I slowly opened my eyes and yawned. I forgot where I was for a moment until I found Makoto clinging to my arm. I rolled my eyes but didn't move. I was laying down in his bed apparently and I slept over. "why did I sleep over again?" I thought until I remembered his trauma nightmares. I sighed. this poor boy.

I checked the time on my watch. 9:00 am. It was cloudy since it was technically winter. Makoto's hair was so messed up and fluffy. "hm.." I hesitantly played with his hair. Why was it fluffy? like a cloud. Then again you cant touch clouds. I ignored the spam messages from Toko and continued playing with Makoto's hair. It was quite calming...I liked it.

Makoto then rolled to the side and was facing me. He was still asleep and I didnt know what to do. I just pulled out my phone and checked past messages from the groupchat. Are they all insomniacs or something? Toko stopped spamming me thankfully and right around that time Makoto woke up.

"hm?" I looked away from my phone to find Makoto rubbing his eyes. "your awake?" Makoto noticed. "correct captain obvious" I said sarcastically. I turned off my phone and put it in my pocket. "well then morning Kuya" He gave a small smile. "morning I guess" I said. Makoto yawned and sat up. "how was your sleep?" Makoto asked in a tired voice. "it was fine. yours?" I asked. Makoto shrugged, "no nightmares thankfully" he sounded relieved. "thats good since your nightmares sounded traumatizing when you described to me" I said. Makoto nodded, "what time is it?" Makoto asked tilting his head. "around 9:00 am" I said showing him the time.

"oh kinda early" Makoto mumbled. "agreed." I nodded even though I wake up early everyday. Makoto got off the bed and I also did to. "im gonna shower" Makoto pointed to his bathroom and went in. I just stood there awkwardly. "what do I do now?" I thought to myself. I walked out of his bedroom and headed to the living room. I sat on the couch and pulled out my phone playing flappy bird.

I was playing flappy bird when Makoto walked in, "im backkk!" He said cheerfully. "welcome back" I said still playing. Makoto sat next to me and looked over my shoulder, "why are you playing flappy bird?" He asked giggling a little. I rolled my eyes and my bird hit a pipe, "frick you distracted me" I grumbled. "oh sorry-" Makoto said quickly. I rolled my eyes again, "whatever I should get going now" I stood up and dusted my jeans. "oh okay!" Makoto walked me to the door.

Makoto opened the door for me and I almost walked out before Makoto grabbed my arm, "oh by the way can you lean down for a moment?" He asked nervously. I looked a little confused but leaned down to him, "okay wh-" before I could finish my sentence he kissed my cheek. I stood frozen there for a moment before I straightened my back. "I- wha- what?" I stuttered. "I...love you to" Makoto mumbled. My face turned pink, "I- um.."

then I did something I regretted for a bit

I walked away from him