Y/n's Point Of View.

My hands were shaking as I look at the letter I wrote 6 years ago.. the later that I wrote while two guns were pointed at me.

I glanced back at him, tearing the paper apart in front of him. He showed no reaction to it.

I have no words to say anymore, so I turned my back at him and was ready to leave. But I was suddenly pulled in a strong embrace.

Since I was one stair below him. My ears were on his chest as his arms are wrapped around me. I could hear his heartbeat and the way his chest moves when he breaths.

"Don't leave me again, please."

It feels like he triggers something in me that made my lips tremble slightly as my vision started to get blurry because of the water in my eyes.

"I don't want anyone else.." he added.

"Ran, let me-"

"That was 6 years of suffering, Y/n. Please let it end here.." his voice was gentle, to the point that I could feel how painful his words are.

"Wait I need to explain.."

"It's okay, I'll forget about the letter.. I'll erase everything, just stay here with me and don't go elsewhere."

How can I explain my side when he's being like this. I was hurt because I can feel that he's also hurt. My love for him didn't fade, it's somewhere in me..

"It's not what you think-"

"Mommy!" The door barge open, and saw Rin looking pale as ever. "Kei passed out!"

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"She's okay, she's just burning with fever. But she's definitely fine." Alice then replaced the towel on her forehead.

I released a breath, I was worried sick when Rin came to tell me that. Knowing how I raised them, they're perfectly healthy and strong.

"Thank you so much, Alice." I smiled at her.

She nodded and pick up the basin on the floor before leaving the room. I was sitting next to Kei while her sister was on her other side.

"Mommy, my head hurts so bad.. I don't like it." Kei started tearing up as she complained.

"It will go away soon, you need to rest a lot so it will go away faster okay? Don't cry, it will only worsen the situation."

"Do you want me to sing for you? So you can sleep?" Rin spoke.

Kei nodded her head as Rin positioned herself closer to her. But I frowned when Rin didn't start singing.

"But.. but I'm shy." She looked away.

I glance behind me, I think she was talking about her father. I chuckled as I stood up from the bed.

"I'll go out with your dad, take care of your little sister for me okay?" I feel like I needed to talk to him.

Rin nodded her head, I signaled Ran to leave the room with me and he obeyed.

"Your my twin, I'm your twin.. we stick together through thick and thin."

I heard Rin's singing voice before I even closed the door. I smiled looking at them, they really love each other.

I leaned over to the staircase in front of our room. As Ran was standing beside me, I was a bit anxious because he was intensely looking at me.

"Tell me what happened." He says.

I sighed, this is going to be a long story. But I will find a way to make it short and detailed.

"I did went back to Japan to fix things with your dad. I met your mother on my way out from his company, we got into an argument and she was the one who gave me this scar... that you called hideous."

"After that, I went back to the mansion to get all my belongings to go back to France immediately. But your mother was there again, she surrounded his men on me and took me... she kept me in a dark basement and force me to write that letter to you. It was also the same day I found out that I was pregnant."

"I know my mother is cruel, but I don't think she can do things like that." He cut me off. "When you came back to Japan she was out of the country so that's impossible."

I cannot believe he was defending his mother even if I'm already here stating nothing but facts.

"You think I will just make up these lies? Why the fuck would I run away with a man after begging you to stay with me?" I yelled at him, I was frustrated because he was also doubting me.

"You had no idea how much I suffered, how much your kids suffered because of your mother! And you.. you were not there to save us because you don't trust me enough.. you fully assumed that I'm a real cunt." Ran was silent as I spoke.

"You told me that I can't give you a better life, you told me that you don't want to be with someone like me... don't act like you're the only one who suffered." He said in his defense.

"What is wrong with your brain? I was in hell for 6 years while you live your life the fullest, you're probably surrounded with hoes while I worry about surviving after giving birth to the twins. Your mother didn't even take me to the hospital and let me labor by myself." Tears started to form in my eyes.

"I was worried about my life and their life too! All I ever wished for is for you to find me! Your mother treats us like slaves, she hurts your kids.. she fucking call them names like stupid, a whore, and an accident. Ran they're too young for those!"

"And now you're telling me that I'm lying? Where were you when I needed you the most? I raised them alone because of your stupid mindset, your broken feelings! And your fragile emotions!"

I was finished with my rant as the man was just silent. Those weren't even half of the things his mother did to me.

"Now if you still doubt me, and join your brother into saying that they're not your kids. Then I have no reason to stay here.. I'll leave-"

"No!"

My eyes grew wide as I just saw him kneeling down in front of me. He hugged my waist tight, I never thought that this would happen..

"Don't leave, please. Don't leave me."

My heart softened after hearing his small sobs, what am I going to do to him? It seems like he's traumatized by the word 'I'm leaving you'.

I don't wanna see him like this.

"Get up."

He shakes his head, "You're going to leave and take my kids away from me.. I don't want that."

Now he's acting like Kei.. I can definitely see the way Kei acts like this.

I sighed, "Get up, seriously.. just get up."

"I don't want." He shakes his head.

Seriously, what am I going to do to him? I force him to remove his grip from me. As I sat down to be on his level.

I cleared his face from his hair as I wipe away his tears. It hurts me that he didn't look for me all these years, but it destroys me even more seeing him like this. This isn't the Ran that I met who's all cocky and bold.

"I won't be leaving unless you give me a reason to leave."

The man didn't answer, but instead he burst into tears again like a little kid as he placed his head on my lap, hugging my waist.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry for every pain that you suffered because of me." He started mumbling as he cried. "I don't like to hear your suffering cause it pains me as well. I'm so sorry for being a jerk, Y/n.. please don't leave me."

I don't even wanna leave him in the first place.

"It's so hard without you around, I feel so empty. I can't loose you again, I don't want to."

I kinda find it cute how this man is literally 36 years old and he's crying like his children. I just sat there and listen to him mumble while sniffing.

"I will do everything for you, I will give you and our children a better life. I promise you that."

It kinda made my heavy heart lightened knowing that he's really sincere. I just realized how much he loves me that even 6 years of separation cannot hide that.

"Ran, I never really meant what was written on that letter.. do you understand?"

I tilted my head to look at his face. And to my surprise, he already fell asleep.

A/n: ask ko lng po, normal lng po bang mag lasang paksiw yung dapat na adobo? 😠