Amber's P.O.V

"I love you."

"I love you too."

We both said the three magical words to each other that I have fantasised about for years.

I have always wanted a guy I love to say those all-important three words whilst snuggled up in their arms and cuddling them, listening to the steady beat of his heart against my ear.

And that's exactly what I got.

Finn and I are sleeping in each other's arms and staring at each other's eyes, smiling like idiots but deeply in love with each other.

Finn lifts his head up from buried in my neck and stared at me with a smile. I looked up to meet his eyes and smile back at him, it was a bit creepy as he wasn't saying anything, but I smiled anyway.

"I know what we're doing tomorrow morning." He said excitedly, I looked up at him curiously with my mind racing with all the possibilities it could be.

"Tattoo's" Is all Finnick said then stroked my arm lovingly, this confused me big time, so I needed to know more about his plans.

"What do you mean 'Tattoos'??" I asked and saw his eyes sparkle in the moonlight. His gorgeous dark hair messily laying on the pillow and staring down at me with love in his eyes. His dimple was showing from his smile, so I couldn't help but poke it with my finder which triggered him to smile brighter and laugh lightly at me.

"I want us to get matching tattoos babe." He said and started stroking my wrist, rubbing circles and bragging his fingers along my veins. I looked down and thought about it, getting a tattoo?! This is a big decision to make! But if Finnick wants us to get tattoos, then I will do it for him.

It's the least I can do...

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"Owie! Ouch!" I shout from the sharp needle puncturing my wrist and injecting the black ink into my skin. We were in the tattoo parlour and it was my turn to get my tattoo. Finnick decided that I was to get his name tattooed on my wrist with half a heart next to his name, while Finnick has my name on his wrist with half a heart next to my name, so when we put our wrists together, it will complete the heart.

Isn't it the sweetest thing?

He said it would show our love to others and guys will back off when they see it. He also explained a bunch of rules that I must follow no matter what, or there will be punishment...

He said I could never talk to another man other than him. I can never ever leave his side. Finnick must order all the food and drink I will eat. Finnick chooses what I wear, and I can't show much skin apart from when I'm alone with him.

Also, I can never ever ever leave him.

And I promised him I would follow all his rules.

He said that if I really loved him I would follow his rules and do whatever he says, I can never disobey or go against him or there will be harsh punishments.

I didn't like the sound of 'Punishments' so I am going to try my hardest to follow everything he says and be the best girlfriend I can be.

Because I love him and that is what a girlfriend is supposed to do for their boyfriends.

"All done!" The tattoo artist exclaims then rubbed a cloth against my sore skin and removed the excess ink and blood from my arm.

I looked down at the tattoo and I thought it looked so special and beautiful. On my sore wrist was 'Finnick' written in a swirly font with a crown resting on the top of the 'F' with half a heart next to the letter 'K'. It looked amazing and I outlined the writing with my other finger.

Finnick came over and examined my wrist carefully.

"It looks perfect! Just how I wanted it." Finnick exclaimed with a huge grin on his lips, he brought his sore wrist down too and placed our wrists together, connecting the inked heart together as one. I smiled down at the action and Finnick stole my lips with a kiss, dominating my lips and showing all the middle-aged men and young tattoo artists covered head to toe with ink, who I belong too and to 'back the F*** off!' as he would put it.

We broke away and he paid the guy that did both tattoos and we swiftly left. We walked outside and the cool air bit my skin and calmed my red cheeks.

"Come! We need a smoke." Finnick said sternly, I nodded sheepishly and followed like a lost puppy.

At the back of the tattoo parlour was a huge forest, surrounded by tall trees and endless amount of land to explore. I have always loved the forest and exploring through the trees and climbing high up but not high enough to get myself hurt, my family made sure of that.

Whenever I brought up my family, Finnick would quickly snap and yell at me to never mention those 'Scum bastards' ever again. It saddens me knowing I have been apart from them for a few days and it's been taking a toll on me, I'm always so dependent on them and I don't want to be! I want to be more independent and be able to stand up for myself and not hide away behind one of my brothers.

I know I shouldn't, but I partially blame them for my bullying. Not toughening me up enough and teaching me to defend myself to take on girls like my bully Jade, they never taught me on what to do in those situations, so I just figured it out on my own.

Hide in a corner and cry, let them beat me so eventually they get bored and leave me alone.

That's what I do whenever I had an 'incident' with Jade. I was wrapped up like a child too much and I had to pay that price when I was at school, get beaten, bullied, humiliated and taken advantage of.

We walk through the forest and Finnick sits down on the dirt and pulls me down on his lap as he leant on the back of the tall tree. He pulled out a pre-rolled joint and stuck it in his mouth whilst I light it for him. It has become a routine now, he takes the first hit, I light it then we breathe in the smoke together.

Finn takes a huge puff from the joint and exhales the smoke in my open mouth, both sharing the fumes and kissing each other as we share. He sticks the joint between my lips and I breathe in the addicting smoke, letting it mess with my senses and relax me all over. Just before I could open my mouth to let out the smoke, Finnick forcibly pulls my head down to his and kisses me roughly, prying my lips open and letting the second-hand smoke enter his mouth and seal our open mouths with a kiss.

I giggled a lot and rested my head against Finnick's. I felt as high as the trees and I loved the feeling, the feeling where you think you're on top of the world and you can do whatever you want and not care about the consequences.

Finn threw the finished joint aside and turned my body round to face him, straddling his lap and forced to look into his captivating green eyes. He looked just as high as I did and smiled up at me brightly, groping my butt and rubbing my waist roughly.

"You up for a bit of fun Ambi?" He asked with a smirk on his face. I looked down sadly remembering that Isaac came up with the name 'Ambi' and my brothers made fun of him for calling me that, but they all ended up calling me it because I began to like the nickname.

Finnick sensed my change in mood so he shook my shoulders vigorously and leaving bruises.

"Don't ignore me baby! I get what I want, and right now...I want to claim you." He said against my ear in a deep voice that made me shiver in fear. I didn't want to upset him anymore, so I let him have his way.

He pulled me off his lap and ripped my top off in a flash, followed by my leggings and shoes. I laid down on the bumpy soil like a wounded soldier and watched him take off his clothes. I was terrified, I couldn't even bring myself to get up and run, it was like my mind and body was telling me to stay down and enjoy it. I didn't want to get a punishment for disobeying him and I didn't want to disappoint him either because I wanted to be a good girlfriend and Finn has told me that giving in to him and letting him do whatever he wants with my body was normal and I should let him do it.

Moments later I feel him hover over me with hungry eyes, I but my lip nervously and this triggered a smile on Finnick's face. He eyed my exposed body up and down whilst licking his lips.

"If you run, scream, disobey, cry or hide your body from me, I will give you a punishment. Do you understand?" Finn said seriously while holding my throat tightly, restricting air flow. I nodded my head quickly and blinked away tears that threatened to fall. He smiled brightly then begun kissing my neck hungrily.

"You're going to love this babe I promise you!" He said with a smirk then took away my last piece of innocence I clutched onto, letting him have it and use against me forever.

*****

........I'm sorry! I know you're probably so mad after reading this, but It had to be done.

Leave me your thoughts and opinions in the comments as it's very interesting to read what you think!

-Mari