I laid on the bed I was tired, I didn't wanted to take shower.

: " I will come back in a bit, I'm hungry. Mean while take shower. "

: " okay. "

: "If you are hungry get yourself something from the kitchen. "

: " No I'm not hungry. "

He nodded and left the room. I was hungry but I didn't felt like eating. I wanted to take shower but my body won't obey me. I was so tired to get up from the bed, finally I then decided that I eat or take shower. I took my pain killer empty stomach with few sips of water and laid in the bed confused, facing the ceiling. My mind was remembering everything that happened today.

How Jason harmed himself and was feeling lost, How he had look of guilt in his eyes when he saw my hand blood dripping. How he obeyed me cause mostly he orders me around and I'm the one obeying him.

The look of pain in his eyes while I was giving him stitches, the power with which Ryan slapped me and misunderstood me, Then how Jason forced me to bed to get my injuries treated. But most of all the day, the moment when I thought I know these gang members and they won't hurt me if I take care of them. Why did I helped a criminal, I know I used to treat people, I used to help people that's why I helped Jason too.

I don't regret it, I'm happy that I helped him. After lot of thoughts I was trapped in web of good and bad thoughts. My eyes were getting heavy and I fell asleep. Jason will ask me about shower but I don't care cause I didn't fell like doing anything and whatever I do good or bad they are going to hurt me either way.

Next morning I woke up and saw Jason sleeping next to me. I was surprised cause he never sleeps with me and if he wants to sleep on bed he will ask me to sleep on floor or couch but HE IS SLEEPING NEXT TO ME. He didn't wake me up. Is he changing or is it just my imagination? I was staring at his face, looking over his muscular, perfect body. When suddenly he opened his eyes.

: " You are not allowed to stare at me when I'm sleeping, no one is. "

: " I was not................. Sorry. "

With that I took the clothes he handed me yesterday and made my way to washroom.

: " It's okay. "

I didn't responded to that and closed the door of washroom to have a relaxing shower. To ease y mind.

( Skipping 15 minutes)

I was now done with the shower, I dressed up and went out to the Jason's room. He was sitting on bed holding cup. Ignoring him I went to my side of the bed and sat there.

: " Oh, you are out already. Here your coffee. "

" Mhmm. Thanks. "

Why is he being nice to me suddenly. I should ask him.

: " J... Mr McCann? "

: " Call me Jason. Is coffee not good? "

: " No, it's not that. "

Jason: " What is it then? "

: " Why did you helped me? "

: " When? "

: " Yesterday. "

: " Why, was it wrong or is it wrong to help someone? "

: " Just answer my question. "

: " I am answering. Answer my QUESTION as well. "

: "No it wasn't. Now just tell me. "

: " Okay, First I don't give explanations to people for whatever I do, Second I didn't did something bad and third I felt like doing it so I just did. Now finish your coffee and show me your bandage. "

Y/N : " Okay...... Bu-....... Okay. "

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This chapter was updated today cause of our special friend Flora, it's her birthday today. Happy Birthday Flora hope you have fun day.

Happy birthday to ones celebrating their birthday today, 19 August.

Love

Angela.

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