These days were quiet, staring at the window of your small office back in your family house that is now serving as one of the head quarters of the resistance. You stare at the window, silently watching the falling sakura leaves with an expressionless face.

It was because it reminded you of him. Sakura was one of the few thing that would often remind you of him. Silently, mindlessly you reach out for one of the petals falling, only upon clasping your hand did you realize it was pretty far, out of your reach.

You blink, then let out a dry laugh.

"Now it truly remind me of you"

So you close your eyes, hiding away the pain and longing that can be seen in those (eye color) iris.

There you were, leaning back on your seat as you close your eyes, for a moment turning away from your duties for a quick break. There was still a lot of documents, information, letters and plans needed to be written and review.

Not that you aren't used to it, in fact you're very familiar with such things, having to be by Ayato's side as far as you can remember, you are very familiar with paper works, having to help him most of the time.

Knock knock knock.

Opening your eyes, you brush back your (hair color) locks. Fixing your sitting posture before clearing your throat and telling whoever to come in.

"My Lady, a letter has arrived from the other members of the resistance"

"Has everything seems to be going well?"

You asked in return as you accepted the stacks of letters coming from your right hand man

"Yes My Lady, we have also contacts someone you asked for that can make fake visions though he is yet to accept our invitation"

"Well that is normal, whoever in their right mind would think it's crazy to even form a rebellion to begin with"

You said with a chuckle, (eye color) iris glowing for a moment

"Anyways it's good that you have at least communicate with him"

You spoke and started going through the letter given the you

"Place some protection over him for the mean time"

You spoke once again

That was end of report over all, so once you still felt her presence, the presence of your right hand man. You could not help but to question her actions, for she would usually leave the room quietly but it seems like she still have something to say.

"Is there something wrong?"

You asked, stopping from your works

"Well yes.. But no My Lady"

Raising a brow at her hesitating figure

"Well you see My Lady, another letter have arrived from the name of Young Master Ayato"

"Didn't I tell you to send it straight into flames?"

You spoke in return

"Well that was the case in the past but today-"

"Now pardon my sudden bargain but isn't that a little harsh My Love?"

"Sire! I told you to stay in the lobby. My Lady I'm so sorry I'll take him back-"

You raise up a hand, causing her to stop from her rumblings.

"It's fine, you can leave us"

You said with a sigh, going back into reading your works

She looks like she wanted to protest, nevertheless from your comment she could only glare at the smiling light blue hair young master of the Kamisato Clan as she left the room, leaving you all alone with the said guy.

You on the other hand didn't look up, just focusing on your works and check up on the documents. Not really minding the presence of the man going around the room.

"You still have this"

"Should I throw it away?"

You replied, still not looking up

But you knew exactly what he was referring to, it was the painting of you two back when you were younger. It was when you were both six years old, both wearing a small kimono, you were sitting hands on your lap, small smile on your face as he stand in the back a small smile on his face too.

"No, I was just surprised to see it in here. I thought everything was gone when.."

"The Kaedehara Clan might have gone to ruins but that doesn't mean that every single things about them was ruined. My cousin is pretty much still alive somewhere, until he come back I'll make sure to keep everything in this home intact"

You replied, shutting your eyes for a moment before standing up with a sigh

Refusing to meet his glaze despite you going around to the side of the room. There was a little tea set in there as you start to brew as soon as you reach it. Preparing two cups for you and him.

It was all silent as you do such things, walking your way into the man sitting in the table and teas near the window where you were just staring at looking the the peaceful scene of sakura falling in one of the corners of the capital of Inazuma.

"Ah thank you"

He said as soon as you place the tea in front of his seat

"You can go after you've finished drinking My Lord"

You spoke, not even once meeting his glaze as you quickly turn around a one cup of tea in hand

About to proceed going back into your table and to work on your papers but a strong arm was enough to pull you back, causing you to hold on into your tea in order of it not to spill. At the same time you fell into the lap of course the one and only remaining person inside your office.

"My Lord-"

"I miss you"

You stop, you who was about to complain of what kind of behavior was he doing, stop as soon as those words come out of his mouth.

You just felt your heart throb painfully on your chest.

So you stop, hands clenching on tea cup as you felt him embrace you sideways, his forehead leaning on your shoulder, his hands resting on your side as he embrace your figure.

"My Lord, please let go"

You bit your lower lip as you said so

You don't know if you were talking about his embrace or his feelings. Nevertheless, he needs to let go. You need to let go.

"Let's stay like this awhile"

"My Lord-"

Then your eyes met, once again, you could not help but to look away biting your lower lip once again.

"Just for awhile"

You know this was forbidden, that this is wrong. But those eyes, those purple iris staring at you with such longing look on them, how could you say no?

When the moment you saw him enter the room, you knew you can never push him away, let alone meet those purple iris because once you do, once you glance at him you knew that was all it takes for your heart to beat faster. And you can't say no, you know you can never say no.

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