" Yo- you are right " she slightly pushed my chest to maintain distance , it felt like my closeness was suffocating her , she is not meeting my eyes anymore ". I am so sorry that I misinterpreted and you are stuck with me but I promise I am not a burden to you " I felt like I just broke something inside her which is piercing my heart now " you can leave me whenever you want " she struggled to keep her voice straight .

" But it's a request please don't disrespect my father " with which she ran away from my room leaving me stunned .

" DAMMIT !" I punch the wall in anger .

"But I didn't say anything wrong " I tried to defend myself by taking my hand through my hair feeling frustrated .

" I am stuck with her "

Are you ??

" She is not even beautiful "

Liar !!

" I never wanted to marry her in first place "

Liar !!

" DAMMIT !" I punched the wall in anger again and again until blood stained the wall .

How long you are going to lie to yourself my subconscious mind confronts me .

You wanted to marry her the moment you set your eyes on her, remember??

" Stop it Khalid .... " I bare my teeth feeling angrier than before .

" WHY CAN'T I JUST LET STOP THINKING ABOUT HER ALL THE TIME " I took a hold of a vase throwing around the room smashing into pieces .

" She is too good for me " I whispered feeling disgusted on myself .

" I don't deserve her " I shook my head .

I look at my palm feeling disgusted " if I touch her , she will be dirty "

" She is too pure for me "

" I will never let her burn in my fire " I promise myself determined .

" Never " .......

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