Awkwardly I stand,

Watching the girls practice, including Jennie. Her eyes looked so raw and so lost to my misleading actions.

Hands inside my pockets, I rock myself back and forth, waiting for Rosè to notice my presence.

Once she did, she waved her hand and smiled widely. I was left with the only exception, of smiling back.

The thrill of being lonely here, made me want to back home but Rosè motioned for me to come closer, and once I did. She embraced me in a tight hug.

Jennie watched me, being wrapped in someone else's arms, her face looked pale and so angry, and I couldn't even understand why.

Why did she care..?

"Girls, I wanna introduce you to my new friend—". Chaeyoung was cut off by Jennie's sarcastic laugh, "You call her a friend now?".

Rosè raised her eyebrows, and crossed her arms, standing in front of me over protectively. "Yes, does that bother you Jennie?".

Jennie wickedly stares deep in my eyes, "So foolish". She muttered and walked away to her boyfriend.

When she kissed him, her eyes never left mine.

And it left me in pain, but despite that. I looked away and smiled.

My heart was breaking, piece by piece and I encountered the pain by a fainted gaze at the sky.

I shrugged my head and made my way out of the scene but Rosè pulled my wrist, stopping me. "Wait for me, I will go get my bag and then we can leave".

"But I—".

"I'm not leaving you, whether you like it or not". Rosè gave me the most soft and serious expression and looked sympathetically at me.

And no one did ever look at me like that. Like I was worth something.

But was it all for nothing?