Chapter 4

Neither one of us spoke. He didn't seem to be surprised that I was there, in his bed. Propping myself up on an elbow, I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear.

"You look good in my bed."

And there it was. Another comment that had my blood boiling, and my loins weeping.

"I-I" Clearing my throat I took a deep breath, "I'm sorry, I must have fallen asleep."

He grinned. Actually grinned and it was something I immediately engraved into my mind for the rest of my life. Lawrence Walker rarely grinned.

"Don't have to apologize, Bumble Bee." He drawled slowly, his voice thick and gruff. My eyes lowered my eyes to his waistline, his large fingers gripped where the towel was tucked in.

I knew I looked like an innocent little virgin when the towel dropped. If it wasn't for my one night of passion with the two brothers I still would be an unkissed virgin.

He had nicely toned thick thighs, and a wide abdomen. He had muscles upon muscles everywhere my eyes looked. Dark hair feathered his skin, and when my eyes finally settled on his cock I knew I should check my mouth for drool.

His member was thick, and longer than I remembered. It stood to attention, reaching the hard muscles of his stomach.. I shuddered remembering how he felt when he broke my barrier and pumped into me hard and slow. Dark hair was neatly trimmed around his hard muscle, his balls hung heavy between his thighs.

"Why don't you lay back?" His voice cut through the silence and it forced me to quickly meet his eyes. His eyebrows were narrowed and his eyes were like daggers into mine. I knew if my gaze faltered I would be watching as the large man, with the large hands stroke his cock and cup his balls.

"I can make you feel good, Baby." He stalked closer, and I brought my knees up, pressing my back against the bed frame.

"Law." I tried to sound confident but by the predator look on his face I knew my words only came out as a whimper.

"Tell me." He said, putting one knee on his bed. "Has another man touched you?"

I knew logically that if a man asked that question to a woman, the woman should tell him to piss off or that it was none of his damn business. That strong woman would stand up straight and walk out of the room with dignity.

Yet that woman was not me. I felt the overwhelming need to assure Law that I let no other man touch me. That I waited for him. I waited for both of them.

"I would never!"

His eyes softened, my answer noticeably pleasing him. With one hand still slowly stroking himself, I let him pull me down onto my back by gripping my ankle. The movement made my shirt rise enough, showing my flat tummy.

"Look at this." He straddled my hips, putting little of his body weight on me. Law's large finger circled my belly button, playing with the jewelry. "When did you do this?"

"Last year." I whispered, trying my hardest to even my breathing. "I did well on an exam and thought I'd treat myself."

He grunted, not really showing whether he approved or not.

"Law?"

"What?" He snarled, finally taking his eyes off my midsection.

"I never wanted anyone other than you and your brother to touch me." I confessed, turning my face into the pillow. I didn't know why I was telling him this.

I continued as both of his hands were pulling the tee shirt I wore over my chest. "You're the only men I've given myself to."

"You've always been a good girl." He murmured as he dropped my shirt to the floor and pulled down my bra to expose my breasts. "Such a shy, little thing."

I moaned as he began worship on my breasts, pinching and lowering his mouth to one and then the other. What felt like hours went by as he made love to breasts, blowing softly over the hard rips and just as passionately taking me in his mouth roughly, bruising my soft skin. I lifted my hips, begging him for some type of relief.

"I know you come undone just by me touching your breasts alone." He growled. "You're almost there already."

Shamelessly I begged for him to lower his mouth once more but he had other ideas. He had my bra off and began working on my jeans. When I was finally as naked as he, I could no longer think straight. He lowered his mouth between my thighs, kissing me softly as he opened up my wet flower.

His tongue drew circles around my opening before I felt the strong muscle penetrate my wetness. His one hand swirled around my bundle of nerves as his other forearm pinned my hips to the bed. I was coming undone in seconds, screaming and begging his name as I was swept into pure bliss.

Coming down was even harder. I wanted to cry with happiness, my chest felt tight with emotion as he gathered me into his arms and onto the bed.

Once I could steady my breathing I gathered the courage within as I straddled his hips, his cock settled between my thighs but not yet was he inside me. My small hands were trembling as they quickly went to cover my red marked breasts. Why was is so hard for me to let him see me like this?

Immediately I thought of my insecurities, scared that there was something wrong with my body that would turn him away.

"No, No.." He held each wrist in each of his well calloused hands. "Don't hide. I need to see your sexy body. I'd die if I don't"

Shocked at his admission, I moaned louder as I grinded my pussy against his member. "Law. Please, I need you inside of me."

"Only if you promise me somethin', Darling." He spoke low, serious.

I stared down at him, the temptation to tell him I love him about to slip from my lips.

"You're to never run away from me again."

A second, a minute or maybe an hour went by as I took in his words. I felt caught, like a young girl who hid her mother's lipstick or student who stole homework.

"Do you have others?"

"What?" He bellowed, turning me over back to our original position. He had my hands above my hand, his large thighs pressing mine apart.

"Do you have other women?" My words were spoken soft and I begged he heard me so I wouldn't have to repeat them. My heart pounded in my chest as I spoke again, "Like that woman at the bar?"

***

Time stood still for just a moment.

In that moment I wished I hadn't spoken and I wished whatever had made me sound so snotty wouldn't ever come to life again.

Biting my lip I listened very closely as my protector spoke.

"You want over my knee now?" He threatened, his face a mere inch from mine. His eyes were dark, almost threatening as they burned into me.

"I just want the truth." I replied. I wanted to fall into a hole. My body still ached for him but I couldn't help the overwhelming feeling of sadness at the memory of the other woman pinned against the bar while Law touched and kissed her.

"You were young. Fucking young when I took you." In one quick motion he was off me and on his feet. I hurriedly brought my knees to chest, covering my body from his piercing eyes.

He continued his rant, "I fucked you on the kitchen floor. The first time a man touched you and I had the audacity to spread your legs while you were grieving your mother."

I was shocked to hear him speak that way. I would have never thought this is how he viewed that night. I loved that he took me so passionately, I wouldn't take it back for anything.

"Law-"

"No, Baby!" He reached down and cupped his hand over my cheek. "I let myself give into you. I wanted you from the second you turned into a grown woman."

"I wanted you, too." I whispered back, leaning into his touch.

"That's good to hear." He had a bitter smirk on his face as he barked out his words, "I'm a decade older than you. I'm mean, always been and always will be. Hell! Both Colt and I are."

"I like that." I admitted, blushing. "I've always been attracted to that aspect of you."

"I know you do. You're a perfect lover. I just wish-"

When he didn't finish I pressed him further. "Tell me what you wish." I rose to my knees in front of him, reaching my hand out till my fingers clasped over his masculinity. He made my fingers look small and pale compared to the dark veined member. I leaned forward until my lips sucked his mushroom top.

I felt his hands grip my hair as a grunt escaped him.

"I wish I did it right."

I melted at his confession.

He pumped into my mouth once. I sucked the sensitive top again, feeling unsure as it was my first time. "I wish Colt and I talked to you about our feelings, told you that we wanted you to be older until-"

I opened my throat experimentally, taking as much as him as I could. Drawing back I talked funny with swollen lips. " Until what?"

"Until we married you."

With his words I felt a new burst of confidence that I had never felt in my twenty five years. Sucking and bobbing my head, doing my best to pleasure him only faltering when I felt another set of hands and the bed dip from behind.

"What a good little girl." Colt growled, his thighs on either side of mine. He parted my folds as he reached around my waist and down between my thighs. A heavy finger swirled around my bundle of nerves while another teased my tiny hole. "You keep sucking him." He commanded when I slowed to a stop, my eyes rolling back as I felt him begin to pleasure me.

Law's cock loved my mouth as Colt's finger entered me. I could feel his forehead rest against my back, his breath hot and heavy as it spanned my shoulder blades.

My whimpers were deafening in the room but I didn't seem to care. My heart was almost too big for my chest as I felt the pleasure building from my core. Their deep words encouraged my body to let go, and when Colt pressed another digit inside of me I felt myself come harder than I've ever orgasmed before.

The taste of salt filled my mouth as Law held his pulsing cock in my mouth silently asking me to swallow his seed. When I finally pulled back as I looked up at him, I felt as pathetic and sappy as a small puppy.

"That's enough for today." Law stated, his powerful arms reaching to pick me off his brother's lap."The next time we touch your body, you'll have a damn ring on your finger."

"Ring?"

"Yes." He all but barked. "Married. Mine. Ours."

Gosh he reminded me of a caveman. It shouldn't, but it turned me on like crazy!

As I stood on shaky feet on the mattress, I was level with the tall cowboy. "You want to marry me?"

Colt began speaking. He was still kneeled behind me, and had a total view of my naked ass. "And we should hurry, brother. I don't think I can not touch her."

A rough, wet tongue swiped over my folds, the feel of a crooked nose breathing in as he parted my cheeks. For a second I thought my dirtiest fantasy was going to come true but he stopped just short of my forbidden hole.

Whimpering I fell into Law and I let him take me from his brother and when I looked Colt had a smug grin on his face as he licked his lips.

Finally putting me on my feet I grabbed onto Law's hard muscled arms to steady myself.

"Why don't you put some clothes on and quit tempting us." He sneered.

I pouted wanting to argue that I hadn't asked for any of it although I knew that it'd be a lie. I told Josie I wasn't going to make a mistake again and that's exactly what I did!

"And after that? Will you go find a bombshell to make up for my inexperience?"

If a snake rattled a mile away you would have heard it. I was just as shocked that I spoke the words as they were. I sure don't know where that sass came from but a big part of me was glad I said it.

Law and Colt weren't so happy.

"I told you." Law bit out. "You were young and we were taking advantage of you. It was wrong of us- "

"No! It wasn't! If you remember correctly, I was the one who went to you! I wanted both of you." I held a steady voice as I stood between the two men. Law was as naked as I while Colt's cock was evident through his old wranglers. He had it pressed against my lower back, the material a little rough on my skin. I liked it.

"It doesn't matter. We promised we would wait for you to be older." Colt's voice sounded defeated as he stepped closer behind me causing me to sandwich between the men.

"Promised who?"

"You're Mama." Law answered solemnly. "She knew we wanted you. Hell, she knew we wanted you when you were twirling around at seventeen."

I ran my hands up his chest, the dark hair ticking between my fingers.

He continued, "She said she wanted us to be together, too. Yet she made us promise we wouldn't claim you until you were at least twenty two and were well into Vet Tech school. She didn't want you to forget your dream." The emotion in his voice made his Texas drawl sound heavy and thick.

"She knew how much I wanted to become a Vet Tech." I said with a smile.

Colt chuckled "Everyone who knows you knew that's what you wanted since you were just a young thing."

"We owed it to your mother. She took good care of us at the ranch." Law stated seriously. He hadn't let go of the grip on her hip yet.

"She loved you both." I agreed. "But I still don't understand why you were with that other woman."

At the mention of it again, Law cursed and stepped away. He clenched his fists and his heavy arms hung at his side. "I got drunk. Drank so much that I couldn't see straight."

"We both did." Colt joined, "Thought it would make us forget you. Thought if we could get any woman to fuck it would make it easier for us to wait until you were ready."

It made me angry to think they didn't think I was ready. That I had to wait for them.

"That isn't fair. Not to me or that woman." I don't think I really meant that last part, I still agreed with Josie that she was a slut!

"Well don't worry." Law said angrily as he pulled on a pair of jeans and began out the door, Colt not far behind him. "We didn't end up touching her after you showed up. We haven't had sex with anyone since you've left us."

"Well sorry to cock block you!" I cried, pushing against his chest. I could not seem to get my thoughts straight. I did not know if I was to be happy or mad. Sad or angry? I was lost.

Both men powered over me for a moment, making me feel so small that I whimpered and stumbled back onto the bed.

Then they were gone and I heard their heavy steps stomp through the house before the front door opened and slammed closed.

I wasn't sure how to feel. They didn't touch her?

I was elated yet torn. If only I had stuck around for one more year, till I turned twenty two. They were only honoring my mother's wishes and made a mistake that they admitted to. If I didn't run away for four years I wonder if I would be their wife by now? Would I be pregnant or already have bared their child?

Would we be able to forgive each other?