I walk by Jensen and Jared who were performing their scripts before shooting. But I ignore them and I go to do my job. "People can be stubborn even when it's the worst thing for them" Jensen says as he is reading his dialogue. I chuckle loudly making sure he heard me. "Sorry, I'm leaving" I say and I walk away

"(Y/N), can we talk?" Jensen asks but I pretend like I didn't hear him.

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The shoot was over and we were working on changing the camera angles "Can we talk now?" Jensen asks me

"No, I'm working"

"I can see that but we can talk"

"No, I don't have time"

"You would if you stopped telling me that you don't have time"

"On your marks" the director says

"This isn't over" he says and walks on his mark.

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"(Y/N), wait" Jensen shouts as he runs after me

"No Jensen. I've had a long day and I want to go home"

"We have to talk about--"

"There is nothing to talk about. We just had sex"

"That's not it and we should talk about it"

"Fine... Fine, talk about it. We had sex..."

"We had sex and that was confusing, and it was also amazing--"

"No, no, stop. I know exactly what it was and yes it was. It was amazing and it felt good. For the first time in months it felt like us and then I saw it. I saw it on your face. This was it. This was goodbye. And then I thought if we are over, this is the way to go out, this is what I want to remember. The amazing. And whatever you say right now is going to destroy it so please don't s--"

"See? That's what you do. You just decide how things are gonna go"

"I'm not the one deciding--"

"But you are. You decide when to leave, when to come back. You decide when you need me, when you don't--" he says raising his voice

"I don't want us to talk because I know what you are gonna say. That you love me and that--"

"I'm not going to say that. You don't know what I'm going to say" he yells

"Then go ahead, say it" I say. He opens his mouth to talk but he doesn't say anything "God please, Jensen just say it"

"You're right,ok? I was gonna say that. You know my mind was clear before this. I knew exactly what I wanted and what was best for me. I was moving forward no matter how hard it was. I knew what I had to do. But it's not clear for me anymore. When I look at you and I stop thinking... When I let myself just be with you... I want you" he says

"Goodnight Jensen. I'll see you tomorrow" I say and I get in my car. He doesn't let me close the door

"I'll book an appointment with the lawyer and I'll let you know" he says and walks away.

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We kept ignoring eachother at work for the last few months. I even thought that he forgot about the divorce and I started to get my hopes up. But turns out that he didn't.

I look one more time at Jensen. He was absolutely emotionless. "Red tags are for your signature, blue tags are for Mr Ackles' the lawyer says to me "Ok" I say and I take them. I start to flip the pages and I sign where the red tags were. Jensen's signature was already there. I let the pen down "Can I go now?" I ask

"Yes, everything is ready" he says as he collects the papers and I nod. I get up and I walk to the door. I look one more time at him and I leave.

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I was sitting on the couch when the doorbell rang. I get up and I open it. "Dee? What are you doing here?" I ask

"I heard about the divorce and I came to help" she says showing me the bag with snacks and drinks. I chuckle and I let her in.

"I guess now we belong to the same club, aren't we?" I ask and I chuckle

"Welcome to the Jensen Ackles' drafts" she says and I chuckle "Vodka or tequila?" she asks as I sit back on the couch

"I'm fine thanks" I say

"Come on, you broke up and you don't want to drink? What are you? Pregnant?" she asks ironically as she start to taje things out of the bag

"I think I am".