Sometimes I miss home

Just to have peace

Just to have an emotional breakdown

Where i do not have to hide my tears anymore

My smile is lost like our intentions pure

Where I don't have to use bath as an excuse to cry

This phase doesn't pass how much I try

Where I dont have to justify the reason of my breakdown

Expect a miracle,except pool of happiness to get drown

Where I don't have to excuse my lost appetite with I am full

The beautiful surroundings too become dull

Where I will have a companion around me

Not a human I know

But the feeling of being home is enough to comfort me

Memories of the day make my eyelashes heavy

I want to go home

atleast,

There I can cry my heart out without any reason

Whenever I feel heavy at heart

Whenever this heart hurts

Was this the result of expectations, I wonder?

My actions sometimes I ponder

But with no choice I have to stay

Feeling a lump in my throat all day

Waiting to shed these emotions down

Calling off this as a night as I gaze moon....

By: shruti

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This one was written on the day when I experienced an emotional breakdown .As writing gives me comfort.

Was hesitant to post it but I felt I don't think I m the only one to experience this.As we all have some extremely dull days.For me it happens once in a month I analysed😬. When I just feel I m done with the things .I will not do anything just lazying around scrolling insta not taking bath nothing and at the end of day I would confide myself in poetry .

As writing literally works as a pain reliever for me.

As I started writing for myself not for any popularity.(but appreciation always feels good🤭🤣)

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