"Saudade"

It's weird that how I felt near JungKook's grave earlier today.

Feeling of pain, anger, hatred and betrayal?

These sort of feelings which weren't mine but were directed towards me.

And the feel of someone staring at me.

I'm sure I felt that.

But did I?

It is so confusing plus frustrating.

Isn't this weird?

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10 pm

I walked to my room after getting some water in the kitchen.

As I was heading to my room, again the same feel, of someone staring at me.

I feel exposed.

I lied on my bed after switching the lights off. Trying not to think too much, I drifted into the deep slumber.

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1 am

I snuggled into my duvet when I felt a gush of cold wind brushing my skin.

I groaned still eyes closed and turning to my left.

I furrowed my eyesbrows when I heard a knock sound coming from the window.

Who would knock on my window?

I live on 5th floor.

Something is really wrong with me today. I'm imagining things.

Pft.

I relaxed again only to open my eyes wide when I heard a similar knock sound coming from the mirror beside my bed.

☃