ᶜᵒⁿᵗⁱⁿᵘᵃᵗⁱᵒⁿ ᵒᶠ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖʳᵉᵛⁱᵒᵘˢ ᶜʰᵃᵖᵗᵉʳ.

ᵂᵃʳⁿⁱⁿᵍ, ˢˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ʳ¹⁸ ⁱⁿᵛᵒˡᵛᵉᵈ

Papers were everywhere all around the able and the floor, layers of kimono were too on the floor, only the sound of the busy street of Inazuma can be heard outside the room compared to the heavy breathing and panting inside the room.

Cheeks flushed, half lidded eyes staring at each other as you try to pull away from his hungry glaze only to get pull back from the back of your neck, lips once again in each other as you gasp, him taking this a chance to push his tongue inside your mouth.

"Wa-wait"

You pant once you pull away

"I miss you"

He spoke once again, purple iris seems to pierce your soul

"I don't want to wait anymore My Love, I let you leave that day thinking I'll cool your head not to run away from me"

He spoke as he lean close to you

One hand leaning on the table, his other hand finally let go of the back of your neck, instead he ran his free hand on your (hair color) locks, gently pulling your hair to the side causing you to lit your head to the side and took it as a chance to start kissing your neck.

You on the hand was barely hanging on a thin thread of your reasoning. Of how this was wrong, you two have broken up a week ago, this is wrong. You're starting a rebellion and he was one of the loyal subjects of the Raiden Shogun.

Everything was so wrong, you could not help but to grip on the last layer top kimono that he had on.

"My- my Lord, please stop. This- this is wrong"

You tried to push him away, but he only sucked into your neck harder causing you to let out a moan

"Wrong? What's wrong showing affection to my lover? Hmmm."

He spoke in a soft and gentle tone, giving you butterfly kisses before pulling away to look at your face

Upon doing so, his heart dropped to his stomach. There you were, biting your lips trying your best not to cry as it was obviously not working as silent tears starts to roll down your cheeks.

He felt like he had a cold water dumb all over his head that he immediately pull you into an embrace.

"I'm sorry"

He whispered as he cold only feel you punching him softly in the chest

"I told you to let me go"

You sniff and clinging into him

"This is wrong, so wrong Darling. Why are you making this difficult for us?"

You whispered with a painful voice

"I'm sorry"

He whispered once again, taking all your words

"It was a bad idea to love you"

"Now now My Love you can't say that"

His embrace on your only tighten, in his voice there you can sense pain as he forced himself to laugh

"No, I'm telling the truth. If I knew my greed of loving you would hurt us this much, I wouldn't have ever love you"

"Now My Love that joke hurts, I'd advise you to stop-"

"Even your parents didn't want us together and look at us now, you being a loyal subject to our Raiden Shogun being in a relationship with one of the key factors of the resistance. Our relationship would absolutely would have done nothing good to you My Lord-"

"That is up for me to decide!"

He suddenly snapped, pulling you off him, grabbing you from your shoulders causing you to look at him eye to eye as he lean down

"Just who cares if it will do me no good? Just who are you to decide for both of our sak-!"

"This isn't just us!"

You snapped back at him

"You have the Kamisato Clan on your shoulder! How can you say this is just for our sake?! You're the leader of the Kamisato Clan! You have your own people whom you have to protect! People you can't disobey! What could possibly happened if they knew the one and only lover of the great leader of the Kamisato Clan was one of the leaders of the resistance? Can you imagine what could possibly happen to your people? To your sister? To your friends?"

"So you're saying I should just give you up?"

You didn't reply, you just stay there, his hands holding on into your shoulder looking away from those tearful purple iris.

Then a tear roll down your cheeks in which you quickly brush away with your hand.

You then hear a sigh, causing you to glance at him only to have his hands that was holding your shoulder rather relax.

"Look at me"

You didn't, because just be looking at him hurts. Hurts that no matter how much you want to be with him, you can't.

"(First name) look at me"

It was just a name, it was just your name but it was enough to made you mindlessly look at him.

"Look at me in the eyes and tell me you're break up with me, that I should let go of you. Tell me while looking at me directly in the eyes."

He spoke, one of his hands leaving your shoulder to gently stroke your tear stain cheeks

"Please don't cry My Love. It hurts to see you crying because of me. I'm sorry"

His words only made you cry a little more, so you gently lift your hand reaching out into him to brush his own set of tears.

"Maybe this is all my fault"

You let out a broken, sad chuckle

"Maybe we we're meant to break Darling"

You whisper

Leaning close to kiss him on the forehead, you gave him a small yet genuine smile.

"Let's break up Ayato. Let me go"

You spoke, this time looking at him directly in the eyes

There was no hesitation, just a little but of regret and a lot of pain as you said those words. This was for the best.

Then you close your eyes, trying to prevent yourself from crying as you finally drop your hand that was holding his cheeks. It was as if you've lost all your strength as you sat there on your table feeling his body withdraw away from your figure.

You don't want to open your eyes and watch him walk away, you just can't. It honestly make you feel like a coward, at the same time making you think he deserves a better goodbye than this. But you just can't open your yes, you won't.

You're afraid you'll be the one to missed each others life as you watch him walk out of the door.

But before those horrible thoughts go dipper, you felt hand hand grip on the back of your neck with force enough to make you feel alert, opening your eyes and was about to struggle when a soft pair of lips met with yours.

"As upset and angry I am right now, I will still miss you after this day. Do you know how pathetic that make me feel?"

Before you could register what was going on, he already removed the last piece of top he has causing your eyes to go wide

"You- you deserve better than this"

You mindlessly replied before you were pulled into another kiss

"Maybe I deserve someone else but it's you that I want"

"I told you we can't be together-"

"Just because we can't be together doesn't mean I will stop loving you"

Your eyes widen at his words about to protest but then he once again spoke

"I'm letting you go"

He spoke, purple iris staring at you

This words caught you off guard, at the same time as if taking advantage of you, he grab you by your tights pulling you on the edge of the table causing you to warp your legs around hips hands on his shoulder to regain balance.

"What-"

Then he cut you off with a deep kiss

"Let me stay for the night."

"Why-"

"I want to make love to you for the last time. Please give me your consent"

He was looking at you with a small, sad yet genuine smile on his face

Holding up a hand to cheeks his cheeks, you nod, pulling him into a passionate kiss.

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