I need to find a way to earn her trust back...

I let go of (y/n)'s hands and back up.

"Pleas don't be scared of me..." I whisper. "Everyone hates me already. I don't need another person hating me..."

She looks up at me with tears in her eyes. She is scared of me. I can tell.

This isn't any use....if she hates me, why not just go ahead and-

"No! I'm not gonna let that happen!" I yell. I can't help it. It just comes pouring out of me. I run a hand through my hair. These thoughts just won't go away. They just get worse....

I sob and shake my head uncontrollably.

Then, I feel a hand on my shoulder. It is (y/n).

"Jack...I don't hate you..." she says. "I'm just scared...I'm scared for you..."

I wipe my eyes, smearing more tar across my face.

"Why for me? Why aren't you scared for yourself? Why aren't you worrying about me eating you or-" I stop dead in the sentence, realizing I said the wrong thing.

(Y/n) looks at me blankly. There is no expression on her face at all. Her hand slowly goes to her lower side where I had taken a kidney from her just the other day.

I forgot about that...

"I don't think I'm gonna talk anymore..." I say.

"Jack, no. Its alright. you didn't mean it." She replies.

But I did mean it...what if I go crazy...

What if I can't help myself?

What if, what if.

I don't reply to her. I was serious about staying quiet. Ill just say the wrong thing again. Ill just make things worse.

"Jack, pleas say something..." (y/n) pleads.

I pick up my mask and open the door to my room. "I'm going to fix my mask..." I say and leave.

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Jack leaves me alone in his room. His desk is torn apart and the drawers are strewn throughout the room.

He was really angry...

You clean up the mess and put his desk back together, cleaning up the papers strewn all over his floor. This gives you time to think. That poor guy....all of his stories we're true...he trusted me,

and I didn't believe him. This is all my fault.

After his room is clean again, you sit on his bed and wait for him to come back...

I hope he comes back.....