《ANYTHING FOR YOU》OUTBURST OF EMOTIONS
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It has been a week .. KarEena didn't had any time together.... Leave alone time together... They even didn't talked to each other than official matters... Karishma wasn't able to figure out what had happened and why is haseena behaving so rude to her??... What's her fault?... What happened to the beautiful friendship they used to cherish?... What happened to all the love and concern haseena used to show to her.??..
With Haseena... She has isolated herself from everyone...in past one week ..she has showed karishma that she don't care about her a little bit....she is not more that an SI.. a collegue for her.... she internally knew that the way she is behaving with Karishma....she has surely began to hate her.... not only karishma but pushpa ji also and maybe santosh too.... billu is toh fan of karishma singh.... they don't used to talk to her with any kind of enthusiasm... All believed that haseena is changed... except Karishma..who is still hoping for the return of her best friend.... For karishma, there is everyone to support her and console her.. whenever she refused to eat... pushpa ji forcefully feeds her... but haseena is all alone..no one to ask if she needs something or not.... if she has eaten anything or not... except cheeta .. who timely asks her to have something.... her condition is pathetic... she has become weak these days....
now the limit of Karishma's patience is over... she want answers for all her questions... she directly head to the store room where haseena was searching a file...
KS: maddam sir.....
HM: (without looking her) hmm... kahiye
KS: hum aapse kuch pooch sakte hain?
HM: hmm go ahead...
KS: humne na boht socha.... jitna soch sakte the utna socha... hmaara dimag ghoom gaya lekin hme samjh me nahi aaya....
HM: kis baare me baat kar rahi aap karishma singh??
KS: ki hamara galti ka hai?? kia ka hai humne ?? achanak se aapko humse itni takleef kyu ho gayi hai?? ye kis baat ka gussa hai jo aap hum par nikaalti hain ?? saaf saaf ek baar me kyu nahi batati ki ka chahti hain aap humse ??
Haseena was about to say something just then she saw Lavina hiding behind the door...
"ab hum aapse jo bhi kehne wale hain karishma singh... uske liye aap humse nafrat krengi... boht takleef hogi aapko... magar hmare paas koi aur raasta nahi hai..."she thought to herself
HM: aap sunna hi chahti hain to suniye firr... hume aap shuru se hi pasand nahi hain.... hmare kaam karne ke tareeke... hmari ideologies sab alag...har baat me har case me roz roz ki behes...dimag kharab kar ke rakh diya hai aapne hamara... Har waqt irritate karti hain aap hume... Aapka chehra dekhte hain to gussa aata hai... lekin hum aapko jhelte aa rahe hain kyuki aapki zarurat thi hume.... lekin ab... ab kyuki SI lavina khan aa gayi hain isliye hume aapki koi zarurat nahi hai....
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karishma was numb...like if she is in some parallel world... this could not be true... no.. her soul denied to believe what she is hearing....
KS: toh voh dosti.. pyaar.... parwah.... voh sab kya tha maddam sir...? she asked through her tears...
HM: naatak tha sab vo... aapke saath itna waqt bitaane ke baad hume samjh me aa gaya tha ki aapko pyaar se hi handle kia jaa sakta hai.. agar pyaar ke do shabd bolenge to aap pighal jayengi aur jo bolenge vo karne ke liye taiyar ho jayengi... lekin ab iski koi zarurat nahi hai kyuki ab hmara interest badal gaya hai... aur kyuki ab aapko sach pata chal gaya hai toh ye dosti ka dikhawa karne ki bhi koi zarurat nahi hai hume.... is nautanki se peecha chhutega ab hmara...
Haseena had never been this much helpless in her entire life... she wanted to hold her hand and just escape from this world.... every second she was dying from inside... Karishma was gazing at her with red tearful eyes...
KS: itne waqt se aapne hame dhokhe me rakha hua tha.... arre ek baar... ek baar toh bata dia hota... is tarah aaj hum toote na hote... itni takleef thi aapko humse.... aapne jo hamare saath kia hai vo hum kabhi dushman ke saath bhi nahi karte...aapne bhi to hmare sath vahi kia jo anu bhaiya ne aapke saath kia tha.... humne Anubhav bhaiya ko galat samjha kyuki unhone aapke saath dhokha kia tha...kam se kam unhone jo kia vo desh ke liye kia tha magar aap.... aapse zyada khudgarz insaan hmne apni poori zindagi me nahi dekha... sahi kia anubhav bhaiya ne jo bhi kia... aap usi ke laayak hain... aakhir hume haseena malik ka asli chehra dekh lia jo apne matlb ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti hain...kisi ke bhi jajbaaton ke saath khel sakti hain.
.aaj.... isi waqt se karishma singh aapse nafrat karti hai maddam sir.... nafrat....beintehaan nafrat.... aur kuch nahi....koi rishta nahi hai aaj se hmara aur aapka...
haseena was looking at her condition having no emotions on her face.... she said nothing and karishma disappeared from her sight.... the whole mpt was standing at the door along with Lavina... Santosh and pushpa ji went behind KS to give her mental support....
"pushpa ji akela chhod dijiye hume... ham aapke haath jodte hain..."she said sitting in her bike "par madam aap jaa kaha rahi..." Santosh asked ....."santu hum bilkul theek hain....hum kuch kaam se jaa rahe hain...jaane do..."she said and drove her bike away...
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"boht khoob haseena madam.... maan gaye aapko... aap apni Karishma ke liye kuch bhi kar sakti hain...yaha sab aapse nafrat krte hain... ab aage aapko zyada kuch karne ki zarurat nahi padegi...."lavina said to her...
without giving her a reply Haseena left the thana and drove to her home...she rushed to her room and shut the door.... "sab khatam ho gaya..." She fell on her knees and cried badly... "hmare saath hamesha hi aisa kyu hota hai... hum jisse bhi pyaar krte hain vo sab humse door chale jaate hain... karishma singh nafrat krti hain humse... yahi to chahte the hum... ho gaya... sirf vo hi nhi... sabhi nafrat krte hain humse... kitni takleef pahuchai hai humne unhe... hum khud ko kabhi maaf nahi karenge.."she said between her sobs and began to cry violently...
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karishma was totally broken.... she wanted to be all alone and went to a faraway place where only two were present... she and the silence... it was a lake at the outskirt of the city.... she was sitting on the lakeside crying on herself
"ek pal me sab kuch chhin gaya hmara... saari khushiyaan ... saare lamhe... kahe kia aisa maddam sir... humari dosti me toh koi kami nahi thi firr aapne kahe kia aisa... aap toh hame takleef me nahi dekh sakti thi na... aaj jab hum sabse zyada takleef me hain toh uski vajah aap hi hain... isse behtar jaan hi le leti aap hamari..."
the flashbacks of their happy moments were dancing in front of her eyes...
* "please humko chhod kr mat jaaiye KS please ... aap boht important hn humare liye .. hum apni saari galatiyon k liye aapse maafi bhi maang lenge KS agr aap chaahein toh.. bss apke bina nahi reh payenge.... please mt jaaiye .. hum akele ho jayenge .. "
haseena said in her drunken state when karishma wanted her CR .."nashe me bhi kamaal ka jhooth boli thi aap.."she chuckled
* "karishma singh abb baat bhi kar lijiye na ... aapka is tarah humse khafa hoti hain to hume bilkul bhi achha nahi lagta"
haseena said when karishma got to know that haseena was not frustrated but it was her and anubhav's plan only..... "hume jiyein ya mare aapko farak nahi padta to khafa hone se ka fark padega.."she chuckled
* "dekhiye hum apni dost ko kitna bhi bhala bura keh le ... Magar koi aur kahe hume bardaasht nhi ... Samjhi aap"
haseena said when she took her for ice cream after denying anubhav's request to have dinner at a chinese resturant..... "kitni baatein banati thi aap maddam sir... aur hum hamesha unme aa jaate the.." she chuckled
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Haseena got up banged her fist on the wall multiple times giving herself punishment for hurting her karishma..."karishma singh... I swear agar hmare paas koi aur raasta hota toh hum aapka dil kabhi nahi dukhate.." her hands were bleeding badly...
Haseena wiped her tears and shut all the doors and windows of her room and walked towards her almirah.... she took out an old cell phone and dialled a number....
on call
"kaam hua??"
"maddam sir 80% ho gaya hai... vo jitne bhi number aap bheji thi jinse aapko call aaya tha vo saare unregistered hain..."
"ye baat tum hame pehle bhi bata chuke ho....koi new update??"
"Ji... unme se ek number gomtinagar ke ek PCO Ka hai...aur vo jo car thi uska pata bhi mil gaya hai...ek band pada hua garage hai vaha par unregistered cars kiraaye par milti hain bina number plate ki.."
"thik hai... hum abhi vaha investigation ke liye nahi jaa skte....vo hum par nazar rakhe huye hai..."
"maddam sir... aap thik hai na??"
"haa cheeta.. hum.. hum bilkul thik hain.... tum meri ek aur madad kar skte ho??"
"boliye na..humse jo ban padega hum karenge aapke liye..!!"
"hum tumhe ek location message kr rahe hain santosh se bol do vaha pahuch jaaye.... karishma singh is waqt boht gusse me hain...shyd santosh unhe shaant karwa paaye..."
"ji maddam sir..."
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santosh went to the place where karishma was.... she sat near her and kept her hand on her shoulder...."madam.."she said...."santuu..."she said and hugged her....."madam please mat roiye vrna mai bhi rone lagungi..."she said to calm her a little ....."santu.. kyu kia unhone aisa...aakhir humne kia kya tha...jajbaat ki murti banti hain vo aur hmare jajbaat ki bilkul kadar nahi ki unhone.... hum to unse dosti bhi nai karna chahte the... unhone ne hi phle dosti ka haath badhaya fir hmare itne kareeb aayi.. hmare special feel karwaya aur aaj hume is tarah chhod dia....kyu santu kyu..."she asked "madam please shaant ho jaaiye...I can understand aapko kaisa lag raha hai...magar is tarah rone se kya hoga... Aap kaddak karishma madam hain..meri inspiration hain... aapko is tarah rona suit nahi krta madam..."
After looking at her condition... Santosh' anger has no limits...after dropping karishma to home she directly went to haseena's place... And rung the doorbell in anger...
Haseena opened the door .."santosh Sharma aap??" She asked hiding her hand behind her back... "Haa main... Mai aapse poochne aayi hu ki kyu kia aapne karishma madam k saath aisa... Kyun dhokha dia unhe... Kyu...??...itna pyaar karti hain vo aapse... Aapke liye apni jaan dene ko bhi ready rehti... aur aap shurwaat se hi unhe dhoka deti aa rahi hain.... jawaab dijiye maddam sir...kya mila aapko ye sab karke... jawaab dijiye...." she exploded on her... but haseena was silently taking all the allegation without even uttering a word... santosh burst out into tears...."boht buri ho maddam sir aap... boht buri..!!!" she left her house
ashq hi zindagi ki asliyat banne jaa rahe the,
mohabbat se vo bepanah nafrat karne jaa rahe the
ek dusre me jaan basti hai jinki
vo yaar aaj judaa hone jaa rahe the....
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