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I seriously can't get Hayley out of my mind, god like I only just meet her and she's stuck in my mind!, she's really pretty tho I think that's why and she's just so sweet and my type of girl, when Anna said she wanted to try 'Ddlg lessons' I was definitely down for that, like yeah of course I'm into that kind of stuff I find it fun then just sex normal relationships have, but I completely understand that Hayley didn't nor doesn't wanna do it so me being me I understood, like it would definitely be fun! But it's not my job to push Hayley around it's not fair on her.

I did have a little a long time ago, but she left me turns out she just wanted to lifestyle just for my money, I also have 2 older brothers Nick, Will yep both idiots but I have to love them to get along with them, they are a lot like Anna ah she's so annoying lucky Hayley isn't like that or I'd just have to fix that. When I was 3 my mum passed away from lung disease and my dad got killed in a car accident, so it was basically just me and my two older brothers but of course I have my own home now with me and myself, I see Nick and Will from time to time but I get busy myself so it's kind of hard and they completely understand, they are busy a lot I think Nick is a dad now to 3 kids and Will has a girlfriend also runs a business like me but I own my business, then my phone rings.

Sir we need you in

More meetings Simon

Yes sir 39 more meetings

Ah okay I'll be in soon

Okay sir see you soon

Ah I just wanted to stay home ya know, but I got up and want I to my walk in closet got out what I wear to work, pot my shoes on then want downstairs out to the car locking the house behind me then taking off. I hope the meetings are worth going to or I'll yell at Simon

I don't know why but Justin has been on my mind, like no joke he just can't get out of my mind the only thing a can think of is him or how he looked the day we meet, and I think I'm going crazy because my mind is also thinking about the Ddlg lessons like ah, like it might not seem bed but it's not just me god what is Justin doing to me I don't think I'm going to tell him that the Ddlg lessons have come up in my mind or the thinking about him, because that would just be no thanks, if that happened he probably think I'm a loser like Anna always says like no joke all the time! Ah I need to stop this we just meet the other day so it just can't happen without feeling uncomfortable, like for him it might not feel uncomfortable but for us girls it's a different story, like you would have sex with someone you just meet it's just uncomfortable and probably wouldn't work out for long, I remember Mum would always say the world will still move if you don't have a boyfriend or even have a boyfriend, just take my time and she's right because honestly it gets you somewhere.

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