"Listen Meggy, I know that it's hard for you, but I don't think that's the right decision. You are not the person to do that."

"Why Bailey? Why can't I? I just want to move on from him. It's been so long and because of those feelings I couldn't pay attention to other guys. I was blinded by him and now I just want to erase him from my memories and my heart. He hurts me so much without even realizing that. That's why I kissed Julian. It's because I wanted to feel something by kissing another guy. I thought that was the decision," she continued crying and kind of exploding with emotions.

I wiped her tears and knew that it was such a bad idea to do all of that.

"Listen to me please. Don't do this to yourself because at the end you're gonna hurt even more. Do you know why? Because you might fall for Julian and that's gonna be even worse for you, because he just plays with girls and nothing more. You know that very well. But then again, by kissing him just like that you're doing what he's doing. You're playing with his feelings and that's not right. You're not like him."

"I-I I really don't know what to do, but what I know for sure is that at least now I feel good with him. I don't know what will happen to us later, but I just want to get rid of my feelings towards him."

This was just pointless. She wasn't listening to me. Who would've thought that heartbreak would turn her into a completely different person?

"I still think it's wrong. Of course, it's your decision, but I don't agree with you. I don't want you to hurt yourself. I want you to be happy and I don't think that any guy, no matter who that is, is worth all that you're going through. I'm there for you, whenever you need me, but but rethink your decision. By the way you have to calm yourself down and wear that beautiful smile of yours because Matt's gonna be here any second. I need you to be your old self. No guy should know how much they impact you."

"Thank you Bailey. I'm sorry for being such a mess today, I don't know how all of this happened. I will try to rethink my decision, but the result's probably going to be the same. Julian's gonna pick me up later today and we're going on a date."

I didn't feel happy for her. She was so vulnerable, that for a moment I felt like I was her mom and I had to protect her from some bad guys, but it wouldn't be fair coz' I'm dating Damon myself.

"Well, what can I say than be careful? I hope I'll be wrong at the end. Good luck sweetie," I said hugging her.

"Thank you and I-" she couldn't finish her sentence as we heard a knock on the door.

I went to open the door and saw Matt's cheerful smile, which immediately made me remember why I was friends with him.

"Come on in buddy," I said gesturing him to come in.

"Hello hello helloooo!! I brought sweets and snacks for us to party uah uah!" he said dancing like he was drunk.

I started laughing looking at Meggy, but she was smiling sadly. I was sure that Matt and I would be able to make her laugh wholeheartedly. We just need some time, but I'm more than sure we'll succeed.

"Oh! Meggy's here too? Hm...cool!"

"Of course she's here, she's the third musketeer to our two baby," I said gesturing those numbers with my fingers and dancing at the same time.

"Please, please Bay Bay don't ever do that again," he said making a disgusted face.

"What's with everybody hating my incredible dance moves? You just don't recognize talents that's what it is," I said flipping my hair.

All this time Meggy didn't say a word and she was just silently looking at Matt. It would be really hard for her to get over Matt with those powerful feelings, but if you really want something you'll reach that for sure. The question was. Did she want that?

"Okay everyone get together! Today we're gonna party like no one sees us, but there's one condition. We have to do all that until 9 o'clock."

"And why's that Bay?" asked Matt while already eating the popcorn he brought.

"Well...I'll tell you about that in just a second. But before that tell me what's new in your life? You haven't been that active in my life lately. What's going on?" I asked bringing all the snacks and sweets he has brought to the table of the living room and obviously taking snickers.

"Okey dokey! But I actually wanted us to be kinda...you know...alone?"

"I don't have anything to hide from Meggy and you don't have to either. She's the third musketeer duh!"

Meggy was still observing Matt silently. I wonder what was going on in her mind.

"Uhm...Okay then...I got back with Brittany!!!! Ta da!"

"So you were worried that I would hear this? You told me about this the other day, remember?" was the first thing that Meggy said since Matt's coming.

"Daaaamn, you're right. It was before the k-" he said and closed his mouth with his own hands.

"Before what?" I asked knowing the answer to the question.

I turned to look at Meggy and she looked red like a Mrs. Tomato.

"Okay whatever. But why? Do you like her that much? I mean you've always been the one to fall for someone quickly and then out of it too. What happened to you? How did she seduce you?"

I asked all those questions and then remembered that I shouldn't have done that. It would hurt Meggy so much. Stupidity is sometimes an inseparable part of me.

"I don't know myself. There's just something about her that always brings me back to her."

"Not bad. Interesting," I said not continuing this whole Brittany talk.

"Bay Bay were you gonna say something too?"

"Actually let's just party fo now and then I'll tell you about the lil secret."

And the party began. I had many board games, so I brought them to the living room, but we just decided to play UNO. We played many other games after that too, including Heads up, Finish the lyrics, Song associations and etc. We then started dancing and singing karaoke. It was so much fun. I haven't been this happy for a long time. I felt free, loved by my friends and I was really having fun. The important was that so were they. Meggy was finally smiling and laughing from time to time. Finally we were out of energy and all of us fell down to the couch.

"Okay, so what I wanted to tell you Matt is that I'm dating Damon, for real."

"WHAT????NOOO! Why the hell Bailey?"

"Come on! I didn't say anything like that about your Brittany, so please don't forget about that."

"Whatever. Just continue," he said looking pissed.

"And what I wanted to tell you guys is that I think he's cheating on me. And-"

"AND THAT'S WHY I WAS PISSED A SECOND AGO!"

"Come on Matt, let her finish," said Meggy in a low voice.

"The interesting part in all of this is that today he's going to a party today and I've seen his ex texting him that she was gonna be there or whatever.AND I decided to follow him."

"Well, I actually don't get why all of this was interesting rather than being disturbing. But okay whatever. I'm coming with you and I don't take no for an answer," said Matt looking away.

"So am I," said Meggy winking at me.

"Oh come on Matt, it's not for sure yet. Don't be pissed just yet. We'll have time for that. Maybe that's not what we think it is. And OH MY GOD it's our first mission as the three musketeers, as totally spies."

"Wait wait wait! I don't want us to be totally spies. You probably missed that I'm a man. I'M A MAN!"

"Okay okay, we're gonna be two totally spies and a musketeer," I said looking at them smiling.

"Deal!" they said in unison.

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Published on 19.12.19