" I love you," Jungkook said seriously

I stood there in amazement. Does he love me? Yes, he does. I start to tear up, just like the old days. He was always so blunt, always cutting to the chase.

" Why are you crying. Is it because you don't wan-." Jungkook started until I cut him off.

"NO!!." I quickly said

"It just is, were you always this blunt with your feelings," I said.

" So... do you love me?" he said hopefully.

Did I love him? I definitely loved him in the past but now I couldn't even realize who he was and I always thought that I hated him. But even though he wasn't the same person at first I still knew my feelings secretly.

" I-I think so," I muttered

Jungkook then smiled at that.

" Lisa will you be my girlfriend," Jungkook said

" Yes," I said without thinking.

He then wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me, and I could tell his kiss was filled with love and desire. I kissed him back my kiss filled with passion. This was the happiest day of my life.

We then parted because we needed air. Jungkook forehead touched mine and he was breathing heavily.

" We should get to sleep I don't want you to be sleepy tomorrow morning," he said as he hugged me from behind. He then pushed me towards the bed and laid me to go to bed. He then got up to leave but I held his shirt sleeve.

" Please stay with me," I said hopefully.

Jungkook smiled and got in the bed and wrapped his arms around me. Some people would think it was too early but when you are half vampire and your feelings are heightened it would be weird to take it slow. I looked at his face already sleeping filled with exhaustion from all the thinking he has done today. He is my mate. He was my mate this whole time. I smiled to myself and fell into a deep sleep.

. . .

In the morning I looked to find Jungkook has gone and letter in his place.

Dear my precious Lisa,

EWW, when has he become so cheesy oh wait?

I know I am being really cheesy but you really are precious to me. I have left early so your mom doesn't find you hugging me to death.

I then blushed when I read that.

I will see you at school.

Love your mate Jungkook

I loved Jungkook so much and this just made it worse for me. I got ready for school and ran to school instead of walking. As soon as I got there I saw Jisoo and V together near the fountain. I decided to peak and see what they were doing but they were just talking to each other with lovey-dovey eyes and soon started to kiss. I took that as my sign to leave and quickly got to, my locker. I saw Rose and went to envelop her in a hug until I saw her face and it was sad.

What happened to her?

" Rose what happened to you," I said sympathetically.

" I- I have made a huge mistake.' she said. I was surprised that she actually told me what was happening as she went on.

" I-I d-don't k-know what t-to do n-now. I love him," she said crying.

One word came into my mind.

Jimin.

" Rose what happened," I asked

"I-I rejected h-him," she said. I was stricken, my eyebrows raised at what I just heard.

It was horrible for someone to reject their mate. The could always claim them back but it was hard. Once a male vampire gets rejected they go into a deep depression only few can recover from. They won't speak to anyone. They will continue hating themselves not being able to hate their mate for rejecting them due to their deep love. He will not let himself see her again just in case the longing gets to be too much. It will take a long time for the female to persuade the man that she loves him and that he is worthy for her. This was a horrible situation for her. She continued to cry. I couldn't just leave my best friend heartbroken even though it was her fault. I took out my phone and texted Jungkook that I have to help my friend and to not be worried and search the whole earth for me. There was only one place Jimin could be and I held Roses hand dragging her with me to meet him.

I stood there and in the field that was the last time me and Rose talked. I wanted to kill myself. I hated myself for this and I wanted to die. I was not worthy of her. She was to perfect for me. She must have been heartbroken when I told her to leave me alone, bere at this very field. I am the reason she doesn't love me anymore. Why am I so stupid. It has been since our since I got here. It is freezing cold. It has been snowing hard and winds blowing hard. I wanted to isolate myself from everyone. I had to stay away from her, if I don't I kind do something I would regret due to my lust and wanting. I put my head down sobbing.

....

I felt something warm on my back and I turned around to see who it is and what I saw scared me. It was Rose, and she was beautiful. Her eyes look up at me and I start looking at hers. I shake my head and try to walk away. She still held onto me.

" Jimin, I am sorry, Please love me," she said he voice cracking.

I started to feel sad and angry. Why was she doing this to me? Why is she giving me false hope for the only reason she is doing this is that she feels bad that my heart is shattered and it will never love again.

" Rose move away from me, I-I don't know how to control myself," I said lightly.

" I know you feel bad for me but it's ok, it's not like there's anything to do now, right," I said plastering a hurt smile on my face.

"No Jimin listen to me I lo-."

" Don't say those fake words to me. Then why would you reject me huh." I said.

Then I turned around to look at her and she was stricken in disbelief, not knowing what to say. See I told you, you were lying, you don't really love me. With that, I started walking away trying to deal with the pain. Though I did say only trying not healing.

He's right. Why did I reject him? Is it because I was still hurt and heartbroken? Is it because I thought he didn't love me? Is it because I thought that the relationship would just hurt me more? Is it because I don't love him? I started to think about it and came to a conclusion.

I definitely love him. I love him so much. I never got over him. I have always loved him this whole time. I want him. Whenever I saw his figure in the hallway my heart would skip a beat and I would always blush to myself. Whenever I saw him with other girls I wanted to push them out of the way and let him hold me. Whenever I was near him I would always stutter and secretly stare at him. I definitely love him. He was the perfect one for me. Now that I learned how he was only trying to protect me and my future I now see that I was in the wrong. I looked up and saw nobody. He was gone. I started searching for him in the snow and I couldn't find him. I soon got freezing cold and went back to the van heartbroken. As soon as I got in Lisa had a hopeful smile on her face which leaked away when she saw my face.

" I tried to tell him but he ran away," I said with a sad frown.

" I tried to tell him but he ran away," she said with a sad frown.

WHAT THE FUCK JIMIN!!!!