I didn't realise how long an actual week was, well five days without seeing my girls.

I know I've spoken to them and text them all day as well as see their beautiful faces on FaceTime but it's not the same.

I can't believe how much I'm missing, I should be there with them helping Bailey get her last minute bits for school or just spending all the time possible till she goes back to school and i'll be restricted to seeing her on weekends and holidays only.

Killer, Kid and Doc have been secretive as well, they don't think I know but I can tell they are planning something. I hope it's nothing serious I don't think we can handle another big surprise.

Me and Ghost have gone back to normal, Jodie literally jumped on me when I arrived. I didn't think she would of missed me so much but clearly she did.

She told me all about their honeymoon they had when Ghost got out and how they had the most amazing time in Greece.

She also told me about Khloe when she was pregnant and showed me a memory box she made for me, it had all pictures of the scans and pictures of Khloe, she looked more beautiful when she was pregnant then she does now.

'Oh my, look how tiny she was!' I said pointing to a picture of Bailey sleeping with a elephant teddy.

'Still can't make her love for elephants disappear aye?' Jodie said laughing and smiling at it.

'What's this?' I said to Jodie when I held something up that was wrapped up.

'Oh my god! I forgot about that, open it.' she said excitedly.

When I opened it I saw it was a picture frame. I cried, literally bawling out my eyes.

It was a picture of Khloe and Bailey when she was newborn, it looks like she had just given birth and Bailey was wearing a baby grow that says 'my daddy is better then yours'.

'She never excluded you from the birth. She had lots of personalised things that mentioned you and the club. If you've seen her coat you'll see.' she said holding up another picture of the same leather coat I saw her wear a few weeks ago.

'Why?' I said shocked.

'You was gone from here but never from her heart. Bailey is as much as yours as she is Khlo's, she didn't want you to miss out even though you wasn't there.' She said handing me a picture of Bailey about 5 year old holding a sign that says 'my daddy is an artist what's yours?'.

'What's this?' I said pointing to it.

'It was a show and tell at her pre-school about her parents. Khloe wanted her to talk about you so they both made the sign for her to take to school.' Kane said coming from the kitchen and looking at the picture.

'She really made me involved didn't she?' I said speechless.

'My sister is amazing, she was heartbroken but still brought bailey up to be the most well behaved mannered little girl we know, well until you steal her ice-cream.' Kane said laughing at the memory.

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I'm seeing my girls tomorrow and I couldn't be more excited. I ended up finding a big teddy elephant, it wasn't over the top but it was big enough.

I've tried all day to speak to Khloe but she's been so busy with getting everything ready for Bailey to go back to school on Monday that we haven't really spoken.

I bought Khloe a beautiful necklace with the letter B on for Bailey or Blake, whatever way she wants to see it!

I even got a new tattoo to surprise them both with.

For Bailey I got a beautiful elephant tattoo on my chest.

For Khloe I got our finger prints joint together on my ring finger.

That woman will be my wife, she will be the only one who wears my ring. I will make sure of it.

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I had to wait for Killer to take me to the airport because I couldn't ride my bike with my suitcase and he offered.

'Looking forward to seeing the girls!' He asked making conversation.

'Yeah, I can't believe Bailey goes back to school on Monday. She's a little sassy diva, she wanted the best clothes to show off. Did Khloe tell you that she had to go and buy her kickers because she's seen older children wear them 50 quid for a pair of shoes she'll get bored of in a few days?' I said shaking my head knowing we do spoil her.

'I remember you and the boys being like that.' He said shaking his head.

'I know, and she wanted her hair cut because it was too long and not in the style? She's 6 for fuck sake she shouldn't be following the fashion!' I said annoyed.

'Ah the joys of girls. Wait till she's a teenager, you're going to be her least favourite person.' he said and I only just realised we aren't going to the way of the airport when we pull up to a house.

'Eh, Killer what are we doing here?' I said when he got out the car.

'Get out' He said seriously.

'I have a flight I need to get to, I need to see my girls.' I said annoyed.

'No you don't, I cancelled it.' He said laughing.

'What the fuck! Why would you do that?' I said angrily. That was the last flight till Monday!

I heard the door open but I didn't pay any attention my focus was on the man laughing at me.

'Welcome home daddy.' I heard Bailey say. I don't think I whipped my head round fast enough because clearly I'm imagining that.

When I looked at the door I could see Bailey waving excitedly at me and Khloe with her hand on her hip smirking at me.

'Welcome home baby.' She said.. what? Baby? Home?

'Go on then son, I need to get home and so do you.' Killer said getting back into the car with a wave to the girls.

'Home?' I said still shocked.

'Yes home. Me you and Bailey, if you'll have us?' Khloe said nervously.

'Fuck yes!' I growled and pulled them both to me.

'Mummy, daddy swore! Put a fiver in the swear jar.' Bailey said seriously.

'Swear jar?'

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It's edited.

Double update today oh my!

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