(Y/N)'s POV:

"I don't know why you liked him.. Like, if you would ask me, I would prefer Zen for you" I frankly said to my cousin, and at the same time my classmate, Emcee (A/N: If your name's Emcee [MC = Main Character lololol] then your cousin's name will be Emcel). I eyed the guy that I'm talking about. That blonde video game addict, Kim Yoosung.

He's not cute, totally not. He's not nice or anything. He's a freaking geek, all he knows to do is play games. What to like? I'm not sure why she likes him but there is one thing I know, I'm not an honest person.

"Look at him, he's so cute!" She said with such admiration in her girly tone while pulling my clothes. UGH.

"There's nothing cute about him" I commented and rolled my eyes as I sip on my iced coffee and changed my pace faster.

Seriously, why does she have to like him?

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I boringly flick my pen as I wait for our first subject teacher to come.. I looked at Emcee and she's obviously staring at Kim Yoosung. I sighed and just stared outside the window when my classmates suddenly ran to their proper seats so I shifted my attention to the classroom and saw that our teacher's finally here.

"Okay class, before the semester ends, I would like you to work on a project. It would be done by pair, depending on your grade on our quiz yesterday. The highest score would be paired with the lowest and then so on.. Got it?" Our teacher announced as soon as she sat on her table.

"(Y/N), Yoosung, you're the first pair. Goodluck with guessing who got the highest or lowest score haha" she said then laughed at herself. This teacher is savage. We all know what's the result if we're paired. Wait... I'LL BE WITH YOOSUNG?! No. NOOOOOO. WHY?!

Our teacher announced the pairs and explained what we are supposed to do and left us to plan on it.

He stood up and went beside me.

"It's all up to you. What are we gonna do?" He said with a grin. Stop grinning, it's making my day worse.

"So, if we don't have any homeworks, we can buy the materials later.. And work on it after school on the following days until we're done. At my house. What we are going to do is..." I explained. I can't help but feel awkward, he's really focusing and staring as I speak. It's uncomfortable.

"But we can't do it on Saturday" he worriedly stated

"Why?"

"I-I have a tournament.." He answered with such low voice and bowed to divert in my gaze. "On LOLOL.. I can't miss it.." He added

"Is it more important than this?" I retorted. "If you want us to finish this faster, then we don't have to waste any time on such things with a little amount of significance for you to have a life, not just life, but a successful one"

"It's okay if we have finished and passed our project late. I don't care." He stated then shrugged with a smile plastered on his face

"I do.. So please.. Help me with it. I can't do this alone or it'll take me a long sleepless week" I calmly pleaded of him. I do not hate him.. It's just that I don't like it when Emcee talks about him. We actually have decent conversations as we both like some things..

"Okay, I'll try my best" he responded. woooh. Thank God he's easy to talk to.

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"(Y/N)... Can we stop at a convenience store...?" He hardly asked in between his breathes. I looked back at him because I'm walking faster. I saw that he was struggling on carrying our materials.

I sighed and walked towards him and helped him carry some.

"But... I can't make a woman carry..." He said. Yes, he insisted it so I let it be. But I've seen how hard it is for him.

"Who said so? It is true, but you're holding us up. I don't like wasting time" I said and started to walk again

"Zen said so..." I heard him whisper

I can't stop myself from chuckling.. He's so cu-- he's not strong like Zen.

As he requested, I came inside a convenience store and he headed straight to the beverages.

I saw him get three chocolate milks. I was about to get a drink but he stopped me

"Try this! It is certainly yummy" he stated with a child-like grin. I can't help but smile. This is bad. So I quickly nodded. He payed for it before I could stop him.

I can't do anything but sigh...

"chocolate milks are your favorite?" I asked him

"Yes" he cheerfully replied

"Wow.. Emcee sure loves this too" I stated and had a drink

"You, what do you usually buy?" He asked

"I like coffee.." I answered his question then he suddenly shivered

"Why?"

"I remembered something.. You know Seven, 707, right?"

"Yes, what about him?" I asked, raising one of my brows

"He played a prank on me" He whined aww so cu-- "He said I had a Pass Out After Drinking Caffeine Syndrome and said I have to drink chocolate milk to cure it... I believed it T^T"

I can't help but laugh at him. Oops. It turned out louder so I covered my mouth and I've seen him have a wide grin

"Come on, we need to go" I said then started to walk..

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"Hey, I told Yoosung you like chocolate milk because he said it was his favorite" I said as soon as she answered my call. Yes, I lied. For how many times. I think it just became my habbit.

"Really? Thank youuuuu~!! You're the best!" And then she just ended the call. Maybe she's planning on some fateful encounter. She should pay me for being their cupid. It's pretty exhausting.

Everyday would be exhausting just by being with him..

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It's a good thing our other subjects agree with our schedule. We're homework and quizzes free but this project is freaking hard!

We worked on it everyday until we have finished it.. He's very helpful even tho there are times that he's clumsy. Until we have finished it waaaaayyyy earlier. It's a good thing. Yippie!

Everytime that I knew something new about him, I share it with Emcee and lies on him. I just can't stop. She always complains that she should have studied for that quiz. She should always study for our quizzes. tss.

"Finally! We can pass this on Monday!" I happily exclaimed and clapped

"We have so much time.." Yoosung stated. It is Saturday and we started to work early in the morning.. It's just afternoon.

"Why don't you have a lunch here?" I suggested. Well, he was really working hard.

He showed a very wide grin with a little blush on his cheeks. It's not obvious that he's happy haha

"I'll cook" He volunteered and raised his hand when we got to the kitchen.

"No, it's okay! You're our visitor. Amanda, can you please cook for us? Any dish will do." I requested to our home cook.

"No, I'm serious, I wanna try to cook." He said with a confident look.

"Okay.. If you insist. Uhm Amanda, please let that stubborn blonde use the kitchen and rest. Thank you" I stated and as I said, she bowed at me and left.

"You really are rich.. I just live in an apartment.." He spoke as he tie his hair and wear his apron.

I can't stop looking at him with awe.. I'll be honest now, he looks unreasonably handsome..

"(Y/N)..?" He hesitantly called

"Y-yes?"

"I said, will you join me?" He stated with a slow manner

"Y-yah.. Sure.. Haha" I awkwardly answered and started to wear an apron.

He started on preparing and while he was busy cooking, I'm busy staring at him.. He will look at me from time to time and it is hard to shift my gaze faster. So I took a chance to take a picture of him..

No.. I've decided to be selfish.. I will not send this to anyone.

He was finally done and has served the food and all we need to do is to eat!

"I hope you'll like--" He was interrupted as someone suddenly shouted

It was Emcee. What a nice timing..

"Oh! You're having lunch! Mind if I join you?" She said when she realized that Yoosung is here. I stood up and headed to the kitchen to get my food

"No, no, I knew you were coming.. That platter was for you, personally made by Yoosung" I stated and then winked at her. The guy has obviously no idea. Well, Emcee will handle him. I'll just let them be.

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We have successfully passed our project and we got a score that satisfies me because of him:

I woke up with a heavy feeling but ignored it.. We need to report our project. So I've forced myself to move.. We went to school together because it is quite heavy.

We have finally arrived at our class but as soon as we have put down the heavy object, my body has begun to feel heavier. I'm lucky that Yoosung has managed to catch me or I am now lying on a cold hard floor.

He touched my forehead and he looked so worried. I was just leaning at his arms when he suddenly scooped my legs. Now he's carrying me like a princess. My classmates' started to cheer on us. UGH. I don't have the energy to deal with this.. I hate it. He quickly went to the infirmary.

"Don't worry, just rest" He said with a reassuring smile. I tried ro smile back and I started to drift off..

I woke up because of an alarm. I realized that ut is time to present our project! I ran to our room as fast as I can.

I've seen our subject teacher so I grew more nervous. But when I went inside, Yoosung was in front. He has swiftly talked. Wow... I'm astounded. When he was done, all of us clapped. My clap got louder when our teacher announced our score. Yay!! 49 out of 50! I excitedly jumped and when Yoosung noticed me, he ran towards me and gave me a hug. They have cheered on us again. UGH. But I can feel his tremblings. Aww, I'm sorry. He shouldn't have suffered the pressure. Please.. Don't fall any harder.

Since then, I haven't talked to him. Emcee and Yoosung were always together so I distanced myself. I would just be a thirdwheel.

It is our last day before the semestral break. I'm at my room when Emcee suddenly barge in.

"(Y/N), I did it.." She exclaimed

"What did you do?" I nonchalantly asked her without changing my pace, busy scrolling through my phone.

"I've confessed" As soon as I heard it, I looked at her who is covering her mouth with a face looking like a tomato.

"What happened?" I asked with a more serious tone

"He did not directly turned me down.. But I think I have a chance.." She shyly said while playing with her hair..

"Then, it's a good news.. All my hardworks has been paid off" I said and tried my best to let out a smile..

From then, Emcee started to update me with what's happening with them. They were together for the whole semestral break for almost everyday! I'm happy there's a progress in them.

Me? I went to our farm and helped there.. It's refreshing to be on an urban area. The air's so clean..

But I need to go back to study again.. I can't help but sigh. It's Monday and I lazily went to school.. Why does time runs slow?!

But finally!! The last period has ended! Yippie!

I just stood up on my seat when Yoosung suddenly drags me out to wherever he might bring me.

"What's this?" I asked but he answered me with stopping and held both my shoulders. We're at the back of the school where people rarely goes.

"I like you." He said, without any hesitation. An obvious blush has appeared on his cheeks as he looks straight into my eyes. He looks so serious.

I awkwardly laughed it off as I try to divert on his gaze by looking at other direction.

"I'm serious. I really intended to get zero on our quiz to be with you. Zen informed me about Mrs. Kang's project" he stated. He's not changing his emotion.

My heart has been erratic and my mind's blank. I don't know what to do.

"Do you like me too?" What he said has echoed in my mind. He knows that Emcee likes him. What is he doing?!

"Emcee likes--"

"I'm asking you" he interrupted.

I took a deep breathe and tried to level my gaze in his eyes

"Do you want the truth?" I asked with a brow raised

"C-can you... Lie?" He weakens. He looks so vulnerable. Even he doubts it.

"You know what... I do not find you cute at all.. If you would ask me, I would prefer Zen over you. You're not my type. I hate how you look when you cook. I hate a geek like you. No, you are not attractive for me. And I freaking hate you!" I finally said. He looks so dumbfounded. I shook his hands out of my shoulders and started to walk out but he has managed to get my arm and pulled me for a hug.

Please.. Don't make this hard for me.

"Do I have a chance with you?" he asked with such soothing voice. No. I don't want to fall any harder.

I let go of our hug.. I was about to speak but I heard Emcee..

"(Y/N), Yoosung, what are you doing?" she asked as she went near us.

I tried to smile and push Yoosung to her.

"Yoosung and I were talking about you" I stated and tried to display a playful smile

"About..?" She tries to hide her smile and intruigly looked up at Yoosung as she hugged his arms

"It's a secret. Hey Yoosung, didn't you told me that you will bring her on a date?" I said then tried to push them out

"N-No--!!"

"BYE!! HAVE FUN!!" I tried to stop him from talking. I watched their backs and Yoosung trying to look back as they slowly disappear on my sight.

I don't want to steal my cousin's happiness from her. Once again, I can't stop myself from lying.

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A/N: Hiiiii~ Can you remember me? 😂😂 Sorry I've been gone for a few weeks. I'm really happy today so I decided to stop reviewing and finish this 😂

I hope you liked it!! Thank you for reading!! 💕💖