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to his doctor, I was good to go for another few days and then I'd either die or Cole would have to drink my blood again. Cole wasn't too pleased by it, in fact, it seemed to annoy him.

"I don't get it. We might as well just fuck and then none of this would be necessary!" He said, throwing his hands up, "It's no different than what we did earlier."

"It is. Last time I checked, there's a big difference between making out with someone and them shoving their dick up you but, by all means, correct me if I'm wrong. Even still, it's different to me. I want to do it with someone I love and that is not you."

"So what? Everything else just... doesn't matter? You were literally begging me to fuck you."

My face heated up recounting the events from earlier and I turned away from him. "That's only because I can't control how I feel when you touch me. I didn't really want it-"

"So you're saying I'm forcing you? Correct me if I'm wrong but I only touched you after you asked me to, sweetie."

I rolled my eyes at him and massaged the temples of my head. I don't know how to explain it to him- much less myself. I had no idea what was going on with me. Every time we'd do something intimate, I'd lose control. I couldn't tell if that's what I wanted or was he doing something to make me feel that way- Vampires can do that right? Draw out the hidden desires in someone and use them against them?

They can bring out the evil in you- isn't that how they compel?

"How high and mighty of you to think that," Cole said, shaking his head. "I'm insulted you'd think that way of me."

My eyes widened, did I say that out loud?

"No, you didn't but, since I did drink your blood, as well as share my life with you... I'm kind of...how should I say this? Responsible for your existence. So I can hear everything you're thinking, which is a bit too much actually."

"Wha...? That's an invasion of privacy!" I half-yelled at him, Ugh...this totally sucks cow balls.

"I could care less whether you dislike it or not. It's not like I enjoy hearing everything you're thinking. I mean sometimes but... you should tone it down a bit."

"How the hell am I supposed to do that dickhead?"

"First of all, the attitude has got to go. You're forgetting where you stand. There's a reason they call me the devil, sweetie- talk to me like I'm some worthless trash and that's what I'll degrade your life to," he said, grabbing the collar of my shirt and pulling me up towards him.

"You got that?"

"Y-yes."

"Yes, what? I recall telling you to call me something..."

My eyes widened and my face went red, did he really want me to call him that when we weren't...you know...

"Obviously. Now say it."

I felt mortified, really what is my life becoming? This all seems like a fictional story. It's like I went from a nobody in life to an even bigger nobody in death. Man...and I was really supposed to go to heaven.

" Y-yes master."

He let me go and gently patted my head, "That's a good girl."

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"Since you're going to be spending all your time at my house from now on, I might as well show you around. To be honest, I'd rather you just sit still all week until I want to drink your blood again, but I'll be a little nice to you, so be grateful," he said as he showed me through his house.

We were walking through one of many halls in his house, and my legs felt like they were growing tired from the number of rooms we'd already been through.

"You know," I yawned. "Unlike you, I'm still in school, I can't just sit in here all day and..."

"You can do that shit online, it's not even important." He paused in front of me, causing me to bump into him and he turned to face me.

"I don't get what's wrong with you. You're like what? Sixteen? Shouldn't you be jumping in joy right now? You're dead! School doesn't matter anymore, you'll never get a job anyway! You have zero responsibilities except for the fact that you exist to please me, which also pleases you, why are you complaining?"

Right. I keep forgetting the fact that I'm dead. It's hard to remember that much when I feel more alive than when I was actually alive. I was honestly so fed up with his arrogant attitude though. I exist to please him? Bitch, please... The only reason I wanted to keep living anyway, was so I could continue with my normal life, yet he's telling me I have to be chained to him like I'm his dog or something.

"You're forgetting I can hear your thoughts now aren't you Isabella?"

"I could care less... Cole. I'd say it straight to your face, but that'd just be bothersome. Why should I waste my breath or words on you?"

His lips curved upward into a slight smirk and he chuckled. My eyes widened as I felt a huge wave of uneasiness spread over me. He pushed me slowly until my back hit the wall and tilted my face upwards.

"See...and here is where you keep fucking up. You're forgetting your place," he said in a low voice. "I'll just let you know that I have a low tolerance for people who disrespect me. The only reason why you're still standing here right now is because of that sweet blood of yours, but if this keeps going on, I won't hesitate to send you back to your grave."

"I..."

"Shhh..." He said placing his finger on my lips, " Just listen. I won't do anything to you right now... but just a warning, talk back to me like that again and I will punish you."

Punish me? How...? I felt like my entire body was shaking in fear. His eyes looked pitch black and I honestly felt like he could kill me right here and now.

"You understand right?" he asked, leaning in and sliding his hand down to my neck.

"Yes...master," I said quietly. He grinned widely and patted my head like before, ruffling it a little.

"Now...be a good little bitch and stay quiet."

He let me go and continued walking through the hall, saying something that my brain wasn't even processing about his house. My legs felt like jelly and I felt like they'd give in at any moment. I stayed leaning against the wall, trying to calm myself down and catch my breath.

He turned towards me with a confused look on his face as if he hadn't just done anything and sighed, "Are you coming or not? I don't have all day."

"R-right..." I said pushing myself off the wall and stumbling towards him.

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And the way I just really found no problem with this as a black person 😃 I didn't even realize till I read my comments I was like Oh 😗