monday

august 1, 2022

11:15pm

thinking about goodbye letters, i think im going to start writing and see where it leads me. probably not a good decision, but maybe it will help me cope...?

im not enjoying how silly this feels. maybe they're right about making decisions past 9pm, perhaps nothing good does come out of it.

brb. maybe.

8/1/22 update || my feelings towards this have changed, but ill continue to update from time to time as this has turned into a venting, in my feels, idk whats going on in life i will write abt it to cope, emotional brain dump mess, but i like having my own space for it and reflecting. maybe this will be my legacy lol. id like to change the cover and title to be much less attention grabby since i don't really seek as much validation nor am i as bubbly or naive, but idk what to haha. then again i also want to keep it as a reminder of how it started. geez what im i on about anymore.