Joln blast open the wooden doors and he stormed to the window and blew it wide open.It was about night time and most of the guards were not in their rooms yet...'night-walker'

Joln s room is similar in structure to Ryle not because they are the same rank but because Syin upped Ryle s rank so they can be together in missions

Anyway a few seconds after Joln had opened the window and placed his hands on the window frame, he exhaled heavily about five times.He was gasping for breath because he was hyperventilating.

Syin stepped into the room and closed the door behind him ..

"Joln,look he is just a kid.Dont let him get to you",he remarked so peacefully

"Just a kid!! Just a kid!!How can just a kid have so much significance in your life ,Syin.He has less than a year here and he already has acess to things not even i do", he turned to face Syin.As soon as Syin saw his face ,he felt his heart sink.Joln was plum red and his face was drenched in tears.Moreover when he spoke more tears kept coming.This is not being overdramatic.It s someone who is trully hurt.

"Don't compare yourself to a child" he tried to ease the mood but that was obviously the reverse of what he got.

" What!!You are the one who increased his rank to mine so that he could go on mission with us.Isnt that the same as saying we are alike?"

"No it's not", he tried to speak softly.

" Oh please"

"Don't cry please.I hate it when you cry"

" You can't tell that.you are the last person to say that. Its because of you..."

"Me?!!"

" Yes! You are the one who is just standing , watching our friendship die, you are the one who brought Ryle here and you are the one hiding things", he said and more tears escaped his eyes..There is four kinds of beauty in this world.The one of resembling the stars which is Adrian Then there is the cold-hearted, well built kind which is Syin.Then there is the soft-hearted isolated from reality beauty which is Reed and Valian.And there is Joln.. Basically if they were elements of life. Adrian is the water,Syin is fire, Reed and Valian are air while Joln is the earth. Joln is very beautiful and is undeniable breathtaking.His kind of beauty is the one where no matter who you are if you saw him cry, you would burn the land in his honour..He has the kind of beauty of being the one akin to one who writes the constellations

"Please calm down",he begged him because he can't bear to see him ike this

" Calm down!! Syin,its because of you am such an emotional wreck.Am not upset because of that peep-squeak.Am upset because you prioritized a stranger...", he barked at him

"He is not a stranger",he replied softly.Its not that he wanted to make Joln upset , he just didn't want to drag Ryle into the conversation

"There you go again. Defending him. You do prioritze him, he basically walked into your life and replaced me and Valian"

"He didn't",his tone was never agressive

"Then why can't we go back to how we were.Look me in the eyes and just tell me .I can bare it ,please tell me .What happened to us, please just say something.",he pleaded him even progressing to put his hands in prayer pose.

Syin kept quiet despite hearing Joln s beautiful voice pleading and crying for him to have mercy on how much he is breaking his heart. Syin isn't the type to cry ever.But that doesn't make him immune to pain.And seeing Joln like this is tormenting

Joln looked at Syin who buried his face and looked to the floor

"You can't tell me you hate my tears when you are the one who put them here.Its because of the secrets you hide from me that am breaking down so much.Is it so wrong to want to be close to you again.Valian tells me to ask you why we are not like we were and you kept avoiding this",he spoke softly .The room was drenched in an akward silence because once again Syin failed to give Joln an answer.

"It's okay to be mighty just know that because of the ocean you are building around your soul those who care are drowning trying to reach you",he commented because of Syin s silence.Its obvious that this conversation will never be fruitful

With that Joln knodded and turned to look at the window. He breathed in and he proceeded to jump out the window

Syin raised his eyes to locate Joln but there was only him in the room..As he looked at the position that uses to host Joln, the only thing that ran through his face is Joln s crying face...

Syin stood here now in the forest, he thought that since that is the face that Joln has on now then he can't bear to see it now. He exhaled heavy hot air and wiped his face. That motion allow was like he had been sweating for a while when infact he didn't that to wake his facial muscles because they were paralysed for some reason.

Anyway he has to move and stop getting emotional infront of his pack.The last time he needs is them thinking he his an emotional wreck.

He took steps towards them and they all headed towards the palace ..

It was still quiet dark but the moonlight had made it easier to see and also the dark is one of the small number of allies of a wolf.

They walked for a mile and before long, houses about eight miles away came into view..The group of wolves waited by the trees beyond which one would be in the town.

Syin approached slowly and he subconsciously counted the heads.Only six? Another one is missing..

He proceeded ahead anway.Joln is sensitive but not moody.He will definitely come back.He just needs to let out some steam.