The doorbell rings and I see Goose jump off the couch he was sitting on as we were all watching the movie, Seb stays unphased as his eyes stay glued onto the tv screen, his hand running up and down my legs that are in his lap.

I roll my eyes and grab a piece of popcorn from my bowl and throw it in his face, he takes a deep breath before looking at me and I break out in a small grin. "Open the door, amant." I blow him a kiss and he grabs my kiss before acting like he's throwing it on the ground. My grin falls. Asshole.

He has been hanging out with Ares too much.

He shoves my legs off of him before walking towards the door, "don't be mad, I'll make dinner tonight." I call and I can swear he let out a laugh, weird. Goose follows behind his dadda with his little tail wagging.

Cute.

My eyes fall back to the tv screen as I cross my legs, Seb and I started rewatching all the divergent movies tonight. We were almost half way through the first one, where Tris just jumped off the building onto the net.

I love these with all my whole heart, the books and the movies. I hate that there are only three movies though.

I toss a popcorn into the air and move my head a bit so I can catch it in my mouth as I wait for Seb to come back. I wonder who was at the door, not enough to get up and check though.

We just got to the house almost an hour ago and I was so tired that I fell onto the couch and haven't got up since, Seb made my popcorn and for the longest time he even fed me because I was too lazy to do it myself. I also stuffed a piece in his mouth each time he asked about me not going to the runway show in New York which is happening next week.

I hear a bark but my eyebrows furrow when it's a higher pitch then Goose's bark usually is, and seconds later I see Goose running towards me before he jumps onto the couch and drops his body onto mine.

My eyes shut as I groan, "dios mio, Goose." he shoves his face into my neck as if he's hiding and just because his face is hidden he is invisible.

I hear that bark again and this time i know it's not my Goose, I sit up as much as I can with Goose still on me. When my eyes fall to Nico walking into the room with a small very excited golden retriever puppy in his arms my eyebrows shoot up in amusement.

What the...duck

"I need help," he shoves the dog in Seb's arms before sitting onto the couch in front of the one i'm laying on, he pulls off his windbreaker before throwing it on the ground and falling onto the couch.

I relax on the couch as Goose shuffles closer to me, my hand running over his fur over and over again. "Since when do you have a dog?" My eyes flicker to the movie and I smile when I watch Four help Tris off the net.

They are so cute I can't handle it.

"See, that's what I need help with." He starts off and I hum, my eyes on the movie. "I lied to Aviana knowing how much she hates lies, it's confusing and a long story, so it's also beyond the point." He explains and I look at Seb, he shrugs and walks away with the puppy.

"Now I'm trying to win her back and you're the only girl I know who can give me advice, Ivy is too pregnant and has way too many mood swings." I snort at his words. I agree, I was facetiming her earlier and she went from laughing to crying in under a minute.

Weird lady.

"She told me before, that growing up she'd always wanted a golden retriever boy puppy to feel like she was normal like everyone else, and I got her one. But she kissed the puppy and slapped me across the face." He seems genuinely confused as he speaks and I choke on fucking air before my head turns so I can look at him.

I shake his head, warning me not to talk about it and I give him a weird look. I like her.

"It's because you can't buy forgiveness," Seb calls from the kitchen and I relax again, he's right. I nod and Nico's eyebrows furrow. "But I said I was sorry, and I never apologise." He runs a hand through his hair.

"That doesn't do shit, you have to show them how sorry you are." Seb replies and I turn my attention to the movie, it seems like they can figure it out.

"Should I get her dream house built?" Nico asks and I place a kiss on Goose's head before shaking my head telling him no, well yes but not for her forgiveness, the house is after they're back together, "what have you done to tell her you're sorry?" I question and he slumps down onto the couch as Seb walks back from the kitchen.

"Goose, get up." Seb demands with the puppy in one hand of his and two glasses of whiskey with a glass of white wine all grabbed by the rims of the glasses. I smile when I realise he got my favourite drink.

Goose gets off of me and runs to Nico when he sees the puppy in Seb's arms, Nico runs a hand down Goose's back when he lays on his lap. Amor gives Nico the whiskey glass before walking to me as I sit up properly and carefully grab the wine glass.

"Well, I buy her the flowers she likes most, everyday." He takes a sip as Seb sits beside me and carefully sits the puppy in his lap as the pup eats a broken up treat from Seb's hand so it's easier for the puppy to actually eat.

I sit up slightly and rest my back against the pillow I had laying on the arm rest of the couch, "I even asked her three brothers, who all hate me very much might I add, what I should do." He lists and I sip on my wine, Jesus, three brothers?

"I did what they said, I threw out all the drugs from every one of my houses. She was happy, but she said it didn't change the fact that I lied to her, and that she can't forgive me just like that." He grabs the remote and pauses the movie when my eyes fall to the screen for even a second with a glare and I sigh.

"That's Finn, by the way." He nods at the puppy who sits up at the mention of his name and Seb's eyes light up.

Amant grabs my legs before slightly parting them and moving up the couch, I keep my legs on each side of him as he rests his head against my stomach and stares at the ceiling, Finn walking in a small circle before settling down in the middle of Seb's torso.

Our eyes fall to Nico and he looks at us in disgust before drinking a sip of his whiskey. I use my free hand and lower it into Seb's hair, "as I was saying, nothing I have done is making her forgive me. How did you get Abby to forgive you, you fucked up big time, leaving her in that room crying." Nico asks his cousin and as if it was a reflex Seb throws up his middle finger.

I glare at Nico and he rolls his eyes, "I talked to her, and told her I know I was wrong. We sat down and talked about it." Seb snaps back and I play with his hair. Nico nods as if he is noting it down as a suggestion and my eyes form a glare.

"You mean to tell me, you haven't tried sitting her down with you somewhere and talking about it?" I ask him slowly and he shakes his head casually while drinking down the last of his whiskey, I close my eyes and lean my head back before running my hand down my face. Idiota, puta.

"Joder, you haven't taken her to dinner and explained yourself?" Seb looks at him with annoyance and Nico just shakes his head again.

"Nicolas, go to her house, beg her to let you take her out to dinner and explain yourself to her, ask her what it'll take for her to forgive you." Seb explains as if he is talking to a three year old and Nico's mouth drops at Seb's idea, like he's a genius and has cured all the problems in his life.

Nico chugs the rest of his drink and slams it on the coffee table causing Goose to shoot up from his nap. Goose looks around before jumping off the couch and leaving the room.

"How have I never thought about that?" He gasps and I shake my head, unimpressed. He grabs Finn carefully and calls Goose. "Although she's in London for another week with her brothers, so I'll have to wait. Give her time like she asked for and then I'll ask for dinner." he nods as if he's making a plan in his head.

"Stupido," Seb mutters while taking a drink, "I'll drop Goose off in two days," he looks at Seb with a grin after he'd told him how he could get his girl back, Nico kisses Finn's head and calls Goose over from wherever he is.

I lean over and place my wine glass on the coffee table before fixing Seb's hair with a glare directed to his much dumber cousin. "Bye you two, have fun," he pauses and looks at us with a small smirk. "Not too much though."

I feel like strangling him to death.

"Get out of my house and take care of my dog," Seb says with the most amount of disinterest I've heard from him all day. Nico rolls his eyes before walking down the hall with Goose following sleepily behind.

I keep my hand in Seb's hair until we hear the door shut about a minute later, Seb's hand runs up the side of my thigh before he chooses to speak, "i'm hungry." He mutters and I feel a tug at the corners of my lips.

I know what he's talking about but I love playing games with him, "what do you wanna eat tonight?" I ask him, hinting that I'm talking about dinner.

He lets out a small scoff before placing his now empty glass on the coffee table and turning around before sliding up my body, resting his forearms on the couch and resting behind my head. "You," those blue eyes run over my face just to stop at my lips.

My cheeks heat up as I drag my hands up the sides of his torso, I could only make out the slightest tug of the corner of his lips before his head dips down and those fucking lips crash against the skin of my neck.

My eyes flutter shut as I slowly start tipping my head back, he kisses that one sweet spot and the smallest noise leaves my lips as my hands slip under his t-shirt. "We should go into the room," I whisper as he hums but his lips keep kissing and sucking my skin.

His one hand travels down my side as both of mine run up his back and pull him down against me, a small groan leaves his mouth before he sucks hard on the base of my neck. Grabbing my thigh and pulling it away to give him more space to settle on top of me.

When he grinds his hips against me I can't help the small breathless moan that had left my lips, my right hand finds his hair the second his lips part from my neck and he goes to slide down my body. Any little thing he does soaks my thong, his kissing, sucking and his hand running up and down my thigh.

"Bedroom, amant." I remind him, looking down as he manages to slide down my body on the couch which is only so big. My eyes widen when he grabs my thighs and yanks me so his face is inches from where he wants it to be.

"I need you," he pauses and looks up at me, meeting eyes with those blue ones of his as he dips his head to place a soft kiss on my inner thigh, right above the hem of my shorts. "Ahora mismo"

[right now]

My stomach goes crazy with flutters the second this man's lips keep placing kisses along my thighs, one thigh to the next. Whenever we're like this and he speaks spanish to me, he and I both already know he's going to get everything he wants, his spanish just does something to me...

"Can I?" He asks lightly and I drop my head back onto the arm rest of the couch before his thumbs hook into the waistband of my shorts. Yes, fuck please yes. I want to tell him, but there is only one thing I love even more than his spanish.

His begging. I bite down on my bottom lip as I stare at the ceiling, "beg." I crooned and almost felt him and his hands freeze against me. "I don't beg," he almost argues and I let out a scoff before lifting myself onto my elbows so I can meet eyes with him.

"The night in the hotel three years ago says otherwise," I taunt him because I know he's not that man anymore, although I don't mind. I love any and every version of my Seb, especially this new one I met months ago.

His jaw locks and he looks at me with an unimpressed look, more unimpressed than the one he gave Nico before getting off of me. My lips part and my eyes widen, fuck, did I just mess this up? But before I could even open my mouth to say something he slid his arms under me and the next second I was in his arms being picked up bridal style.

A small gasp left my lips as I circled my arms around his neck, he muttered something like 'how'd I get stuck with this perra?' and I grabbed his jaw to force him to look at me as he walked towards the stairs. "And you're stuck with her for the rest of your life, puta." I snap back and he rolls his eyes.

But the small smile on his lips stays there no matter what, I bite down on the inside of my cheek when his hand against my back slides down the slightest bit pulling down my pale pink tank top and the smile on his lips only gets bigger. "You're such an asshole." I mutter when his eyes fall to my tits which are now pushed together by my arms because I want him to stare.

What? You gotta do what you gotta do.

Seb walks up the stairs and every time his eyes flicker to my boobs which look like they're in a victoria secret push up his pace walking up the stairs speeds up. "You don't seem to call me an asshole in bed, now do you?" he asks. I blush. No, no I do not.

We walk into our room and he sets me on the ground, before I could say a word he shuts the door and flicks on the lock. "You wanted me to beg, huh?" Seb asks and my lips part when he falls to his knees right in front of me.

Oh god...

His hands each slid up each of my thighs and he looked up to me from where he had knelt, his small smile turning into a sexy smirk as his hands yank me closer, so close that he can lean forward a bit and place a messy kiss on my thigh.

"Please," his eyes turn innocent in a matter of seconds and I see him, I see Seb from three years ago properly for the first time in what feels like ages. "I need you, Abby, I need you so fucking badly it hurts." He whispers as his kisses trail up higher and higher each time, he's even kissing over my shorts now.

The second he places the softest kiss on my goddamn cunt right over my shorts my hand falls into his hair, it seems as if he'd done that just for my reaction because the second I looked at him he'd moved.

I watch in pure shock as he stands up, he quoted his exact words from the night in the hotel room years ago. Those were the same words he'd said to me along with so many others. "Fuck me, ruin me, do whatever you want with me Ximena," I look up at him when he stands to his full height and place my hands on his chest.

His hand pushes some hair away from my face and my eyes seem stuck on his lips, his other arm wraps around my waist as he rests his forehead against mine and pulls me to him allowing me to feel every single muscle he has, even the hard erection pushed up against my stomach. "Just fucking touch me, please," Seb croaks out and before I could help myself I wrapped my arms around his neck and slammed my lips against his.

He starts stepping forward and I pull away merely for a second before our lips are together again and the back of my legs hit the bed. My hands sliding into his hair and pulling as my tongue slides into his mouth and he drops his hands to the hem of my shirt before pulling it off.

Before I could push my shorts down I felt his hand wrap around my neck and force me to tilt my head up, Seb's lips were on mine in seconds and his hands were all over me. In a second they're on my ass, then sliding up to grope my breasts over my bra, my waist, hips, thighs, he was everywhere.

I could tell he was about to push me onto the bed but before he could I stepped away and turned us around so he was on the side of the bed before my hands found his chest, our eyes met once before I shoved him into our bed and his smile makes me want to rub my thighs together while my underwear gets wetter by the second.

I slowly straddle him before he pulls his shirt off and he tosses it somewhere on the floor, my hands run up and down his bare chest before I push all my hair to one side and lean down to kiss him again.

"You want me to fucking beg more or can I touch my girl?" He grunts undoing my bra with one hand and my moan is swallowed by his lips when he bites down and slightly pulls on my bottom lip.

I love his begging, but right now I think I might die if he doesn't touch me. I'm drenched and I need him to do something about it. "Do whatever you want with me, amant," I breathe out, grabbing onto his shoulders and dropping my head into the crook of his neck when he pulls my bra away and tosses it somewhere.

Grinding down on his erection before my lips run along his Adam's apple and then find his jaw, I kiss and suck just like he did with me. My acrylics dig into his skin as I suck hard on the spot which makes him lose it.

Seb groans and before I could comprehend anything his hand slides into my shorts and then my thong, his finger slides down my wet slit and he lets out a shaky exhale. "You love me begging for you this much?" he asks, out of breath and my eyes slam shut.

The heel of his palm presses and rubs against my clit and his middle finger teases my entrance, I freeze before a groan falls from my lips when I feel the tip of his middle finger sliding in me, my lips against his neck, my hands all over his body, im even on top of him but he knows damn well he's still in control.

"I think it's your turn to beg now, yeah?"

Fuck...