A nurse came in and helped me freshen up, even tho I still wasn't allowed out of bed which irritated the fuck out of me. Eventually Gen, Jared, and the boys showed up making this hell hole a little more tolerable. I decided to wait till I was out of the hospital to tell them about the big news.

"When can you come home?" Shep asked as he sat on the bed besides me.

"Soon. Maybe in a couple days." I tell him.

"Why not now?" Tom asks from the other side of my bed, he had a pout on his lips and I couldn't help but chuckle.

"Cause I have to get better first." I tell him.

"When you come home, can we make cookies?" Tom asks me.

"We can do anything you'd like." I chuckle. The boys cheer in sync causing me to laugh slightly before wincing in pain.

"Is it your hips?" Gen asks. I nod and she lets out a small sigh, "I wish they could do more then just tell you to wait and get better."

"Same, but I'm lucky to be even conscious right now so I won't complain. For now at least." I chuckle.

"Have you called Richard yet?" Jared asks me.

I nod, "Yeah, once I was fully awake And freshened is the nurses gave me my phone so I called the studio."

"What did they say?"

"They're postponing filming for awhile and they'll update us all once I'm better. They want a full medical evaluation from the doctors to make sure I'm all good to keep filming."

"And if you don't get the ok?" Gen asks. You could tell that's what was on their mind, their eyes showed concern and I couldn't help but let out a sigh. I wasn't really sure. Maybe it's be best considering the baby, and everything. And besides let's face it no Winchester has a forever love interest. Eventually they're killed or leave. It's how the show works. Roxy will just be another girl Dean loved but couldn't be with.

"If I have to stop acting then so be it. But I had a heck of a time doing it." I smile. They smile back but there's we're weak and unsure.

I've been in the hospital for two weeks, and today I was going home. Days after physical therapy, annoying nurses well...to be honest I was the annoying one and they put up with my shit, and not being able to sleep besides Jensen I can finally go home. Even though I'm not mentally or physically prepared I'm just happy to get out of there. Gen and Jared have been allowing my mother to stay with them and apparently the boys adore her. I couldn't stop laughing from all the stories Jensen has been telling me. I still haven't told anyone about the news, except Richard and Thomas. Since he is the director and I wanted a person opinion of the situation.

Flashback/phone call with Richard

Richard: Holy shit

Y/N: I know

Richard: Does Jensen know?

Y/N: No, no one knows except you.

Richard: What did the doctor said?

Y/N: When I have the baby there shouldn't be any issues with my hips but they're concerned about me on set with the extra weight

Richard: Jeez...Well the studio will pay for physical therapy and we'll see how everything goes but for the love of god tell Jensen you know I'm bad at keeping secrets

Y/N: well I have an idea. You know how we have that comic con convention in New York?

Richard: ooohhhhhhhh I see where this is going

Y/n: Exactly. Can you do me a favor, call Thomas and can you get him a flight to New York?

Richard: I can do that. Do you want him to know?

Y/N: Yeah, that'll make things easier

Richard: sounds good!!

END OF FLASH BACK

As Jensen and I were driving back to Gen's house he rubbed my thigh and I kept catching him looking at me whenever he could.

"What you looking at weirdo?" I chuckle as I watch him smile widely.

"Just happy your out, and we can be us again. Bed and Jerry's ice cream, beer and Italian."

"Yeah, it'll be nice." I smile at him even tho the beer is off limits, it'll be nice. "While I was in the hospital I was doing some research." I begin, he looks over at me arching him brow. "How do you feel about looking at some houses so we're ready for Jj when Daneel leaves?" I ask him. He squeezes my hand and his smile widens.

"I'd love to."

We finally pull up to Gen and Jared's house, and we we're walking up the drive way slowly since my leg and hip aren't fully recovered I see Shep and Tom run outside with balloons and flowers.

"WELCOME HOOMMEEE!!" They shout. They slow down as they approach me and carefully wrap their arms around my good leg. I laugh and hold them against me the best I can.

"Thank you boys!!!" I chuckle. Shep reaches up handing me the flowers he had in his hand and I pretended to be shocked like I didn't notice them.

"Oh my goodness are these for me?!? You are such a gentlemen!!!" I say in a dramatic tone causing them to giggle. They led Jensen and I inside, and I hugged Gen and Jared as I walked in.

"We have a surprise for you." Jared giggles with a mischievous grin.

"Oh god. Is it a prank? Give me a break moose I just got out." I chuckle.

Gen leads me into the living room and with my mother was Misha, Thomas, and Jj. Jj sees me and squeals with delight as she runs towards me. I kneel down on my good leg ignoring the pain in my hip and embrace Jj with my good arm, holding her tightly against me. I couldn't help but begin to tear up as I held her.

"I missed you so much momo. You wouldn't wake up when I saw you on the floor." Jj sobs into my neck. I didn't know she saw me when I was shot....I never wanted her to see that.

"I'm so sorry princess." I mumble, trying to hold back my own sobs.

"Are you feeling better?" She asks me. I pull her away from me, wiping her tears and hair out of her face.

"Yes baby, I'm feeling a lot better. Now let's go say hi to everyone else."

After Jensen helps me up, I give hugs to everyone saying hi before finally sitting down in Jared's favorite and comfiest chair.

"So will Roxy be ready for her big show in New York?" Thomas asks me while sipping on some wine Gen gave him.

"Of course. I have a month. After California, I'll have some physical therapy done and I'll be all better for the convention." I smile.

"Y/N have some wine, your free!!" Gen insists for the 100th time. I chuckle and shake my head.

"I'm good, I'm on medication. Don't want to mix the two." I tell her. She shrugs and pours herself another glass. I was so happy, I was back home, with Jj and Jensen, my mom finally got to meet him even though it wasn't the way I wanted it to planned it.

That night, Jensen helped me to the bedroom and I sat on the bed with a heavy sigh.

"Long day?" Jensen asks closing our bedroom door.

"Long vacation, I never thought I'd ask this but how many more days till we're back on set?" I ask him causing him to chuckle. He crawls into bed behind me, helping me unhook my bra and begins rubbing my back.

"Soon honey. But you need to get better first, this will give us time to bond and stuff since we really haven't gotten the chance." Jensen says scattering kisses on my shoulders. I arch my brow, and turn my head the best I can.

"What do you mean?" I ask him.

"Well first it was Daneel right? Then the whole stalker shit...I just want to be able to slow down and really get us to bond before we get too serious." He shrugs.

"We're getting a house together, how much more serious can it get?" I scoff, unsure how I should react to what he's saying.

"Besides that, I mean we're honestly doing it for Jj. My point is after that I just want us to take it slow. See where we go, no rushing stuff and all that. I felt like we had to do it cause there was so much going on, now we can do things the right way." I nod and begin to feel concerned. What if he doesn't want the baby?...No don't think like that Jensen isn't that type of person. He loves you, he'll love the baby. Right?