I woke up with my face feeling stiff and my eyes would barely open. I've been crying. I began to move but I felt arms tighten around my waist pulling me back into the warmth of the bed. I turn slightly and see it's Jensen in a deep sleep, clinging onto me as if his life depended on it. I couldn't help but smile as I admired his features, because we weren't filming he was allowing his beard to grow out which suited him, his hair was ruffled, and I could notice he's been crying too. I gently untangled his arms from my waist and stumbled into the bathroom, beginning to freshen up for the day. Today we were supposed to take the kids to some amusement park nearby but it was raining, so we're taking the kids to the indoor gymnasium that has rock climbing, foam pit, and other stuff that I wish was around when I was a kid. The kids were so excited, Jj wouldn't stop rambling about what she was most excited about and what she was going to do first. Although I was happy that the kids were excited, I couldn't help to feel I was a danger hazard to everyone but the police said I should avoid going places alone now that I have been followed all the way to Texas. Deep down, Jensen and I wanted to believe that it wouldn't escalate to this but sadly it did. Will it be worse when we all get to California? I'll think about this later, right now I need to relax and spend time with the kids.

I waved at Jj as she bounced around on a gaint trampoline with Tom and Shep. They were having a blast, every once and awhile they'd come to us all red faced and panting telling us something they thought we didn't notice or where they were off to.

"It's like they never lose energy." Jared comments

"I know, I wonder what batteries they use." I joke causing them to laugh.

"Just think we're going to have that 24/7 next year." Jensen comments. Gen and Jared look as us with wide eyes and smiles.

"You guys going to get a place down here?!" Gen squeals in excitement. We nod and she begins to ramble on about houses, neighborhoods, house décor, and more. I couldn't help but join her in the excitement. Jensen, Jj, and me in a home we can call ours. Together. It seemed life was going okay, I didn't want to get too comfortable until the situation was taken care of but it was a start. Soon I'd have a home with a man I love, and maybe...just maybe our family will grow.

"Momo I gotta go pee." Jj whispers to me once she's climbed down from the jungle gym. I nod and tell Jensen where I'm going before I lead Jj into the bathroom. She held my hand and jumped around excitedly on the way to the bathroom. She pointed out a little shop attached to the building for kids toys, souvenirs and etc. Maybe I'd get some stuff for the kids.

Once she's done, she runs back over to the others while I go to the little shop they had to pick the kids out some toys. I saw the cutest toys, perfect for the kids. As I'm picking out a few things, I didn't notice the man near me and accidentally bumped into him.

"Oh gosh I am so sorry I am such a clutz." I chuckle shaking my head in embarrassment. I look up and notice the man had very dark sunglasses on, and had an odd smile on his face.

"You really are. I've noticed that about you y/n." He responds, causing me to freeze. My body covered in goosebumps, and suddenly I had the urge to scream but nothing came out. "Quite the family you got yourself there, plan on making it any larger or....smaller? Because I can arrange that starting with....what do you call her? Princess." His voice grew higher pitched as he stepped closer.

"You come any closer and I'll have you tackled to the floor." I threaten, though my voice was weak and shaky from the fear.

"I wouldn't do that if I was you, see If anything happens to me I'll make sure that little Princess takes her last steps today." He warns me. My heart sinks and I feel trapped.

"Your a sick fuck, you know that?" I snap at him, trying to hold myself back.

"God I love it when you talk to me like that." He says in a disgustingly heavy tone that made me sick to my stomach. "Now here's what we're going to do. We are going for a ride, just you and I. Princess and everyone else will be left alone, you have my word." What else could I do? I nod and he grabs a hold of my elbow, leading me towards the exit. I had to do this....for JJ and Jensen.

I follow the man outside towards a black SUV, I eye around for the security that came with us and said they'd be around outside. I make eye contact with one of the officers, and make any expression I can. He elbows the others, and I decide to take my chance. I shove the man off me, and run towards the officers. Everything seemed to move in slow motion and I wasn't able to run as fast as I thought. Everyone sounded like they were far away in a tunnel, echoing. There was suddenly a 3 loud bangs, then 5 more loud bangs and burning pain in my hip, then shoulder, and then leg. I could feel myself collapsing onto the wet, concrete. My vision blurred as I tried to comprehend what was happening. I could catch few phrases at a time, zoning in and out.

"Target has been killed!"

"Ms. Y/N has been shot someone call 9/11!!"

"Y/N! BABY! WHY ISN'T ANYONE HELPING US!"

"Is Momo okay? Why isn't she waking up?!"

"I need more blood!! We're loosing her!!"