"(Y/N), Jensen is married" she says and I freeze. "Only one search could say that to you" she says.

I hang up and I wipe a tear that escaped my eye. Why the hell am I crying? It's been only two days. I took my emergency ice cream from the fridge, a spoon and I sit on the couch. I start eating and I open my phone. I type Jensen Ackles wife

Of course she is beautiful. And of course I was just a distraction. They look so cute together. How could he do this to her? Was this all an act? That's why he didn't want me to say anything to anyone, isn't it? It's because he is married.

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It's been a few hours now that I'm sitting on the couch. I'm out of ice cream so I'm just sitting there thinking of what I did. I never wanted to be the third person. I don't like love triangles.

A knock on the door reminded me that Jensen said that he'll come by when he is done. I get up and I walk to the door. I take a second to think if I should open or not. He knocks again and I open. "Woah, are you ok?" he asks worried

"Come in" I say and he does

"Were you crying?" he asks

"Can I ask you something?"

"Of course"

"Is there any chance that you forgot to tell me something important about you?" I ask but he looks like he doesn't understand what I'm saying. "Let me make it more specific. Is there any chance you forgot to tell me that you are married?" I ask and he takes a deep breath

"Ok, let me explain--"

"No, I don't want any explanation. That's why you wanted to keep it a secret, right? That's why you asked me about kids, right? Because you wanted to know that in case your wife found out, you would have someone to stay with you and your kid or kids"

"Woah, woah, who told you that? No one, right? (Y/N), none of it is true" he says and takes my hand

"Don't touch me" I say and I take my hand back. "I was never the third person because if it was me, I would prefer the truth over being fooled by the person I trusted the most. I promised myself not to be the one who would destroy a family and look at me now" I say pissed

"(Y/N)--"

"Shut up. I don't want to hear any excuses. Get out" I say

"Please--"

"I said get out" I yell. He nods and leaves.

I go back on the couch and I take my phone. I call Liz. "Yes?" she asks

"I didn't know Liz. I didn't know. And I don't know why the hell I'm crying. It's only been two times and a perfect date. But I miss him already" I say

"I'm coming there. Do you need snacks?" she asks

"Yes"

"Ok, I'm on my way" she says and hangs up.

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The next day, Liz and I drove together to work. When I went to my desk there was a bouquet set on it. I take the card and I open it

Please let me explain

This is all a misunderstanding

I rip the card and I put the flowers in the trash can. "Jensen?" Liz asks

"Yes" I say and I throw the ripped card in the trash too.

"What are you going to do about the job you told me about?" she asks

"Honestly? I have no idea. I want nothing to do with that jerk. But it's a big job" I say

"Yeah, I saw the number" she says

"Why do I take wrong decisions all the time? Do I have a magnet or something?"

"You're like Sam with girls but your problem is with decision" she says and smiles at her joke

"I'm what?" I ask

"Nothing forget about it. Look, I don't want to lose you from here but that job is a big opportunity. And you totally deserve it. So don't let that son of a bitch destroy it" she says

"I'll think about it" I say

"Ok, let me know what you decide before you do anything stupid"

"I will" I say and she goes to her desk.

I look at my phone again

Jensen

I'll come by your house for a talk at 7 pm

Just a talk

5 minutes

(Y/N)

You'll have exactly 5 minutes

I turn off my phone and I go back to my work. There are only 5 minutes. It will be a quick talk. I can get through it.