"Ahh finally"Jungkook heaved a sigh as he exited the car, grabbing all of his things. He felt his head ache getting worse every second since he didn't get enough of sleep last night because of many thoughts.

He suddenly remembered Hana, he kicked her out of his house at Busan and she was left there.

But he doesn't care if she didn't have any shelter. She deserve it anyways.

He just wanted to stay in his room, waiting for someone to tell him that this is all a prank or dream.

But it's his fault.

After placing his things inside the house he went outside again and headed towards where he met kween.

The others just let him to give him some space. But it didn't stop Lisa from worrying.

She stopped on her tracks and was about to follow him but Bambam didn't let her.

"Lisa, he needs some space"

Lisa spared a glanced at Jungkook who is walking away and she just sighed. Bambam held her hand and she just followed him.

~~~

"Kween! where the fuck are you?!"I shouted as I ran my fingers through my hair.I've been here at the rooftop for half an hour.

I want my children back. I want Lisa back. I want my life back!

Without noticing, my tears started flowing down my cheek.

I deserve this anyways.

I'm the worst person ever.

I deserve to die.

"You're overreacting Jungkook"I heard a voice and I immediately recognized it.

"Kween?"

"I heard that you've been looking for me"She leaned on the wall with her hands on her pocket.

With that I knealt in front of her.

"P-please"I sobbed.

"Please what?"I looked at her who is raising a brow.

"I want my life back, please"I begged but she just rolled her eyes and sighed.

"You deserve this Jeon, you're the one who left your family just for Hana. You're the one who should fix this before it's too late"She was about to go when I stopped her.

"Too late?"She just nodded and suddenly disappeared in just a blink.

"Too late for what?"I mumbled.

We sat on the couch waiting for Jungkook. But after two hours he is still not here that made me anxious.

What if he committed suicide?!

What the fuck am I thinking?

Calm down Lisa.

I took a deep breath and the front door suddenly opened revealing Jungkook with a big smile on his face.

"Hi guys"He greeted us. And it made us confused.

Maybe he already moved on.

Really? That fast?

But his smile looks fake.

i was used to hate him but now I am worried for him. What is wrong with me?! and he seems so familiar. Until a familiar memory came in my mind.

~~~

"Jungkook, stop!"I giggles trying to get his face away from my neck but his hands were gripping mine and it's really hard to move since he was hovering me.

"Jungkook the baby"I said softly and he immediately let me go and I caressed my stomach.

"Hi baby! I can't wait to see you"Jungkook said as he kissed my stomach softly and I smiled. I really love this man.

Two more months and I will bring my angels in this world.

~~~

Okay that was weird.

Maybe it's from the dramas that I've watched. Yeah.

"Jungkook we should go now, mom is looking for us"Jennie said and Jungkook just smiled.

"I still have something to wash my clothes because I'm going to Thailand tomorrow"Bambam said and held my hand.

"But Bam, Jungkook needs someone to comfort him"I said and he sighed.

"Okay, I'll let you stay here, I'll pick you up later"He said before bidding us goodbye.

To be honest I feel comfortable whenever Jungkook is close to me.

I turned around and saw Jungkook staring at me. He blinked a couple of times and looked away.

"Do you need some water?"I asked him and he just shooked his head. I noticed that he looks uncomfortable.

I just sighed.

"Oh, I should've asked you first if-"Jungkook interrupted me by hugging me.

"It's okay, I'm happy that you're here to comfort me."He said and I gave him a reassuring smile.

As I close my eyes and tightened the hug a picture popped in my mind.

A picture of us...me and Jungkook

Kissing.

Okay what the fuck?!

I should stop watching dramas, it's driving me crazy. And I remembered Bambam. Oh no, is this called cheating?! I'm hugging another man and I have a boyfriend.

I remembered one of the dramas that I have watched, the boy hugged the girl and his girlfriend saw it and called him cheater.

Does that mean that I am a cheater? No I'm not, I'm being so childish. But what if?

I quickly broke the hug and Jungkook stared at me with confusion.

"I-I'm sorry, I probably smell bad right? I didnt took a bath earlier because it's really cold"I said and he chuckled and I his my face with my hands in embarrassment.

"Don't worry, you smell great"I blushed at his comment. He's just lying.

I bit my lower lip to prevent from smiling but failed and that made him smile.

"You look like a bunny"I said as he sat on the couch.

"You look like my wife"He mumbled but I heard it.

"What?"I said pretending as if I didn't heard anything. He quickly shook his head and I smirked.

Wife huh?

"Will you marry me Lalisa?"

That's it, I'm not gonna watch dramas ever again.

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