I miss our FaceTime calls

The ones where you would actually

Pay attention to what I had to say

And we would laugh like we had no

Cares in the world- the world was our oyster

And we couldn't imagine it without

Each other in it;

I miss feeling like I was safest in your arms

The times when you would turn over in your sleep And hug me so tight it was like nothing

Could get to me.

I don't even remember what went wrong,

How we were torn apart by such fickle things

We were already broken but we didn't have to

Do each other so badly in the end

You were my first love and I will always

Remember you with a fondness and hatred

Because you stabbed me in the back when

You could have just faced me like a man