Since you had been in his life,

things were even more chaotic than usual.

Early mornings at six am when you

were too excited to sleep,

wanting to watch cartoons and waking him up,

an irritated sigh leaving his mouth

as you climbed onto him,

laying on his chest with your favourite blankie.

"It's too early for this shit"

He muttered under his breath.

"Why the fuck would anyone wanna watch this?

It's fucking brainless"

"It's my favourite cartoon daddy!"

You furrowed your eyebrows.

"Don't you dare insult Olivia"

"Who the fuck is olivia?"

He scoffed.

"She's the one who likes art"

You answered him quietly,

giggling softly at a funny scene.

"You're a fucking pain in the ass,

ya know that?"

He rolled his eyes at your innocence,

kissing your forehead roughly,

sliding out from underneath you,

leaving you in bed alone.

"Daddy?"

You looked at him.

"Where are you going?"

"I need a fucking cigarette"

He told you lowly,

taking one out of a pack on the nightstand,

lighting it up.

"Watch ya programmes baby.

I'll be in my office hm?"

"I hate your office"

You huffed.

"You're always in there.

Would it hurt you to stay in bed

with me for an hour?

You're the worst daddy in the world!"

"Okay?"

He raised an eyebrow at you.

"I'm gonna ignore that little outburst.

What the fuck are ya talking about huh?

I'm not always in there"

"That's a lie daddy!"

You accused him.

"You said I couldn't lie

but you can?

You are a hypocrite!"

"Did you eat a fucking ton a sugar whilst

I was asleep or some shit?"

He searched your face.

"You are really acting out today huh?"

"Oh whatever!"

You turned away from him,

focusing on the cartoon you were watching

but the credits were already rolling.

"Great!

You made me miss it you bastard!"

"What the fuck did you just say?"

He narrowed his eyes at you.

"Did ya just swear at me little girl?

I ought to wash ya mouth out with soap"

"You swear in every sentence!"

You argued with him.

"I don't give a fuck sweetheart.

Doesn't mean you can fucking do it.

Say that shit again and it will be my hand

on your little butt"

"You can't hit me!"

You defended.

"I'll call the CPS!"

"You're not actually a fucking child so good

luck with that doll"

He left you standing there,

sucking his teeth in annoyance.

"The system is fudged!"

You shouted.