"So Derrick contract with my father was up. But my father would not sign it, he would never give me up to keep an alliance. Derrick pack member killed Cassie mother first. Then they killed my mother, while she was in human form. My father then order us to run away, using his alpha tone. I couldn't do anything but followed his order. He said he'll find me and kill anyone that help me. I don't want anyone hurt because of me." I said sobbing.

Kingston grabs my cheek. "I would never let him come close to you again. I will kill him for causing you this pain." He says while wiping the tears on my cheeks with his thumb. I smiled at him, nuzzling in his chest. Kieran got up again. Pacing back and forth. Everyone stares at him. "NO! I'M GONNA KILL THAT MUTT." Kieran roared. "He told me rogues attack the pack. He came to save the pack, but not in time, he also claim the rogues took my sister and Amina. Saying Amina was his mate. I then joined his pack earning my position as beta. But Derrick was power hungry, he kept attacking smaller packs, making them join his pack, or die. " Kieran said throwing his hands in the air frustrated.

"I can't believe I believe him, he killed my parents. My alpha and Luna." He turns and look at me. Guilt in his eyes, "it's not your fault, you thought he was your friend. Don't blame yourself." I said with a small smile. "I can't face you A. Knowing I help that monster out is killing me. With your permission alpha, I would like to leave. I need time to myself." He asked Kingston.

"NO! I just got you back Kieran!" Cassie yells out. "Kieran it's not your fault! I don't blame you." I said sobbing with Cassie. "Hey, hey, don't cry. I need time to forgive myself. I'm not proud of the things I've done being his beta. There was alot of blood on my hands." He said looking at us. Kieran was the only person I didn't call a brother.

I use to have the biggest crush on my bestfriend brother growing up. I mean you can't blame me, he was the hottest guy in school, a gentleman, meaning he wasn't a fuck boy, plus he was next in line as beta. When he turned 16 and he treated me the same, I realize I wasn't his mate. I let that crush go.. eventually. But he still looks hot. Not as hot as my mate. But close.

"If that's what you wish then, you can go." I turn to Kingston and gave him a scrowl. He shrugs his shoulder. "I'll be back within 2 month, the war will start then." He said looking at Kingston. "How do you know?" Kingston question raising an eyebrow. "He plan on attacking your pack in 2 months once you decline his request to become allied. I mean that was the plan when I was in his pack. He wanted to be number 1, he wanted to be the most feared werewolf. Your either with him or against him." Kieran spat out in disgust.

"You mind telling me why your father is working with Derrick?" Kieran asked. Making me grin a little. So I won't have to ask him later. Kingston turn towards Kieran.. "how do you know he's my father?" He questioned, while keeping his glare at him. Kieran chuckled, while raising his hands up surrendering. "Look there's alot that I know. But your father helping Derrick I'm unsure of. Mostly against his son and former pack." Kieran stated.

Nobody said anything for a few minutes. "Look I'm not here to pry or trying to get information to help Derrick. It's for my benefit. If I'm going against Derrick, I need to know my enemy. Unfortunately Derrick pack isn't the pack you all once know. His pack grew twice the size it use to be, due to all the new pack members. I wouldn't underestimate him. That mutt has a plan. He has alot of new allies as well." Kieran unloading a shit load of information.

"I can't trust you. You were his beta a couple of hours ago!" Kingston spat. Kieran shrugs. "Again by tomorrow I'll be out of this pack. There's no need to trust me. I'm here because of my sister and Amina. I wanna spend a little time with them before I leave." He said looking at Cassie and I.

It was dinnertime. We all decided that was enough talking. So we headed to the kitchen. After dinner Kieran, Cassie and I decided to go out for a walk to catch up. We walk up to ther pond. It was a beautiful night. The moon was bright as well as the stars. We layed down in the grassy area.

"Where would you be going?" I question Kieran. "Not sure, but I need time." He said. I nodded my head. "Kieran I just got you back! How can you leave already? Do you not care about me?" Cassie ask sitting up. "Hey! I'm not going to die, I'm coming back to see you guys, nothing will stop me. Not even Kingston." Kieran said with a smirk. Causing me to shoot him a dirty look for calling my mate by his first name, and thinking he can take my mate on. Well maybe he can, Kieran isn't the Kieran I use to know. He's colder, stronger, and he intimidates me, but of course I'm not gonna admit that to him.

"I need my brother. So does your...." Cassie says biting her bottom lips. We both got sat up now. "I'm sure Noah doesn't need him" I chuckled. "No Noah doesn't, but his niece or nephew will." She blurted. "WHAT YOUR PREGNANT!" I shouted. "Surprise" she said with a half smile. Kieran got up. Started pacing. I turn to my bestfriend. "I'm so happy for you!" I said giving her a hug.

"Kieran?" Cassie called out stopping Kieran from pacing back and forth. Kieran walks, "your my baby sister and always will be, mother or not. You'll be a great mother" he said with a big smile. Kieran big heart is still there somewhere deep down. We walked back to the packhouse.

"Does Noah know?" I ask Cassie. She shook her head. "No, I'm not sure it's the best time to tell him you know with this war crap going on" she says making me frown. It was my fault.

Cassie caught on "its not your fault A., Derrick is power hungry remember what my brother said." She says grabbing my hand. I nodded and gave her a fake smile. But couldn't help but feel like it was my fault.