here...I won't leave you...I'll never leave you again...let go...I'm right here baby...I'm with you," he groans.

You shut your eyes and relax your body. You feel his hand slip down and toy with your clit. "I'm here baby...I'm right here...come for me...give it to me...come for me..." he groans.

"Shota! Oh god...I love you...fuck! Fuck!" You cry out as you come.

"Baby!" He groans into your neck as he feels you clench around him. You turn your head and look at him, your eyes red and wet with tears. His mouth drops open as he keeps thrusting.

"Come for me Shota...fuck...come...I'm right here...I'm with you," you moan.

He kisses you passionately and pants against your lips. He groans as he comes deep inside of you. His brain is screaming at him.

'I love her, I love you. Fuck god damn it I fucking love you Y/N! Say it! Fuck please say it! She feels so good, so close to you, she gave herself to you! Please say it! Tell her you stupid fucker! Tell her you love her! Tell her she's yours! God please don't let her go!!'

He opens his mouth to say it but no words come out. He hates himself. He groans as he keeps thrusting. He can't say it. It's too terrifying. If he says it...you'll die. Just like everyone else. He can't loose you. Rage fills his blood as he thinks.

You were his. He would loose you. He can't say it, but god damn it he was going to bring you so deep into the void of pleasure you felt crazy. He wanted to keep you there with him until you screamed for sanity again.

"Shota!" Your back arches as he teases your clit again. "Wait I-!" You scream and dig your nails into his arm. He growls as you scratch him.

"Another...one more baby girl...come for me...please give me one more kitty...I can feel you right there Y/N...I know you need it baby...I do too...I need one more baby," He breathes.

A noise escapes your mouth as you clench around him again. He keeps thrusting, groans and moans leaving his throat. "Yes! Such a good kitty!" He growls loudly. His hips still as he comes again.

You body goes limp against his and he gently lays you both down. He pants heavily as he pulls out of you. You wince a little as your body shakes.

"Shhh I know...it's ok." He says softly.

You start to sob softly, fear paralyzing your body. He rolls you over and takes you into his arms. He covers you both with his thick comforter. You sob against his chest as he holds you tightly.

"Please don't leave me..." you sob out.

"It's ok...I'm right here...I'm not leaving you...never again...you're mine..." he says softly.

"I...Why am I crying?" You sob out.

"It's normal...you just went through a lot of emotions...just let it out...don't hide it from me. I've got you my love," he says softly. You start to cry harder as he gently caresses your back, whispering sweet things in your ear.

You don't even remember falling asleep. Your eyes flutter open and you look up. You are still pressed tightly against his chest as he sleeps. You move a little and his eyes open slowly.

"There's my kitty...how do you feel?" He asks softly. He kisses your nose and you smile.

"Better..." you say softly.

"Are you hungry? Thirsty?" He asks.

You shake your head. "Just tired," you say.

"It is 2 am...go back to sleep baby." He whispers.

Your eyes shut and you nuzzle into his chest. He closes his eyes and smiles. You quickly fall asleep after a few minutes of listening to his heart beating.

You slowly stretch out in bed and yawn. The sun peaks through the soft grey curtains in his bedroom. You sit up and look around. You were alone. Your heart feels like it drops to your stomach. Before you can move you see Aizawa walk in with a tray of food.

"Good morning beautiful," he smiles.

Your eyes light up as he carefully gets onto the bed. "Try not to move too much. I wasn't too rough but I didn't really get to do after care too much..." he sighs.

He sets the tray down and you smile. He made you a full out breakfast with orange juice and coffee. "Eat up and then I need to get you clean," he smiles at you.

"Shota we didn't get too...rough with each other last night," you shrug and start to eat.

"It doesn't matter. Weather I get physically rough with you isn't the point. Every time we are...together, I will do this for you. You give yourself to me completely every time. And I need to make sure you are ok after we are finished," he says sternly. "You felt it last night didn't you?" He asks.

You nod a little. "What happened? I just...couldn't stop crying...it felt so good but..." you say softly.

"It happens sometimes. I didn't restrain you with rope but I did control your body. You had to give yourself to me completely. You had to trust me. Sometimes people cry when it happens. Too much pleasure, fear, happiness. It's a lot of things," he shrugs.

"Oh...so are...are you like a dominate?" You ask.

He laughs. "No. Not at all. Not even close actually. Something like that is a very specific relationship with a very specific dynamic that I don't want. I've read about it and I've done research, but it's just not for me. I like control in the bedroom, but not...in that way. I just enjoy some kinky shit. Because of it, I realize I need to take precautions. Safe words and after care are always part of that for me. I know I can be rough, so I want to make sure we are safe and you are comfortable above everything," he smiles.

"You're doing a pretty damn good job so far," You giggle and sip your coffee.

"Have you ever had a dominate?" He asks.

"Nope. I don't know too much about it it. I mean, we talked about it in one of my psyche classes but it seems...intense," You say.

"From what I know it can be, depending on the people involved. Are...are you wanting that type of relationship?" He asks softly.

"Not really...I mean...that can always change...but as of right now...I am just enjoying...being with you." You smile.

His cheeks turn a pale pink and he clears his throat. "Fair enough. And umm just so know, I am completely educated in everything I'm into. When I do restrain you, it will be done safely. I mean, I don't actually want to hurt you," he smiles.

"So you aren't going to put me over your knee?" You smirk.

"If you don't finish your breakfast and get your ass in that shower I will," his voice lowers.