I was brought back to my senses when I heard a small sob. But I'm sure it is not Jungkook's. I broke the kiss and glanced at the side only to see Bambam, looking at us with tearful eyes.

My arms unwrapped on Jungkook's nape and his grip on my waist loosened. What the fuck did I just did?!

My dizziness is still there but I can now think properly, and I know that what I did was very wrong.

I want to say something no but no words came out from my mouth.

"B-bam--"Jungkook was cut off by Bambam.

Bambam sighed. "Take good care of her kook"He said, I chased him and gave him a hug, tears were building in my eyes.

"Lisa, let me go"Bambam said in a soft voice and that made me even more guilty. He just wasted his four years for a cheater.

"Bam, let me explain please"I begged with my voice cracking.

"Let's just talk in the car"Bambam said calmly, he unwrapped my arms and headed to his car.

I turned around and saw Jungkook looking straight towards me with full of sadness in his eyes.

I'm sorry Jeon Jungkook.

I mumbled and with that I followed Bambam towards his car and entered it. He starts the engine and we drove in silence, it was making me uncomfortable, Bambam was quick enough to notice it.

"No need to explain Lisa, I know you love him. Let's just break up"Bambam sad calmly even though he is breaking down inside.

"No bam, I love you. please don't do this"Lisa begged but Bambam just stayed silent.

"Then why?"

"I-I don't know Bam but believe me, I did not do that on purpose"Bambam chuckled sarcastically.

"Really Lisa?"Lisa was in the verge of crying, her tears started to build up in her eyes.

"Bam I'm sorry"She sobbed on her hand and Bambam's eyes softened.

"Please don't break up with me"She mumbled and Bambam pretended not to hear it.

"I'll do anything bam, please forgive me"

I sat on the couch feeling very empty. I sighed in frustration and I ran my fingers through my hair. She just left me like that.

A sarcastic smile formed on my lip. I thought that I had her back again but she left me that quick. Well I deserve it.

The happiness that was storming inside me immediately faded away once she left. I have no energy to do anything. I feel like I was drained. I feel tired.

My head turned immediately to the side when I heard a noise. Until I saw a furry small guy.

A small smile crept onto my lip. I picked the cat that Lisa found and caressed him. The kitten licked my finger and I giggled at the ticklish feeling.

I stood up towards the kitchen with the kitten on my hand. I grabbed the milk and grabbed a small bowl. I poured the milk and fed the kitten.

Watching the kitten enjoying the milk while smiling made me remember my daughters.

My tears made it's way out of my eye and I quickly wiped it. I know, I'm too emotional.

I don't know what to do anymore. I stood up and saw the pieces of the glass earlier, I sighed as I remembered what happened earlier.

I picked up the pieces of the glass and throw it in the garbage. I grabbed two bottles of soju in the refrigerator and sat beside the kitten.

I opened the bottled and drank it. I ignored the bitterness and drank more. I just wanna forget everything.

I sobbed and covered my face with my hands as I remembered the good times when I'm with Lisa.

Why am I crying? I should happy because I'm out of their life now. I finished the bottle and placed it beside me.

I lost everything because of my stupidity.

I wiped my tears and opened another bottle. Lol, I look like a mess right now.

hahaha.

So karma already hit me. But little did I know it was just the beginning of my karma.

Damn, guilt is eating me up so bad.

Why did I kiss Jungkook when I know that was wrong. But the kiss we shared seems so familiar.

Argh! This is so frustrating. I tried calling Bambam but he will just ignore it.

I need someone right now. I hesitated to call Jennie unnie because she is really scary when she's mad. So I called Jisoo unnie and I'm glad she picked it up.

"Hello unnie! how are you?"I greeted her and I heard her chuckle on the other line.

"I'm fine Lisa"

"How's your honeymoon with Jin oppa?"A small smirk formed on my lips and she chuckled.

"Yaaa Manoban, I know what your thinking. I'm not yet pregnant."She said and I pouted.

"Ooh cmon unnie, just do it every night!"I said.

"Stop Manoban, by the way we're coming home next week"She said and I immediately rejoiced.

"Be sure to bring some dark chocolates unnie!"

"Sure! ooh seokjin is calling me, gotta go bye!"And with that she ended the call.

I heaved a sigh and thought of what will I do to gain Bambam's trust and for him to forgive me.

Maybe I just need some rest and I'll just think about that tomorrow.

🌻

l😁