Niall's pov

He doesn't want me to look for him, was it something I did? Something I said? I thought he loved me?

He said he loved me. So why did he leave me?

Sure we had our differences, but we could've worked those out.

My mommy said I deserved better, she told me I shouldn't have stayed with him for as long as I did, because he hurt me. And I get it I do, I know it was wrong of me and him to do that, but why did he do it?

It hurts me to know that he doesn't think he's worthy of love, or happiness, because he is.

He is worthy of everything good in this world.

I just hope to see him soon.

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Liz