"All I do since I met you, is dream of you. So could you stay with, lay with me? Talking about nothing."

--- Camila Cabello

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they say when someone is kissing you, you feel Sparks, butterflies in your stomach. Explosions and fireworks everywhere.

I felt nothing like that because it is not true.

But I felt something very different than that.

I felt safe as his lips touched mine.

I felt home.

I felt finally right.

It was everything I needed in my life.

Finally, I felt free.

When his lips touched mine, I was suddenly filled with so much emotion that I didn't kiss him back. I couldn't. These emotions were too much for me.

When he realizes that I am not kissing back, he pulls back but something comes over me and I put my hand behind his neck and crush our lips together, once again.

It surprises him, but he quickly recovers. He kisses me with so much passion.

He puts his one hand on my waist and pulls this close that there is no space between our bodies. His kiss is telling me that he doesn't want to lose me.

He thinks I will disappear but what I think is, he will disappear not me.

My hand goes in his soft hair and I gently tug it. He licks my bottom lip to ask for entrance and I grant him easily by parting my lips.

When our tongues meet it is something else. I know he is the one.

His mouth really tastes like chocolate.

Is this real?

After a while, I break the kiss and fill my lungs with air. He presses his forehead against mine.

My eyes are closed but when I open them, Christian is already staring at me.

"That was..." I say.

"Wow." He completes. I nod my head and bite my lip.

He gives me a simple peck.

He surprises me with a tight hug. He kisses my head and takes my hand taking me toward the car.

He opens the door for me and gets me seated and buckled. He goes around to the driver's seat.

We travel in silence until I decide to break it.

"Christian?"

"Yeah?" He glances at me.

"Where exactly are we? This place seems unfamiliar." I take in my surroundings.

"We are in a town, two hours away from Seattle."

"Oh. So where are we going?" I beam.

"It's a surprise and we are almost there." He says smiling at me.

I wait for at least 10 minutes when an amusement Park catches my eye.

"Here we are."

I get out of the car and seeing so many rides, I run into Christian's arms and hug him tight. "Thank you so much."

"Your welcome Princess." He takes my hand. "Now let's go, there is another surprise after this."

We run towards the entrance. Christian pays for the entry ticket. He refuses to let me pay.

"Where to first?" He asks.

"Um, the roller coaster!" I jump.

"Roller coaster it is." He gives me one of his breathtaking smiles.

After the roller coaster, we went on many many rides. We ate some snacks and Christian bought me giant cotton candy.

We took many pictures as well. More like Christian took my pictures when I wasn't looking.

We even went to the photo booth and got some crazy snaps.

Christian took the one put in his wallet where we were looking at each other with a soft smile.

He even won me many toys from the game booths. Even though I said it was fine.

Right now we are sitting on top of the Ferris wheel.

I am looking at my surroundings when Christian calls me.

"Ria?"

I turn to him and my breath hitches in my throat. His face was inches away from me.

"Yeah?" I whisper.

"Would it be totally cliche if I kiss you right now?" He breathes out making his breath hitting my lips.

"Yeah, totally." I let out a nervous chuckle.

"Well, I think we need a little cliche in our life."

His breath hitting my lips makes me lick them.

He tilts his face and comes closer and closer to me.

My eyes close and after it feels like an eternity his lips are pressed to mine and this time it is slow, soft, and gentle.

He puts a hand on a cheek gently caressing it. We break our kiss and rest our foreheads together.

This is the moment I know that I like him.

I like Christian Freaking Amore.

And no one in the world can change it.

Before we could exchange words the Ferris Wheel comes to a stop and we get off hand in hand.

"Let's go to the next surprise?"

I nod at him shyly.

We get out of the amusement park and get in the car.

After a few minute's drive, we are near the woods and not a single soul is here.

Christian takes the car through some weird ways and we end up at a cliff.

He takes my hand and takes me towards the hood of the car and makes me sit there. He stands next to me not leaving my hand.

My small hand in his large one fits perfectly.

The sun setting in front of me looked beautiful.

"It's so beautiful." I voice out my thoughts.

"It is." I turn to see he is looking at me.

"That was so cheesy," I say shyly.

"But that's true. You are so beautiful that even the sun and moon don't stand a chance." He moves his hand to my cheek cupping it making me lean into it.

"You are very beautiful Victoria. The most beautiful woman I have ever laid my eyes on." He continues and comes to stand between my legs.

My legs circle his waist. His one hand goes to my bare thigh. His warm one meets my bare cold stomach.

Feeling my coldness he gives me his jacket. I wear it and the sleeves are so huge on me. It leaves him in his wife-beater.

We look into each other's eyes when we both start to lean in. Our lips press together for the third time today and I know now, I'm addicted.

He is the perfect addition.

The best kind of addiction.

The kiss is sweet, soft, and short. We break apart and stay in each other's arms. He is still standing in between my legs.

"Now talk to me Victoria." He says after a while.

"Talk about what?" I furrow my eyebrows.

He sighs. "About last night princess."

"There's nothing to talk about," I mumble looking down.

"Tell me what's bothering you."

"Remember what I told you last night about my dreams?" I ask.

"Yeah." He nods looking at me attentively.

"I can not overcome my fear of water. I have been to so many therapists, tried so many times but it never worked." I explain.

"What did the doctors say?" He asks.

"Whatever happened to me was not an accident." I ignore his question.

"What do you mean?"

"Someone tried to kill me Christian."

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