《ANYTHING FOR YOU》THE GUILT
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She turned the jeep to place she had left karishma... The way hadn't been this long ever.. she reached the location but finds no one
"Karishmaaa" she shouted on the top of her voice...she tried to call her but her phone was switched off .. "kahan hain aap karishma singh..." the weather was on different mood.. suddenly it started raining heavily
She saw her bike parked at the same place which means she hasn't gone much far...
Haseena searched her In nearby places and finally she found her sitting on a bench in a park completely drenched ... She was crying vigorously
Haseena went to her and keeps her hand on her shoulder to grab her attention "karishma singh"haseena uttered ... Karishma wiped her tears and turned "maddam sir aap .. aap yaha??... Koi aur ilzaam baaki reh gya kya ??" She said... She was extremely hurt... Pain was clearly visible in her eyes
"Karishma singh, I am sorry... hume boht badi gltfehmi....." "Maddam sir abhi hum kuch bhi sunne samjhne ki stithi me bilkul bhi nhi h... Isliye aap please chale jaiye" "karishma singh, hum jaante hn humne aapko boht takleef pahuchaai hai... Humse boht badi galti ho gyi hai...hum boht sharminda hain KS... Hum jaante hn humne jo bhi kia vo maafi k kaabil bilkul bhi nhi hai... Aap please hume saza dijiye..."she hold her hand and knelt down before her"saza dijiye karishma singh hume.. hume aapki koi bhi saza manzoor hai.."
"Maddam sir" she held her arms and made her stand and said"maddam sir... Hum to aapko maarna chahte hn na... Is waqt aapka yha hona surakshit nhi h... Aap please jaaiye yha se" she turned her face to hide her emotions
"Please aisa mat boliye karishma singh"haseena pleaded "hume kuch bolna hi nhi h maddam sir.. aur na hi kuch sunna hai... Kehne sunne ko kuch bacha hi kahan hai ab.."she said rudely
"Karishma singh, please ek mauka de dijiye hume.. hum vaada krte hn aapko dobara kabhi shikaait ka mauka nhi denge" "maddam sir aap hume akela chhod dijiye aapka boht meherbaani hoga" "aap kabse baarish m bheeg rahi hn beemar pad jayengi... Chaliye hmare saath"haseena said "is waqt hum duty par nhi h maddam sir jo aapke orders ko follow krein... Aur humare khyaal me aur koi rishta ab raha nhi h hmaare beech"
"Dosti ka rishta h na karishma singh... Aap dost hai hmari"haseena said "dosti... Dosti ki neev hi bharosa hoti hai maddam sir... Jab vahi khtm ho jaaye to dosti bhi khtm ho jaati hai..."
Haseena wasn't able to see her this much hurt and in this much pain... Her heart was aching... She was trying to woo her but she is not ready to listen anything....she was cursing her for not trusting on her... She tried to engulf her in a hug but she broke it ...
" Karishma singh please humse khafa mat rahiye... Hum nhi jee payenge aapke bina...hume aap chahiye hain ...har waqt... Har peher.... Har jagah...hmare saath... Hmare paas" haseena said "maddam sir... Ab.. ye sambhav nhi hai... Ab humse aur nahi ho paayega..."karishma said
"Ek meherbani kijiyega humpe... Kal humara transfer letter aap tak phuch jayega... Sign kar dijiyega" she added "aap hmari galti si saza sabko kyun de rahi hn... thana aapke bina adhoora hai karishma singh... pushpa ji, cheeta, santosh, billu ye sab aapse boht pyaar krte hn... atleast unke liye toh ye kadam mat uthaiye please" "maddam sir aap jaa rhi hn ya hum jaayein yaha se??"karishma said being adamant "hum dono hi jaa rahe hn yaha se karishma singh please chaliye hmare sathh" "aapko ek baar ka baat samjh nahi aata hai ka maddam sir... baar baar kahe peeche padi hn hmaare" she shouted and haseena burst out loudly... karishma started leaving the place... she has taken few steps when haseena came running and back hugged her.... for a moment karishma was feeling weak but she immediately hold herself
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haseena rested her head on her back "please karishma singh... mat jaaiye hume chhod kar... hum mar jaayenge" "ye sab aapko tab nahi yaad aaya tha jab aapne itna bada ilzaam lagaya tha humpe... aapko jara bhi andaaja hai jab aap vo ilzaam hum par laga rhi thi to kaisa laga tha humko... itna bura samjhti hn aap hume...hum koi khilauna hai ki jab marzi aayi jo dil me aaya bol dia aur jab man kia maafi maang lia?? .. ...sach kahein toh naraaz na hum aapse nahi khud se hn...bharose ke kaabil hi nahi bann paaye hum..tod dia hai maddam sir aapne hume. ab humare beech kuch thik nahi ho sakta!!!" she said freeing herself from her grip and left the park
karishma reached her place...pushpa ji opened the door "kahan reh gyi thi tum... kabse call kr rhe hn na tumhara phone lag rha na maddam sir ka... pata bhi hai kitna pareshan ho gye the hum..."she said with concern "amma vo hum baarish me fass gye the.. usi ki wajah se network nai aa rhe honge"she replied "acha andar aao...aur jaake kapde badal lo vrna beemar padd jaogi...hum khana lagate hn" "ji"she said and rushed to her room
"kuch toh baat h... boht zyada pareshan lagg rhi hn" pS thought to herself
next day
karishma and pushpa singh entered the thana only to find the usual bakaiti happening there....
"ama bhakk... ka chal la hai ye... ye thaana hai ya firr chidiaghar??... ye bakaiti karne ka salary milta hai tum dono ko?? ....dobara ye sab krte dekh lia humne toh suspend kr denge tum dono... fir sabji ka thiliya lagana ... samjhe" karishma was letting out all her frustration "madam madam hume maaf kar dijiye hum aapke liye badhiya wala chai laate hn"cheeta said and left
karishma settled herself on her table... nearly an hour passed but she wasn't able to concentrate... all were noticing her condition
"pushpa ji ye karishma madam ko kya hua hai... itna kyu bhadak rhi hn aaj subeh se??" santosh asked "haa pushpaji , bataiye humari naazuk si santuji ko daant dia"cheeta seconded "pata nahi magar kal raat se pareshan hain.. kisi se kuch batati bhi toh nahi hn bas gussa nikaalti hn... aur maddam sir bhi abhi tak nahi aayi hn" pS said "mai call karti hu maddam sir ko"santosh said and dialled her number "pushpa ji maddam sir ka number toh switched off h" "kya.. maddam sir toh kabhi late hoti nhi hai... aaj itni der ho gyi vo aayi nahi" PS said worriedly ..... hearing the noice karishma came towards them
"ka baatein chal rhi hn???"she asked "madam vo haseena madam abhi tak nahi aayi aur unka phone bhi switched off hai... hum log usi baare me baatein kar rhe the"SS replied "kaa... phir se phone lagao unhe"
she tried many times but to no avail "tum ek kaam karo unki ammi ko lagao"karishma ordered ... santosh called her mother and handed the phone to kS
"ammi, maddam sir se baat ho sakti hai kya??" she asked "haseena toh aap logo ke sath hi hongi na.. vo raat se ghar kahan aayi hai....vaha par nahi h kya?? ammi asked... and karishma's expressions changed "ka vo raat se ghar nahi aayi?" "meri bachhi kahan hai ?" ammi asked "ammi, haan humko yaad aaya unko na ek jaroori meeting me jaana tha dsp sir ke saath toh vo vaha gyi hongi... aap chinta mat kijiye jaise hi vo aati hn hum aapse baat krate hn.."
"kahan hn aap maddam sir"karishma thought and then she remembers something "haan vaha par" "santu hmare saath chalo ... aur pushpa ji aap dsp sir ko call kar ke puchiye ki maddam sir unke sath toh nahi hain" "ji madam"they both nodded
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karishma drove her bike as fast as she can reached the park she had last night.."karishma madam...vo dekhiye haseena madam ki jeep"santosh said pointing there... karishma parked her bike and entered the park... they were shocked to see haseena lying on the bench ..."maddam sir"escaped from their lips.. they ran towards her "haseena madam yaha kyu so rhi hn... unki ammi ne unhe ghar se nikaal dia kya...par raat bhar to baarish hoti rhi h... to vo yaha kaise so sakti hn"santu said "maddam sir uthiye" she touched her only to find she her body is burning and she is unconscious
Haseena is lying on a bed in karishma's room...doctor is examining her heartbeat.... "saari raat baarish me bheegne ki vajah se inhe tez bukhar hai... aur shayad usi vajah se ye behosh hain... humne injections de diye hn.. shaam tak hosh aa jaana chahiye... aap thande paani ki pattiyan krte rahiye...aur inhe medicines de dijiyega...koi zarurat ho to hume call kijyega...." doc said and left
santosh was doing her cold was straps while haseena was holding karishma's hand tightly "kar...karishma s...singh!!"she murmered "haa maddam sir... hum...hum.. yahi hn" she assured her "karishma.. please... mat ...jaaiye"she again murmered "ye haseena madam kya bol rhi hn.?/" santosh asked karishma "hum tumhe sab baad me batayenge santu...tum abhi pattiyan karti rho" tears were flowing continuosly from their eyes..."madam aap maddam sir ki ammi ko call kar dijiye... vo pareshan ho rhi hongi" santosh said
karishma called ammi and assures that she is fine and with her... next she dialled pushpa singh because she had 7 missed calls from her... and narrated the incidence...
she came to haseena again .."madam... ye maddam sir aapse behoshi ki haalat me maafi kyun maang rhi hn baar baar?/ .. aap dono ka jhagda hua h kya??" santosh asked again to which karishma only nodded as she is not in condition of saying anything.... pushpa singh reached there as soon as possible...she is very concerned as haseena is not only her senior but her daughter too.."laao santu hum karte hn" she said and took the straps from her hand
whole day , they all were with her... and cheeta came to visit her....in the evening she gained some consciousness and opened her eyes "karishma!!"she uttered "maddam sir... ab kaisa lag rha h aapko." pS asked "thik lag rha hai... magar hum hain kahan??".." ye ka harkat hai maddam sir... aap vaha baarish me poori raat kahe rahi...aapko padi nahi h na kisi ki... aapki ammi kitni pareshan ho rhi thi... pushpa ji ,santu , cheeta.. aur hum...humara jaan hi nikal gya tha... hamesha aap ye stunts kyu krti rhti hn maddam sir...ghar kyu nahi gyi thi vaha se... beemar padna achha lagta hai aapko..."karishma said or we can say shouted on her "karishma singh... shaant ho jaaiye... hum bilkul thik hain..."she said "lekin madam aap uhaa saara raat kahe rahi... aapke paas to jeep bhi tha"cheeta asked
"hum aapke liye soup leke aate hn aap usse turant thik ho jaayengi"PS said and left for the kitchen
"vo darasal karishma singh k jaane ke baad hume thodi weakness si mehsoos hone lagi thi... toh hum paas wali bench par baith gye... magar hmara sar ghumne laga aur shyd hum behosh ho gye..."she explained ... karishma hugged her "maddam sir.. hume maaf kar dijiye... hume aapko aise chhod kar nahi jaana chaiye tha" she said "aap mat maafi mangiye karishma singh... maafi toh hume maangni hai aapse... humne jo kia uske liye"haseena said
Pushpa ji entered with a bowl of soup and started feeding her with her hands.. "pushpa ji hum khud se..."haseena was trying to say but Karishma took the bowl from pushpa Ji's hand and put the spoon in her mouth "mmmm" haseena made a weird face
"Madam.... Mera na sar ghoom rha hai.. itna jada confusion hai.. please agar aap logo ka ho gya to bataiye ye ho kya rha hai" santosh asked innocently
Haseena and karishma told everyone the whole story
"Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa" everyone reacted together "maddam sir sorry but ,I didn't expected this from you" SS said
"Haa maddam sir hum bhi ni kiye the ye umeed aapse"cheeta seconded
Haseena bowed her head down... "Karishma singh humne jo bhi kaha jo bhi kiya uske liye hum aapse toh kya khud se bhi nazrein nahi mila paa rhe hn...ho sake toh humse wapas se dosti kar lijiye... Pleaseeeeeeee"she requested
"Theek hai... maaf kia aapko" karishma said and smiled .... haseena jumped in excitement and hugged her "araam se maddam sir... aapki tabiyat thik nahi h"
"lekin ek baat na hume abhi bhi samjh nahi aayi ki haseena madam keh rhi hn unhone karishma madam ko kisi se phone pe baat karte suna... to aap kisse baat kri thi karishma madam??" cheeta asked
"ka suna tha aapne maddam sir??" karishma asked and haseena told her about both the call conversation she heard
"kaaa... uss baat ko leke aapko itna bada galtfehmi ho gya!!! hum malaika ki bachhi se baat kar rhe the... ghar par do chuhe aa gye the vo humko boht pareshaan kr rhe the to humne usse kaha tha ki unko bhaga dena lekin vo nahi kar paayi.. darpok kahiki... isliye humne usse kaha tha ki ek kaam karo rat poison mila do roti me aur chuhe ko daal do... lekin usne vo roti galti se hmare tiffin me daal di... vo toh sahi waqt par uska call aa gaya aur humne aapko rok dia.."she cleared
"baap re baap"cheeta sighed
"lekin maddam sir jab aapko pata tha ki usme rat poison hai toh firr aap kahe khane jaa rhi thi usko"karishma asked "kyuki aapne dia tha!!!" haseena replied
"mtlb ye hua ki khoda pahaad aur nikla chuha" santosh commented and everyone laughed
"magar jo asli gunehgaar hai vo to ab bhi khula ghoom raha hai" haseena said and next she gets a call from DSP .. she puts it on speaker
"jai hind sir" "jai hind haseena malik... hume aapko batana tha ki jisne aapke oopar attack karaya tha vo aadmi ab police hiraasat m hai" "kya!! that's a very good news sir" "ji ! aur ye wahi arm smuggler hai jiski aap logo ko kaafi samay se talaash thi" "arre dono cases saath me solve ho gye... aapka boht boht shukriya sir!!" "ab aapke liye itna toh kar hi sakte hn hum haseena ji"
"hmmmmmm" everyone hummed and anubhav disconnected the call
"chaliye aapka soup to finish ho gya ab aap dawai khaiye"karishma said "karishma singh dawai nai!!" haseena nodded negatively
"par maddam sir dawai to zaruri hai na " PS said
"nai pushpa ji dawai koi zaruri nahi hai..."karishma said "sachhi??" HM asked joyfully "aur ka... doctor bol ke gye hn ki agar aap dawai nai leti toh vo aake injection laga denge... isliye hum doctor ko call kar dete hn.. thik hai!!" karishma added "arreyyy!! hum.. hum bss mazak kar rahe the karishma singh... kisne kaha hum dawai nai lenge... bilkul lenge... abhi dijiye aap!!!" haseena said... everyone chuckled and karishma gave her medicines and ask her to take some rest
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