Mackenzie

Yet another day of loving Alex.

I still don't know where some of my classes are, so I just follow Megan. She knows where to go.

Megan's so lucky. She has a boyfriend who loves her (even though she doesn't love him, but at least she likes him a little). I wish I had a boyfriend. Wait- let me correct myself. I wish I had Alex.

Stop Mackenzie! He doesn't like you! He likes Savannah, so get over it. But I can't. I want to, but I can't.

I just want to bury my face in a pillow. I just can't stop thinking about how much I screwed up in the seventh grade. Anyone have a time machine? Because I really need one right now. One simple action can REALLY affect your whole future, so take it from me- DON'T SCREW UP LIKE I DID. I know I've said this before, but you'll regret it. So kiss him. Right now. Go.

Maybe I should just do it today. Why didn't I think of this sooner? I don't care if Alex likes me or not, he's going to kiss me. I can't imagine my first kiss with anyone else. So, major butterflies on the way. You only live once, so I guess I'll just have to get this whole first kiss thing over with. Call me crazy, but it'll be worth it in the end.

Ok, I changed my mind. I'll do it tomorrow. Yes! No turning back this time, seriously. Before he falls for someone else again. Oh wait, he already fell for Savannah. Oops. I forgot. Still gonna do it, though.

Anyways, today was pretty good. Its only the third day of school, so we of course don't have much school work yet. The teachers are still trying to figure out our names. I guess meeting all new students' names isn't that easy. I shouldn't be talking, because I don't even know half the kids' names in some of my classes. I have nicknames for them all, like Glasses Boy or Goth Girl. Glasses Boy is this kid from science class,(I think his name's Josh Tucker) who has huge black glasses that take up half his face. See? The nicknames work.

Ugh, I need a hug. I just went onto Savannah's Facebook timeline, and I saw a picture of her and Alex. I know she doesn't like him, but you have to admit it. If you saw your crush in a photo with someone else, you'd get jealous. And I'm the queen of being jealous.