I want to sleep,

but how can I knowing that nothing is alright

I want to smile,

but how can I knowing it would make me tired

I want to hide my face in your chest,

but how can I knowing my identity is so fake

I want to caress you in my arms,

but how can I knowing that I'm not getting fine

I want to wake up in a whole other place,

but how can I knowing that I'm too afraid

I want to go skinny dipping on a moonlit night,

but how can I knowing that my brain is fragile

I want to laugh,

but how can I knowing that one day I'll fade away

I want to quit this habit,

The one which keeps me up at nights,

The one that wants to eat me alive,

The one with no boundaries to respect,

The one which gives me sorrows instead,

The one which is bound to happen,

The one which is termed as overthinking,

It sets a silent auction,Of all my dreams,

and just look at the irony

I don't even bleed

So tonight it comes to an end

All my problems are solved,

With the greatest grin of all

I know what I want

It is very simple,just like wrinkles

I need to understand that want is just a myth and need is all I have.