Pharaoh stood there only for a second before closing his door. We starred at each other for what felt like forever until he finally walked up to me. He pulled me up and wrapped his arms around me. We kissed and allowed our desires to control the movement.

We pulled apart and all the words I wanted to say were stuck in my throat. He turn us around and sat down pulling me to straddle his lap. We kissed more before he move to my neck making me moan softly.

"Ess" he spoke against my skin "I'm sorry"

"Don't even—"

"Nahh I'm serious. I'm trying to manage this situation the best I can. I should've found a better way to address you and Harmony. I just don't really know how without somebody being mad at me. I'm trying though"

"I'm sorry too. I shouldn't have put you in that position. That's your baby mother and she's important—

"You never stopped being important wto ime too Ess. You mean so much to me words can't even explain it"

I felt myself blushing "I know Rao Rao"

"I just don't want you to think she's more important than you to me. You're my best friend. I love you. And Harm is my sons mother so I got mad respect for her and I care about her. It's two different lanes of my life"

"Don't compete where you don't compare right" I joked

"I wouldn't say all that but you're definitely in a special category when it comes to my life"

I nodded understanding him.

I caressed his face while staring into his eyes, feeling myself get lost in him. I softly touched his lips before kissing him again. Slowly but surely making out became deeper and more passionate. We began peeling off his clothes and my underwear until we were completely naked. I pushed him back on the bed, not letting out lips disconnect, while his hands gripped my ass tighter. I could feel his hardest against my dripping wet core. I lifted up allowed his tip to touch my folds before sinking down onto him, throwing our heads back in ecstasy. I kissed his neck as out centers met and found his lips just as I began to ride.

I released a soft moan as I pulled away from him to sit up. I began to ride him and watch him bite lips while massaging my breast. I squeeze around him, flexing my walls making him moan my name. He began thrusting upwards, making me claw his chest as my climax neared.

"Fuuuuuck Rao!" I moaned "I'm finna cum daddy! Shit!"

"Cum for me baby!"

He gripped my hips thrusting harder while slamming me down to meet him. I attacked my lips to his to muffle my screams of pleasure as I squirted my juices on his dick. I moaned while I kissed his neck still feeling him slowly moving deep inside of me. Pharaoh gripped my thighs as he sat up then stood with me clinging to him. He lifted my body off of his dick before laying me on the bed. Before he could get close to me again, I rolled over and arched my back with my ass high in the air.

I looked back and shook my ass a little while giggling. He smirked biting his lip before grabbing my waist and entering me slowly from behind. I buried my head in the bed feeling him get deeper and deeper.

"Damn baby" he moaned as he held me close

I moan back, encouraging him to take control. He held my shoulders pulling me away from the pillows as he thrust in and out.

"Fuck Ess!" he stroked faster

"Right there baby" I moaned in return throwing it back to meet him

"Yeah baby" I could hear the smirk in his voice "Throw that ass back"

"Fuck!"

"This my pussy baby?" he spoke getting deeper

I moan not being able to speak from the pleasure.

"Answer me baby" he slowed down giving me long deep strokes "This my pussy baby?"

"Yesssssssss! Fuck yes daddy!"

"Shit!"

He sped up again getting deeper and deeper. I dropped my upper body back down so my face was again in his pillows. I felt myself about to cum for the second time as his dick throbbed inside of me. I clenched my walls making him moan my name as we both released.

We laid in the bed catching out breath looking at each other. It was our second time together but it felt just as amazing as the first. I laughed as he drug himself out the bed then came to pull me up. He took the sheets off his bed before we both headed to the bathroom. We showered together, stealing kisses here and there before getting out.

We both got dressed in our underwear, me using my draw I took over in his room for our random sleepovers, then put new sheets on the bed. Once we were done we got int he bed with me laying on his chest and his arms around me. It was amazing how much better I felt just being in his arms. I looked up at him and smiled seeing him already looking at me.

"I really am sorry baecon and I promise I get it. I shouldn't have made the situation worse. And honestly I really don't get the animosity. I might've came at her neck in the UC but she came all kinds of rude from jump. Then this attitude she got---"

"She wants to be with me" he sighed closing his eyes "She wants us to try at a relationship"

I paused taking in what he said then sat up. He immediately followed looking at me to respond.

"What do you want?" I finally spoke

"I want to be a good dad" he shook his head "I want to not deal with a bunch of drama"

I nodded not knowing what else to say.

"And I want to be with you Ess"

I looked at him completely shocked. I honestly was mentally preparing myself to hear that he wanted to be with her. I was preparing myself that the bomb sex we just had was to say goodbye and end it all. I felt my eyes watering once I looked at him smiling at me.

"Pharaoh---"

"I'm serious Ess" he grabbed my hands "I've thought about this since we left New York baby"

"But you said---"

"I know"

"What if---"

"No what ifs" he laughed "Come on! I'm starting to feel like you don't want this"

"Stooooop" I pushed him "I just want you to be sure"

"I am baby" he grabbed my hands "I'm not gone lie to you. I really did think about everything that's being going on. I thought about the possibility of not being with you and it hurt. I thought about if I gave it a shot with Harm and it didn't feel right. Essence I know I really want to be with you" he smirked "Balls in your court now baby girl. You my lady or what?"

"You play so much!" I shook my head "But I mean... I guess I'm your lady"

"Hell yeah"

Pharaoh pulled me into him and kissed me. We laughed before laying back down in our original position. I smiled getting comfortable but dropped when it hit me.

"Rao?"

"What baby?" he turned on his tv

"What are you gone do about your baby mother? I mean if she was pressed before, I'm sure she gone be flattened about this"

"I mean to be honest, it aint her business or nobody else's. I'm gone be there and do what I gotta do for my son but other than that she'll be fine"

"I just don't want to make no drama for you. I mean my ignore game on strong but as you've now seen I do pop off"

"Please try not to pop off" he laughed "But I mean I told her already and I'm gone say it to you too. Yall aint gotta like each other but I definitely feel like mutual respect is needed. You my girl and she gotta respect that just like you gotta respect that she's my son's mother"

I nodded before smiling at him "Soooo what's his name going to be?"

"She likes Royal" he strugged "I aint really feeling it but I mean she had it picked for a couple months now. She wants him to have a name like mine"

"Think of some options. You should have input too. Maybe yall can come up with a name together and Royal be his middle name"

He nodded before smiling at me "You ready to be step mom"

"Boy stop playing" I pushed him as he laughed "You not funny"

"You right, I'm hilariou! But for real I'm playing mamas" he kissed my cheek "Though you do have to be honest about the situation. We gone be together and I'm gone have him. Eventually you're going to be a part of his life"

"As his daddy's best friend? Sure"

"As my woman and his step mother"

"Step parents equal marriage and I know neither of us is there yet. Plus don't be saying that then it get back to Harmony and she ready to go ape shit about me trying to be 'step mom' to her baby"

"She'll be alright"

"You say that until you gotta go kiss her ass to calm her down"

"I'm not kissing nobody ass!"

"Sure you're not Rao" I turned over to go to sleep "Sure you're not!"

"Shut up and go to sleep"

I laughed as he pushed me away from him. I got comfortable only for him to pull me back over. This was definitely going to be a different situations. It was one thing when Pharaoh and I were dating. This a whole other situation being his girlfriend.

Honestly as happy as I was about being with Pharaoh, I was secretly afraid. Between my paralyzing fear of getting hurt and the fear of having to tell Pharaoh about my life before I moved to Georgia, my anxiety was rising. I tried to remember my mom and best friend's advice on not living in the past. But it seemed no matter how many times I tried to let it go, the past wouldn't let go of me.