Weeks passed,

Months became so easy and just as fast, Rosè became so close to me. She confessed and I gave it a chance.

We would go on dates, and the beautiful girl would smile. But, her smile wasn't Jennie's.

She reminded me of you, but I knew it was useless to feel this way when you weren't mine. And, you made sure to remind me of it.

Class ends, and I was the last one to leave.

Rosè was sick today, and couldn't make it so I gathered my stuff, and walked in slow movements to the hallway. Hearing the silence - was enough to make my feelings thunder inside my heart.

And there she was, the woman that I helplessly fell for - leaning against the locker with an opened gaze.

I tried to escape you, but everything was useless when you pulled me back.

Jennie's smile shone, but it wasn't that smile, that would reach her eyes, "Why're you so eager to leave today?".

"Jennie..". I whisper, "Let me go".

"And what if I don't?".

I gulped, and you inched closer, feeling the heat reach my cheeks as you grazed it with your thumb. "You won't do anything about it, because you want me. Not her".

Emotions started to overwhelm me, but you saw my weakness even if I didn't want to show it in front of you.

"Admit it, I know you want me".

I cleared my throat, and opened my mouth to speak, to push my feelings away and to confront them. But once you pulled me in, and locked our lips together. Tears ran uncontrollably down my cheeks.

Your lips were soft, so delicate but you didn't want me and I couldn't do it anymore Jennie.

With that I pushed her away, and slapped her. "You jerk.. you.. you stole my first kiss". I sobbed harder as she looked down in guilt.

I ran away, and broke down crying in the parking lot, but she would never understand.

She was Jennie.. and I was no one.