《Ashes Of You And I (Completed) | ✔️》- 3: Are you lost, babygirl? -
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I groan as my slumber was disrupted by the stupid alarm.
'Calm your tits Nikki I'm up... ' I thaught slapping my alarm shut, as I tried to open my eyes but end up squinting them due to the sunlight beaming into my room through the window that I probably left open. I groan again turning to the other side, already regretting being awake.
After contemplating my life for a few more minutes I finally yawn, pulling off the sheets I gracefully landed on the floor... and by gracefully I mean, my legs getting tangled in the sheets as I fall face first on the cold, hard floor.
'What a start... '
I was never a morning person. Just the thought of waking up just makes me want to rip someone's hair out. I definitely get that from my dad as I remember that one time when we had an early flight and Alec tried to wake him up and ended up with a black eye.
I chuckle at the memory and entered the bathroom to brush my teeth. Standing in front of the mirror, there was one thought nagging me.
'Would they recognize me? '
I stood there looking, really looking at myself as I let myself really see the changes 3 years can bring in a person.
My brown hair that used to be a curly, frizzy mess now lies waist length in soft waves. My body changed the most, as I was now toned from all the training and fights. My ears that used to be bare had a lot more holes in them with different accessories hanging, more precisely, 4 in each ear. I know that sounds like a lot but I quite like them on, it almost makes me look non-approachable, which was exactly the point. My teeth were a set of straight pearly whites, thanks to the torturous years of having braces. I also preferred wearing lenses when I'm not home, after I ended up losing like, a dozen of my glasses. So, my eyes were more clearly seen, which now that I notice is probably the only feature that hasn't changed.
I got my soft blue eyes from my mom and that was the only thing I liked about myself back when I was a profound loser. But now when I look at myself, my lovely pair of eyes is what I hate the most. Why? Because I can still see glimpses of the weak 14 year old girl when I look into them, the irony.
Would they recognise me?
Me. The old me.
She was weak.
I'm strong.
She was timid.
I'm loud.
She was an angel.
I own hell.
I scoffed, there's no way anyone would recognise me. As much as that thought should've hurt me, it didn't. Instead, an amazing plan started to brew in my head.
I smirked at the thought as I walked out of the bathroom after freshening up and walked into my closet.
I wasn't stupid, I knew I wouldn't be able to pull off the whole being-undercover thing, as much I'd love that, because let's face it, in some way or another I would definitely be involved in drama because I think we have established the fact that I lack the basic amount of patience. My plan is to simply avoid drama, to stay in the shadows and observe, for as long as I can. I want to have a quiet first day and just notice the surroundings and people for any potential threats.
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I chose a pair of white shorts and a light pink crop top, along with white sneakers, with a plan to somehow blend in.
" EMILY YOU BETTER BE UP AND READY OR I'M LEAVING WITHOUT YOU! " I heard Alec yell.
Alec. Fuck I totally forgot about him.
He hasn't changed much over the years, he was always Mr. Perfect. He maintained grades that were above average along with being good at sports. He discovered fashion way before I did and was loved by all.
The fact that I was his younger sister didn't help the bullying. Instead, I was more openly judged for being the way I was, which Alec didn't know about, of course. When he eventually found out about it, he was furious and I'm just glad we had shifted by then, for him to do something he'd regret.
We usually ride together to the school because we don't see the point in taking two cars to school but today this settlement could ruin my plan. If we enter school together, people would immediately recognise Alec and it won't take a genius to connect the dots and figure out that I'm his little sister.
There's really no particular reason why people can't know who I am. I know that they eventually will. I've just learnt a lot in the past couple of years. A lot about myself. About other people. And let's just say that my trust issues are pretty extreme. I just wanna get used to the environment and the people before getting noticed. And I've already been in enough drama to last me a lifetime so I kind of deserve a few days of peace and oblivion.
'Quick. Come up with an excuse.' I thought frantically.
"I'LL MEET YOU AT SCHOOL." I yelled back, hoping he doesn't ask anymore questions and just leave like a normal human.
The sound of doors slamming filled my room making me wince and I turn to see a very inhuman Alec at the door to my room with a confused look on his face.
"But it's our first day, that too in that goddamn school." He says, emphasising 'that' with a disgusted look. We both know that he doesn't personally hate the city or the school, it's just because of the way I was treated and affected that he's being protective. "I don't think it's a good idea for you to walk in there alone."
As sweet as it was that he was looking out for me, I know what he means by that. He's going to glare at every single person there, basically asking them to back off from his little sister.
Now the thing is, I don't just want to be known as Alec's little sister, I want people to know me as Emily. The new Emily. The one who doesn't let people walk all over her, one who isn't a pushover.
"I've got something to take care of, before I leave. I'll be fine." I say calmly, while I internally pray again that he just leaves.
"Something to take care of? And what would that be?" He asked, definitely trying to get on my nerves as he leans against the doorframe, casually. I mentally smirk as an amazing idea pops up in my head.
"Yup. Girl problems." I say in a monotone, making his eyes widen and look away.
I smirk as I got just the reaction I expected.
It's literally so funny and adorable how boys get so scared of the said girl problem. Like, if you wanna get rid of a boy just throw a tampon at him. Preferably an unused one, unless he's being really annoying.
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Alec shuffled out into the hall and looked back. "Okay... Well uh I'll see you at school I guess. Call me if you uh need anything or if you run into any trouble instead of handling it yourself." He stutters, trying to be serious failing miserably because he was clearly uncomfortable. "Also you probably should consider wearing a darker colour." He said pointing at my white shorts before turning and disappearing from the hall.
I sigh in relief as I hear him walking down the stairs.
I stay in the room for a couple more minutes just to be sure that he has left before finally grabbing my bag with one last look in the mirror.
I envy the girls who have the time and consistency to wake up every morning and do their hair and make-up. I don't hate make-up but the idea of spending about half an hour just to end up with two different wings on my eyes doesn't sound very inviting to me, so I stick to the basics that is mascara and lip balm.
I walk towards the kitchen and grab an apple from the fridge before walking towards the garage and towards my car, a matte black Mercedes AMG gt.
I get in just when I hear a ping from my phone, signalling I got a text.
Reaching in 10. What bout you?
I'm on my way too...
It took her half a second to respond.
You haven't left home yet, have you?
What? Me? Late? On the first day of school? No way.
Just get in your goddamn car and come soon. I swear if you leave me alone for more than 2 minutes on the first day of a new school in your hometown, I will skim you alive.
Uh...
Love you. Drive safe
And I was in my car already, just by the way.
I put my phone down as I roll my eyes at the creature called Lexi.
Well, what she said, does make sense. She doesn't know anyone here. Well, it isn't any better for me either cuz the people who knew me would a hundred percent not recognise me but that's besides the point.
At least I've been here and I know my way around the school.
I drive a little over the speed limit and groan when I see the school come into view.
As soon as I drove in through the main gate my eyes widened in realisation that I fucked up. All the eyes were on me, well more specifically my car.
So much for not being noticed.
Okay. That's okay, the staring would've been worse if I arrived with Alec.
I spotted Lexi's white Audi R8 V10 and parked parallel to it and if I do say so myself, I did that with zero effort.
I took a deep breath before looking around. It's not like they're not used to expensive cars coming into the school, the school is lined up with all sorts of sports cars you can imagine, but I guess seeing not one, but two unfamiliar cars parked together might be the reason why our cars are being stared at like hawks.
And I say car because the windows of my car is tinted so no one can actually see me yet. I take this fact to my advantage and take a moment to gather my thoughts because they wander without my consent.
I step out of the car with one last glance around and almost immediately hear tiny gasps from here and there. I restrain from looking around and focus on Lexi as I see her walking towards me, looking annoyed.
"I've been waiting for 2 minutes and 43 seconds. Where the fuck were you?" She said as soon as we meet.
I rolled my eyes at that.
"Seriously? Chill it's just school and I drove over the speed limit to get here so shut the fuck up." I said and guided her towards the main building of the school.
"Just school? People were staring at me like I'm some kind of meat. Oh well scratch that they still are, worse actually, now that you're here." She whisper yelled looking around making me chuckle at how dramatic she is.
"Chill they won't eat you I promise, just ignore them." I said as we walk down the hall with between a sea of students who miraculously part way for us. I cringe at how cliche the situation is. If we were in a movie, we'd be the mysterious new students of a school walking in, in slow motion. Ew.
We reach the reception and got our schedule and locker numbers. Luckily, our lockers are just 5 lockers away.
We walk towards our lockers when I hear Lexi groan beside me.
"I have math. Please tell me you have math too." She said looking at me with desperation.
"Lucky for you, I do."
"Thank god. I can at least disturb you, rather than being bored."
I gave her a dirty look as we turned a corner and were between students again. It was now that I noticed that literally everyone was looking at us. Girls threw us glares as their boyfriends (probably) were busy checking us out.
I was used to the attention, just not here. This was the place where people didn't look at me twice, called me names and just straight up, didn't like me. This place, where I'm now being stared at, like I'm a showstopper of some sort.
I shake my head at the narrow minded people and continued guiding Lexi towards our class, stopping here and there to show her some rooms that she has classes in later on, so she doesn't get lost without me till we had like 5 minutes till the class starts.
We almost reached our class when an oddly familiar voice made me stop in my tracks.
"Are you lost, babygirls?"
I stopped myself from turning immediately, and earning myself a possible whiplash, as curiousity burnt inside me to see why the voice seemed so familiar.
Lexi looked at me, confused.
This isn't the first time a guy has approached us with the exact same, lame-ass line but we didn't even wait to glance at them. Yet here, I stopped.
And it begins. I thought as a smirk grew on my face.
If I won't go unnoticed, fine. I'll improvise.
With that thought, I slowly turned faking a lost look, just like any new girl in an unfamiliar school.
But as I turned, I had to use every bit of control in me to stop my eyes from widening in surprise as I stood there staring at 2 painfully familiar faces.
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