*Sanyas POV*

"Well i'm here, u got my attention" I say as I close the door to the car.

"Was u really going to shoot me?" Trey asked immediately.

"I don't kno, maybe" I reply.

"U look good" Trey says, smirking.

"I know, what do you want" I reply back as serious as possible. I don't know but the little things he says always makes me feel some type of way. Always and forever will.

"What happened between u and your mother i should've never allowed. I should've never allowed you to walk out that door. I should've never allowed you to take the blame all by yourself. For everything I put you through i'm honestly sorry." He says, seriously.

The way he can just switch from goofy to serious will always be amazing to me.

I feel him staring at the side of my face as i'm staring out the window. Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry, "i'm honestly sorry" is all i've been wanting from him.

"Can you look at me" He says.

I take a deep breath in and turn my face towards him. I look up, my eyes searching for

his until they finally connect. I don't really know the word to describe this feeling.

Stuck, yeah that's it, stuck in his look, stuck in him. I feel like we was like this for hours until I finally came back.

Continuing with eye contact I say "An apology is all I have been wanting from you. An sincere apology correction. Trey you just"

I stop, getting nervous for what i was about to say. I stop the eye contact and look down. I take a breath.

"You just" I begin to say before I was cut off.

"Look at me love" He says, brushing his hand lightly over my chin.

I get chills through my body with his touch. All this practice on turning it off has completely been dismissed with one conversation, with one touch.

I finally look up after pulling myself together seeing a smirk on his face.

"You were just the right person at the perfect time for me. I was going through it and without even knowing you helped me. And pulled me out of that bad place. I thought my first boyfriend was my first love but after considering it was you." I say, taking a breath after the last part.

He opens his mouth to respond but I say something first.

"But with that came heartbreak and pain and betrayal. I trusted you with my life, my mind, my body, my soul. And you betrayed it all, every factor of me. I was hurt for a long time, I truly almost fell off the wagon. But i'm over that, i understand, your need is to be with my mom and my need is to be with someone else" I say, seeing his face shift at my last part.

"Sometimes first loves were only made to be just that, first loves. Nothing more" I say, as my eyes begin to water.

We stare at eachother a while longer and i feel the tear falling down my cheek. He takes his hand, wiping it away while leaving his hand on my cheek.

It takes me a few seconds but i lay on it, using my hand to hold his. As if we're getting ready to let go of eachother. I held his hand while i rest my cheek on his and feel the tears begin to fall down.

He removes his hand and grabs my arm, pulling me to his side. I sit on his lap, facing him, straddling him. He grabs my arms wrapping them around his neck and hugs me tightly.

This. This is what i needed. Not him trying to turn this conversation sexual or him trying to laugh and joke about it. This. No words, just emotions.

He lets go taking his hands to wipe my face. We connect eyes as he does so and I was ready to risk it all again. But we're now at an understanding.

"I am truly sorry babygirl, hurting you was never an intention" Trey says, softly.

I nod my head as I am unable to speak. Im biting my lip as a way to hold in the tears. I lay my head on his chest and he wraps his arms around my body. We sit like this for a while.

Me taking my time remembering his smell and touch. Him taking his time remembering my body and movements.

I lift my head up looking into his eyes. What's the saying "If you want something you have to take it because nobody is ever going to give it to you". Yeah, let's go with that.

I put my hands on both sides of his face.

"Sanya" He says, slowly.

"Don't call me that" I reply.

"Love? Babygirl? Nya?" He questions.

"All" I say, leaning in for the kiss.

It doesn't take him a long time to kiss me back. He moves one of his hands to the back of my neck, pulling me closer to him, while his other hand stays on my back.

I move my hands to his hair as we continue kissing. Do you guys see fireworks? This kiss was the most passionate and emotional kiss i ever had.

He groans lightly as i bite his lip, fuck his groans always did something for me. I begin moving my body against him and now we're both breathing heavy.

"Nya" He says, as a warning.

"Shh" I reply

"One last time" I say.

He doesn't seem to question it because he begins kissing on my neck. As he's doing that I untie his sweats and pull them down. The shorts that I had on, he helps me take off.

I begin ripping his shirt off and he takes it as his opportunity to rip mine. I stop him.

"I have to go back in the house, want Lucas to see me" I question.

"I truly don't care, he can't touch you like I can" He says, ripping my shirt.

I smirk against his lips as we begin to kiss again. Definitely can't touch me like he can. Clothes are being ripped left to right like animals in the jungle.

Our kiss deepens and i'm getting very impatient. Trey moves his finger down to the exact spot i want him to touch. As if he was reading my mind about what I wanted.

"You're already soaked for me" He says.

I moan softly into his shoulder, with other ppl that i've been with. It's always just the pleasure, but Trey. It's his words, his moans, his touch, his look, his control and many fucking more.

"Hurry up" I say, getting very impatient.

I know he's smirking right now because he knows what he's doing. He wants me to take him, not the other way around. I didn't want to crack first and give him the benefit but fuck it.

I pull down his boxers and slowly insert him inside of me. We both moan to the feeling, a long time overdue.

A lot of soft and loud moans were happening in the car. The loud ones Trey covered with a kiss or I covered by moaning into his shoulder. Our bodies are sticking together because of the sweat.

His hands move to my butt as he's moving my hips forward and back faster.

"Fuckkkk" I moan.

He moves his other hand to my throat and the one that was on ass to my back. With his hand on my throat he pushes me back, with my body shaped like a c.

My boobs are fully exposed to him and he takes them into his mouth. One at a time, pleasuring them. While my moans are barely able to come out because of the pressure on my neck.

I smirk, why can't i be fucked like this all the time. He moves faster inside of me, with every movement it's getting harder and faster.

Moan after moan after moan.

The "Fuckkkks" The "Mmmms" The "Oh my godds" Is all that is filling up the car.

He lets go and I immediately fall back into his shoulder. A bitch is tired. How do men be in control for so long. And with me being in control, Trey is doing all the right things. Hitting all the right spots.

Trey giggles, "Don't quit on me now" He says.

And right there I feel like he was challenging my stamina. So i had to prove him wrong.

I sit up, riding him fast and slow and fast and slow. Speeding up, just to slow back down and tease him.

"Fuckkk" He moans.

Yes, I feel accomplished. All the word moans were from me and now I made him say one.

I smirk and he sees it, kissing me.

While he's kissing me, i slow back down.

He backs away, breathless.

"Stop doing that" He lightly says.

I giggle, biting his lip and riding him faster.

Shit i'm gonna cum.

"Shitt" I say moaning, out of breath.

"Mhm" Trey says cocky, automatically knowing what's going on.

He lifts my butt up off his lap a little, moving faster inside of me.

"Fuckkkkk" I moan.

I feel myself getting close to my orgasm and I want to stop because I want him to orgasm first. Yes everything is a competition with us.

I try to sit back down.

"Mm mm, not happening" Trey says, lifting me back up, slightly.

I giggle.

I look down at Trey, by his facial expression, he's close too.

"I'm gonna win" I say, breathless.

"In your dreams" He replies, breathless.

He stops, before slamming back into me, without warning.

I moan loudly, now that one, Lucas probably heard.

Treys phone rings, i look seeing it's his dad.

I take it, declining the call, fuck that man.

He smirks, slamming into me again.

"Oh my god" I moan covering my mouth this time.

I'm close, i'm so close and I been holding out for as long as I can. And once again it's as if Trey was reading my mind. He says the magic words.

"Cum for me babygirl" He lowly says.

And with that I do, holding on to the roof of the car with one hand. Biting my other hand to stop the moan and crashing into Trey once i was done shaking.

And i guess that was enough for him because he removes himself, cumming onto my butt.

I lay on him restless and he grabs my face, kissing me again.

He uses his ripped shirt to wipe himself off of me.

"That just happened" He says.

"Yup" I reply.

"And what do you call that" He ask.

"Goodbye Sex" I say, smiling.

His phone rings again, he takes it answering it.

"Go get Sanya and Lucas, meet at checkpoint, we have business to do." His dad immediately says.

"Ok" Trey replies hanging up.

"Fuck i'm tired" I say.

"You? I'm fucking tired" Trey says.

I suck my teeth and lay back down on his chest.

He smacks my ass.

"Go shower" He says.

"Be back in 15" He continues.

"Sir yes sir" I reply.

I look around seeing that I can't find my clothes. Trey notices and laughs.

I lightly punch his chest "It's not funny" I say.

He reaches behind him, grabbing a shirt.

"Here" He says.

I put it on and hop out the car.

"So we have an understanding?" I question.

"Yeah" He replies.

I smile before running back into the house.

From the window I see him pull off, I turn around about to head for the stairs.

"You were loud" Lucas says.

I lightly jump, "You scared me" I reply, ignoring his comment and walking upstairs,

"We have to discuss this Sanya" He shouts from the bottom of the stairs.

"No we don't" I shout back, heading for the shower.