"Here i am..." i sighed. Standing right infront of the huge mansion made me feel and . Somehow like jack and the beanstalk.

"Should i go in? Aishh!!" I muttered,pacing up and down.

All of a suddenly,the gates swung .

Y/N BE BRAVE. GO IN. NOW.

my legs were wobbling as i took tiny steps.

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As i walked through the hallway,there were pictures of Mei Zuo hung up. "Cute.." i smiled.

Finally what seemed like eternity,i found his room. Here we go...

i quickly adjusted my hair and outfit,making sure i looked fine.

Right before i knocked,it opened.

"...."

"...."

"You look ..." his jaw dropped while eyeing me head to toe.

"Shuddap" i pushed his face away before entering.

I was screaming so hard on the inside.

We settled down and took out the neccessary materials.

"Okay so, to draw the graph we will need the equation. Basically ax+bx+..."

I stopped immediately upon turning to see him.

Not even an hour and he fell asleep.

His head rested comfortably on the table as he lightly. The setting sun shone against Mei Zuo's face,making his complexion .

I laid my head down and stared at him.

"You really sleep like a baby..." i whispered and his hair.

Looking at him just gives me the feeling of... .

"For 6 long years...i've been waiting for you..but i shouldn't come between Caina jie and you..." i sighed.

Before i could even get up to leave,he grabbed my hand and pulled me close to him. Half of our face laid against the table and i was him. My cheeks red as i froze there.

The eye contact we made can't help but make me inch closer to him.

Slowly,he closed in too.

His lips against mine as i closed my eyes. His hands drifted to my and pulled my close. . It felt so good yet so.... I didn't know it felt so .

.

When we pulled away,i realised what i did. Sudden emotions of and engulfed me. I felt like a . A .

"If you loved Caina Jie...why did you do that..." i bit my lower lips trying to hold my tears back in.

"Y/n..."

"..." i stood up and walked away.

Unable to hold the wall any longer,tears down my face. I buried my face into my trembling hands.

What have i done...