I just read Phan TM and I sobbed so hard it was horrible.

And not like teary eyes and being sad. I cried so much I had to cover my mouth not to wake anyone up. And there were tears stream on down my face and I was crying so hard my shoulders were shaking and my pillow is actually wet. And I'm not joking my chest actually hurts. Like idek but it hurts and I feel like I'm suffering from actual fucking heart break. And I'm not exaggerating when I say I've been crying for three hours. Cuz I started reading at midnight and it's currently three am and I p much sobbed the whole way through.

I knew it was sad but i didn't know it was that sad jfc. I feel like I actually just lost a friend and I'm just so done.

I actually woke up my cousin (whom I'm babysitting) bc I sobbed slightly too loud. She was only half awake so she went back to sleep right away, thank god.

It was a beautiful story tho and I strongly suggest it if u enjoy going through immense emotional pain or if u simply have no soul.