"Please Autumn? Tell me what happened. Maybe it'll make you feel better." Lizzie begged.

"I can't Lizzie."

"But I'm you best friend. You can tell me anything."

I thought for a minute and sighed. "Alright. But you cant tell anyone...not even that ant on the window." I said pointing over to the ant.

"I promise."

"Brody and I are in love, but he ended things because he didn't think it was right for us to be together. Yesterday he was all about us being together...He even convinced his sister that we belong together. He told me that age didn't matter, and yet he broke up with me because I'm only 16. What the hell is up with him?! He says one thine and then changes his mind the next minute!"

Lizzie looked at me, shocked. "Wow. He's such a dick!" She exclaimed causing me to laugh.

"I told you all that and all you can say is that he's a dick?"

"Well...yeah. He is a Dick for doing that, especially to my best friend. I don't see whats so wrong with you two being together...other than that he has custody of you and he's 11 years older, but still...if you love someone than embrace it."

I nodded. "What should I do? Should I go back and live with him? Should I pretend like nothing happened?"

"I think you should do what your heart tells you." She stated.

I groaned and laid down on my back on the floor. "What if my heart isn't sure about what to do?"

"That's your mind talking Autumn. Listen to your heart."

I closed my eyes and thought. Listen to my heart. OK. All i hear is it's beating...no wait.... "My heart is saying to give it time, to go back and get on with life. If we're meant to be together, it'll all work out" I sat up and looked at Lizzie.

"That was deep. Truly your heart speaking. So you're going back?"

"Not right away. I'm still mad at him." I stated and then my phone rang...indicating I had a new text. I opened it and it was from Brody.

Autumn, I'm sorry. Please come back.

"Speak of the devil and he shall text." I said.

"Brody? What'd he say?" Lizzie asked curiously.

"He's sorry and wants me to come back."

"Awww..."

I rolled my eyes and shut my phone off. I don't want anymore texts from anyone tonight. "I'll go back tomorrow after school. I think he should suffer a night."

"You go girl!" Lizzie cheered.

Brody's POV

Why is her phone turned off. I tried texting her and calling her, but it keeps going to voice-mail. God! I should've stuck with my heart. I shouldn't have ended things. Why did I? Lucy got to me, that's why. Ugghhhhh I love Autumn so much, more than anything, but I just messed things up. She'll never take me back now. I can't believe I did that! We were having a nice evening. It was getting intimate and I wanted it. It was exactly like my dreams. But I couldn't let it go too far, and then I thought of what Lucy said and ughhhh!!!! Every time I kiss Autumn, I want to go so much further with her! But she's 16. I don't know if I can control myself next time...if she takes me back. Do I even want her back? Am I willing to take that chance to be with her? I'm so confused! Autumn is on my mind all the time, I love her, I want to be with her forever. I'm so stupid!!!!!!! I should've never ended it with her! I need to talk to her. I need to set things right. I won't be able to sleep until I do. I need to find her.

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